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Thought I'd let you all know that I have the flu, and won't be arround much x.x Not that I really am...

I'd notice if you went away, will you still be on MSN?

Awe Rainy, I care. I know I am not always the most responsive one in here but I notice when your not bopping around. T.T


Ok, time for a little Krissim update. Ended up moving the trip back a week, so I should be able to finish all my art commissions and prepare my mantis cage in time before going. ^.^

Yep, especially since I didn't fall asleep till 8am last night because I was stressing over everything. sweatdrop

Hopefully I should be able to get a peaceful sleep now, although my sleep cycle is a little off. On the bright side, at 6am last night I ended up doing an awsome sketch for Rainy's commission piece she one in the auction. X3

Well that's always a good thing :3 I'm sure she'll love it

I'm not exactly sure how people that don't get along with me can care, since usesualy not getting along means not likeing each other.On the netagive subject, I find it funny some people belive i'm very nagative while others say I'm to optomistic. In the CoM Rp, i'd like to point out thats my charecter, not me. For the rest of the time, I don't have much to be happy about this past year. Oh, and, how am i supposed to take that, as a compliment? The only "defensive" replies have been the last few days when i'm so emotionaly worked up I can't help but lash out.Judging by responses, your right, but I also have a hard time beliving it, simply put.
And I understand that, thats why i'm not going to talk about my personal problems anymore. As far as not arguing, thats like asking a person with Tourettes to stop doing what they're doing. Also, somone bringing up sensative personal subjects, still hurts, weather or not it was just to come out on top.



Thats surpriseing you care, considering for a good few weeks when I was trying to get your attention, you ignored me. As far as Ome goes, I'm not sure, we don't talk much.

Thats a big diffrence between you and me, i wish Ill on people,but deep down, i probably don't mean it.I wont be taking to you about my problems.er, thank you though. I feel that its not something I should be sharing anyway. Bouncing Ferrets would be nice. heart

I don't particularly see it like that, my family is my pack or sorts, and this is not a place like that. This is a place, I feel a bit aleinated. When I first got into furries, i was expecting to find others like me. And though i've searched, I find nothing of what i'm looking for. Sure, I find good conversation on accation, but I didn't find much.

In regards to Kelly, things have turned out, fine or not, I can't say. If it is fatal, well, i'm not sure. I guess all I can say is thats fine, theres nothing I can doabout it. In response to ignoring Fog, well. To be honest, I thought he and I were doing good, and we were friends. I suppose I shouldn't have trusted him knowing his tendency. Its hard to ignore people I think have been friends.

As far as my paranoia goes, we shouldn't get into this subject. its easy for people to say "Well don't worry about it." or "get over it." or even "Ignore it." but it isn't that simple and easy, and i'm going to leave it at that.



I don't think its weird, she just thinks i dont need them. unfortunetly, its going to work out to be that i'm going to loose my rats all about the same time, then soon after, my beardie, and then in a few years. goliath. So i'm going to have alot to go threw. But I knew that when I got them, so its fine. Ya know, I just can't understand a fear of anything serpentine. Even the venomus ones. heart



I'm aware he'll be happy and safe, but its still hard loosing a 'member of my pack' so to speak. He will be taken great care of, but... its still hard. Like sending your baby off to school. they'll be fine but its still hard. Except this school is forever.

I'm glad you agree. As far as the rats and snakes, just...jesus.
I belive that thats true, and we get into disagreements about pets often, they are, in deed getting expensive.



Thanks.



Thanks..

Do whatever you have to do to make yourself happy. We WILL notice, and have, and lost of people love you here.

Diagrams please! Anything helps. razz tell me exactly what you want, materials, were i can get it, ect. X3

No Name is doing well today, though he worries me, he keeps sleeping out in the open,which worries me, alot. Its also scary, that I can't see him breatheing, and he's laying in a position thats not something i'd see in a normal gecko. However, he is a little more fiesty when i hold him, so I hope hes alright.

As some of you might know,Phantom, my eight year old, white, heterochomia iridium boy, had surgery a while back. He has been indoor outdoor all his life, and with it, he's racked up thousends from fighting. Since April, he's racked up over $1500. A while ago, Phantom had an abcess on his chest, so he had sergery and it was fine. Then when it was healed up well, and we were waiting for the stitches to fall out he abcesses again and we do the proceeder again.He had a drain this time, and since he never bothered his stitches, we said we wouldn't subject the poor thing to another cone. So yesterday afternoon, I went to go look for Phantom in moms room, since this is where he spends most of his time. Nothing to unusual, he was in the closet. However, what was unusual was that he was on the floor, not the ironing boared. I didn't worry. However, later, i found him on the bed, meowing at me, but he wouldn't come over to me. So i looked, and his drain, a small latex tude, goes in one end and out the other of where his abcess. Well, he'd done something, and it had folded, and where the stitch was to keep it in place, it was intact, but both ends had stuck out of the top. He was panting, he couldn't lay the right way, and he was meowing at me, and obviousely wanted me to fix it. So I gave him a pain pill, and we rushed off. Thankfully, it was about time to remove it anyway, so we were good. Though thats another $80 and, to be honest, I'm kind of sick feeling about it, because I didn't even relize it erlier, also, we keep him inside, so he dosen't get in fights, or injured, or anything, and then this happens. Have we been making him suffer this whole time,when theres nothing we can do? Its obnoxius.