Sapphire's Poetry Spot

[Sapphire Seven]

Used to dream of pink ice cream
And poodles which are curbed
But now this nightmare that I scream
Are for the Scoobysnacks served

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Unpopular Love

The words upon your face
Tell me everything
So as I lay down, bleeding
I feel the pain that is yet to be

The emptiness creeping in
My heart, overwhelmed
Overrated depression takes hold
Seeping inside, buried alive

There's no damn way
You could ever feel like this
Not use to such
A low state of mind

You were never there
Walking in my shoes
My unpopular love
Will never deserve you

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Hurt

Each thought of you hurts inside
Yet you say I shouldn't run and hide.
It's too frightening.

Day by day, I bleed even more.
This swollen heart grows crude and sore.
It's saddening.

We're never meant to be; it's true
And you'll never feel the way I do.
It's never ending.

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Should You Know?

I watch you from my secret spot
Grinning at just the right moment
If you only knew..
As you walk around that corner
I hum a little tune
One day you'll know
Yet you still won't see me

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Hole

There's a hole in my heart
It's all your fault
But I can't complain
I chose this road
And there's little I can do
The longer I'm with you
Life becomes hellish to me
Help cannot be asked
For it'll be too late
My words, silent
As the bruises tell the story
I wish the nightmare would end
To let the love bury the pain
Easily, I could walk away
Would it be in vain?
With this hole in my heart
My love was never complete
The phantom whispers say so
And there's nothing more I can do

 

[Sapphire Seven]

The Crush

When I heard your voice
My heart would skip a beat
I never knew what hit me
Surely you were too good to be true
Yet you're there, smiling

Could it be love? Maybe.. Just maybe..

Our conversations were always great
'Cause we always had something to say
I never knew anyone like that
'We have so much in common,' I'd say
'And I wish it'll never end.'
Although we're friends, I'll never have you.

 

[Sapphire Seven]

I Am


I am stubborn with a strong will.
I am a confused wimp.
I am artistic with a lack of creativity.
I am only a name on a computer screen.
I am caring, yet careless.
I am thinking about vengeance.
I am the speaker without a voice.
I am weak with a heart of gold.
I am a rebel with authority.
I am courage with a mind of its own.
I am still living.
I am only a woman.

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Together, Apart

That endless flame lights my soul
Because you came to me as if in a dream
My life's been happier, my future even longer
Those memories of eternity take my mind in flight
As I think of what could and should have been
Flesh and fantasy entwine; reality takes a blow
I never knew what hit me
The love was always there
I still wonder... Just wonder with that 'if'
So many emotions; too many possibilities
Make life worth living and that's why I'm here.

 

[Sapphire Seven]

It's Me

It's only me
Hiding in my home
Waiting..
Waiting for my best friend to come home
Waiting for my time to sleep
For every second that goes by
Anticipation grows

He knows where I am
He'll come for me
Trust me
I know

He remembers my face
He senses my deepest fears
For every breath I take
Death trails my footsteps

As for here and now
It's only me
Hiding..
Waiting..

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Take Me Away

Take my pain
Free my mind
Help me now
For I've gone blind

No sights to see
The paths uncrossed
I dread the future
My past is lost

This heart grows empty
The feeling's too much
Take me away
Away from its touch

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Bitter or not
Here I come
There I go..

I've spoken my peace
So stick it in your ear
As tasteless as my actions have been
My intentions were so clear

Yet still you fight and hassle
What good is that for me?
No, I don't want it, don't need it
This wasn't meant to be

Yeah, I'm bitter to no end
But you know that it's okay
Let me sit and frown for one last time
Then you can run along to play.

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Tick, tock
As these thoughts
Keep knocking
Keep talking
Here inside
My mind
Where I hide

When?
Will I learn?
Would it burn?
So tired.
Empty.

Tick, tock..
Tick, tock..

 

[Sapphire Seven]

You're on your own
Living life to the least
The taste of money is unrecognizable
Thinking about that makes you wonder
You have too many ifs in your head
Take one out and set it free
Let me lead you by the hand
A tear falls as you stumble to the ground
Your dreams will never come true
I can't help that at all
But it'll be well in the end
Think about the days gone by
And your mother on her death bed
Don't ask me why it has to be
Just don't think about it
And maybe your dreams will become realities
So many thoughts
So many dreams
You can't stand this world any longer
As your fears and doubts get stronger
The day will dawn a new beginning
And your pain will torture you until the end

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Painful happy pills
Bring back unhappy memories
Memories of anguish
Memories of a punctured self-esteem
They make tears fall
The visions don't want to leave
A hopeless cause
How can one put up with this?
There is no answer
Happy pills must be taken
Doctor's orders.
The lessons are already learned
Confidence is pathetic
Can't accept what is excepted
Doctor's orders.

 

[Sapphire Seven]

Runaway

A thousand miles from home
Eating form garbage cans
Trains for transport
Everyday is the same..
No reason to turn back
Bad memories
Big bruises
Don't want to go back
No reason to
New lands
Uncaring people
Better than home
Much better.