Dear Diary...

[MiSsPerky1985]

Dear Charot,

I had a fun night, kasi cinelebrate namen bday ng bestfriend ko (real life) sa bahay nila then dumating yung tropa namin and nagyaya na mag coffee sa tagaytay.. wooo that was fun..pero kahit nag-enjoy ako i can't stop thinking of someone so special to me, worried lang ako kasi nagstart na siya mag work, i hope hindi niya pinahihirapan masyado sarili nya sa work, and i damn miss him like hell =( sobrang mis na mis na mis na mis na mis na mis ko na honey ko waaaaaaaaaaaaa T^T

Saka na ako magkwento ulet. Laterzzzz it's 2:47am weee need some sleep ZZZZZzzzzz Goodnite ^_^  

[Katantoon]

Dear Ate Charo,

Today lalo ko namiss si Ren. Shet, miss ko na sya. cry Ayos naman araw ko pero bat ganun may mood swings lang ako eh Inaassume na nila na SUPER laki na ng problems ko. Binging bingi na ako ate charo, sawang sawa na ko, hndi naman sila naniniwala tapos pag nag-eexplain ako they tell me that I am a liar. s**t, di namn nila ako kilala, hndi ba nila alam na ganto ako pag malapit na ako datnan ng monthly period. Why do they insist that I'm wrong? Why are they so O.A.? Gee so gusto nyo kong maging broken? well guess what? I am. Thanks to you.

Salamat sayo isang walang tiwalang kaibigan. Salamat na din kahit gusto mong basagin ang pader na kailan man ay hindi nakatayo. Hanga ako sayo, ikaw na ang pinakadakilang santo na kilala ko. Ang galing mo kaibigan, hindi na kita maabot.


nagmamahal,
-ang malapit ng datnan ng regla- Kat.  

[Katantoon]

keen27

twilite_eclipse

Deary Diary,

2 things keep running on my head ngaun.. first, may kwenta/mahalaga ba ako? two, lahat ba ng mga pinaggagawa ko may silbe ba? napapansin? napupulaan? or sumusobra na.

Everytime i do something at pag natapos ko na, andiyan na ung takot ko na baka walang silbe, or simple as "what the hell"

i hate drama pero napakadrama ng buhay ko kaya ayoko talaga ng moment sa gabi at di nakakatulog, it kills the hell out of me. i was watching spiderman last time and i remember pinost ko yon dito ung famous line ni green goblin "inspite of everything you've done for them..eventually they will still hate you"

well i don't wanna use the word hate..coz i know so far wala naman nasusuklam saken..asar siguro dahil mahirap ako basahin, kung minsan wala sa mood. Sabi ng astrology sign ko (scorpion), scorpions like to win, persevere, aims success.

Buong buhay ko ito lagi ginagawa ko, achieve my goals, be a good daughter, responsible, independent, hardworking. Pero bakit pakiramdam ko kulang pa din. Then kanina naglakad ako sa playground i saw couples playing with their daughter sa see-saw.. it slightly pinched my heart (nainggit) but then napawi din ng ngiti dahil na realize ko, i'm just a woman who craves for Love.

i took down my co-nurses advice.."don't rush it dear your only 23, get out of that room and turn off that laptop, then go outside, feel the breeze and SEE THE WORLD..." then na picture out ko ung batang pasyente na namatay sa clinic a month ago. everytime na babasahan ko siya ng book or play with her she keeps pointing her index finger outside the window and basically pointing the tree tapos sasabihin niya saken "nurse len, look tree"

napaluha ako pero luhang may lakip na ngiti sa puso at pakiramdam. Narealize ko kasi all my life pala i've been such a LONELY FOOL, masyado ko na palang tinago sarili ko sa madilim na kwarto.

RIP Samantha (i miss u kiddo)..goodnight IWCians


-twi-twi-

crying

shet ang panama. cry cry  

[chebellaa]

dear rain,

damn..  

[MiSsPerky1985]

Dear Charot,

miss ko na hon ko T^T... i hope he's doing ok at di masyadong nastress sa work -worried-  

[chebellaa]

dear rain,

friday again..pero bukas punta uli skul kc may review for the upcoming Nat'l achievement test..nashare lang.xD

torture ulet kya bka di muna maka-OL..xD

che.  

[chebellaa]

dear diary,

i hate hackers. wlang consideration sa iba. stare

che.  

[chebellaa]

dear rain,

ako nlang ang nagcconfess dito ahh. (ata?! )
ayaw nba nila magsabi sainyu ng mga nangyri.? ahihi. geh.antuk na ko. knina bla bad mood ako. xp

thank u kay god. 4laugh

che.  

[sploinks]

Babes,

it's only now na i think nag-grow ako.
as a person.

weeeeeeeeeeeee! 4laugh

CONGRATS sploinky!

 

[keen27]

dear georgia


ang sarap tumawa ng malakas... rofl rofl rofl  

[chebellaa]

dear rain,

naiinis ako sa knilaa. ang panet tuloy ng highschool life ko.xD  

[chebellaa]

dear rain,

nkktamad na araw itu. mrgreen  

[MiSsPerky1985]

Dear Charot,

weeee badtrip ako ngayon araw na to.. nabadtrip ako sa isang post na nakita ko.. nagseselos ako -_- crying  

[chebellaa]

dear rain,

nkkpagud ngaun.ahayy.nyahaha.xD  

[gxbe]

dear friend,

i loss all .. i loss trust .. i loss in the way i don't give a darn change to say goodbye in the past that link this life to the future.

how could it be possible to be free in the middle of the dark if every door has a trial's to face and you are in ambivalence to go into it .. faith.. i know it won't last but till i know that someone still having trust form me i will .. and i must go that door and meet him/her in the other side crying

from
aden