Neko Slave rp

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki was so upset but she listend to the doctor. "We've been her for about a month." She said through the tears and her sad voice. She couldnt beleive how many problems could happen to this baby.  

[blessedheart]

(Going to bed now guys. Night night!)  

[Alice the Loving]

The doctor sighs "magic can cause this to happen" he swts the information down and leaves quickly.

((i'm gonna go too, three night on till 3 is killing me))  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki started crying harder, it was all her fault her baby could die. The incedent with shiro just kept hurting people, first Severus now her baby girl. "Damn it, this is all my fault." She cried hard her face in the pillow.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-severus kept watching the star, he refused to leave that room, even if yuki had left, he watched the star-............  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki was in the room and she sat on the bed bawling her eyes out. She hated herself, it was all her fault that the baby could die. She saved two lives but also might take one from an innocent baby girl.  

[ShadowWraith17]

..............yuki, when are you going to learn..........-he spoke solemnly to himself-..........no one will ever win, a small victory..........but in the end.......is it worth it?  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki looked to Severus hearing his words and she got angery and she couldnt control it because of the moodswings. "Isnt it bad enough that I hate myself... You dont have to rubb it in that im and idiot, I thought of two people I cared about but I didnt think of the consiquenses!!!" She was on her feet yelling at him as she had tears runing down her cheeks with her hand clenched into a fist on her tummy.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-he looked at her, one eye was red, as if a blood vessel had popped, the other a sulky grey-..................ill leave you alone....to let you collect your thoughts.............-with that, he disappeared out the window again-  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki saw him dissappere out the window and she got upset at herself for yelling, she hated mood swings. She punched the concreet wall causing her fist to bleed. She sat on the bed staring out the window, she had no idea how to fix her completely broken life. The only idea that came to her mind was the same one Kaori had had a couple months ago, killing herself, but she wouldnt run off to another contry she would really die.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-severus stood in the courtyard, and looked up to her window-.............one choice................you had the choice........and you made the worst one..........you betrayed a trust it took years to develop..............now everything is backfiring in your face...............  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

All of Yukis memories flooded back into her mind but the one that she payed attention to was the first time Severus had said he loved her. It was when Nemu had been stolen by a gang, yuki had been shooting at one of the gang members and the bullet had bounced back into her shoulder. He had healed her but as he walked her through the shadow relms her body heat had faded and he told her heoved her as she had woken up but he hadnt known she had heard him untill the next day. She hated herself and she wished she could turn back time and just let Tora do it.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-severus turned, and dug his hand's into his pocket and disappeared into a shadowy forest, he needed to find somewhere serene and quiet to meditate-  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

The next memory that caught her attention was the day she had Kaori just hours before she went into labor. Severus had talked to her tummy and then kissed it and Kaori kicked him in the face through her tummy. That same day she had been worried sick because Severus had goten an exstreem fever and later she had found out he actually died for two hours. Yuki couldnt help but cry harder.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-severus found a small clearing, and sat in the middle, he cupped his fingers, with his index and middle fingers on both hands pointing straight up, he began to a subtle chant-