AFG Sallies

[Leyla Giselle]

I still have thoughts like that about my irl boyfriend, Kaizer. I've been with him for almost three years and I still sometimes doubt him. All you can do is keep up hope and try to tell yourself that they aren't out to hurt you.  

[Eclipse Of Anubis]

Leyla Giselle

I still have thoughts like that about my irl boyfriend, Kaizer. I've been with him for almost three years and I still sometimes doubt him. All you can do is keep up hope and try to tell yourself that they aren't out to hurt you.

Thank you. I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who feels that way ;o; lol.  

[Leyla Giselle]

Kaizer Blackheart

Leyla Giselle

I still have thoughts like that about my irl boyfriend, Kaizer. I've been with him for almost three years and I still sometimes doubt him. All you can do is keep up hope and try to tell yourself that they aren't out to hurt you.

Thank you. I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who feels that way ;o; lol.

You're welcome. :3  

[Sirus Jin]

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry  

[Af Mas]

Sirus Jin

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry

I hate how that sometimes works >.<  

[Sirus Jin]

Af Mas

Sirus Jin

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry

I hate how that sometimes works >.<

Its crazy too! I never usually work Thursdays, this is the first Thursday in forever I've had to work.  

[Af Mas]

Sirus Jin

Af Mas

Sirus Jin

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry

I hate how that sometimes works >.<

Its crazy too! I never usually work Thursdays, this is the first Thursday in forever I've had to work.

I know the feeling D: That really sucks  

[Manda_Tifa]

Sirus Jin

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry

Any chance you could get someone who's not as interested to cover?

*SOOOOO envy the people who get to see it early!* crying  

[Sirus Jin]

Manda_Tifa

Sirus Jin

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry

Any chance you could get someone who's not as interested to cover?

*SOOOOO envy the people who get to see it early!* crying

Not a chance in hell. Everyone wants to go, and I'm in cafe, very few people know it  

[Crenn]

Kaizer Blackheart

Okay... this is more of a personal issue than family, or anything... But I still need to say something about it.


Recently, I've found the best people in the world. I love them to death, and they love me back. I know this for sure. Yet, I still manage to take their love and turn it into something horrible. I keep questioning if it's real. I keep telling my self that I'm not good enough for them, and I don't deserve them, but if they felt that way, they'd have never gotten with me, right? But because of that, I keep think that maybe they planned to pretend to get close to me, to make me feel safe, then when they feel the time is right, to drop me like a rock and hurt me from ever loving again. I know them well enough to know they wouldn't do something like that to me. This is the happiest I've been in a long time. I was really depressed before I met them, and had been for a few years, so I keep wondering if maybe the reason I'm able to take wonderful feelings and make myself depressed with them is because I'm so used to being depressed that any other emotions are kind of like a new experience for me, so I'm scared of them and need to go back into my comfort zone: depression.
I don't know >_<; it's so frustrating... Yesterday, they tried cheering me up, and telling me I need to stop getting myself down. I tend to do that a lot, and everyone knows it. Is there a way I can stop myself from doing that? *sigh*

I've found this to be a common thing in relationships. Sometimes your feelings can be wrong, sometimes they can be right. They seem to care a lot about you, and as far as I know, there is no instant way to stop your from getting yourself down, that will happen naturally as your relationship builds. Just wait, it could get even better than you think (relationship wise).  

[Rainey_angel81]

I do the same thing as Kaizer, I poke at my relationships with people until it breaks and i go, "hah! they didn't really love me!"  

[Shaviv]

Rainey_angel81

I do the same thing as Kaizer, I poke at my relationships with people until it breaks and i go, "hah! they didn't really love me!"

I do this to everything. Relationships, yes, of course, but also physically.

I found myself in the ER one day, because I had been scratching at some "bug bites" that wouldn't heal, and they became hideously infected - and one of the doctors came in and give me a look that was half glare, half smile, and said "You are a picker, I hear."

But yeah. We're pickers.  

[Manda_Tifa]

Sirus Jin

Manda_Tifa

Sirus Jin

Nothing major, but I feel like whining.

I work at a movie theater, and as a treat, the managers are giving the employee's a special 8:30 showing of the PotC movie on the 6th, yup, a day before the movie is going to premer. It's on Thursday. Problem. I work on Thursday. So I don't get to see it. That, and I'll have to work through the midnight showing of it, which is even more disapointing.

Like I said, nothing major, but just disapointing cry

Any chance you could get someone who's not as interested to cover?

*SOOOOO envy the people who get to see it early!* crying

Not a chance in hell. Everyone wants to go, and I'm in cafe, very few people know it

I know the feeling. I was the morning Video girl in the grocery store I worked at, and out of 7 employees, 4 of them were in high school and one of them was disabled and could only work so many hours...so if I needed someone to cover me, it was really difficult to find her.... stare  

[Record Producer Jay-Z]

*twitches* Ok Wtf ><; I get up and go on the comp and decided to listen to some music, and on winamp it always lists what you listened/watched last. and then BOOM, it says something about a girl enjoying a nice f*** from a large d***. And I just got so angry, that my friends get on my comp and download porn. So I decided to trace the file, and then It turns out the porn was in a Starcraft folder, so I go look in there, and there was about 30 other porn videos of little girls 14 and younger, and things about dad's teaching their girls to f***. So now Im very angry at them for just getting on and downloading it all. And that brings me to my next thing, they never get off my comp. I want to get on, so I tell them to get off, and they dont, they tell me Im a bad host if I kick them off, since I wont let them stay on til 5 am every damn day. I really want to confront them in the porn process, and then stab them D=  

[punchIT]

I never want to have sex, ever.
Why can't guys just cuddle? Why do they have to take it to the next level? WHY? It's so friggen sleazy and I'm too young for that. If every boy in the world is like this, I don't believe in love. I mean, I've only been 14 for two days and it already seems like I'm expected to be okay with that stuff. Can nothing be friendly? I can't deal with this on top of all this junk.
It seems like this has been a week of polar extremes. First I get scared outta my wits, then it's my birthday and I'm happy. Next I get to go to Six Flags and the Ren fair and I'm having a great time, then WHAM! Something shitty happened.

scream gonk