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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 7:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 11:26 am
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******** the world, Really. Just end it.
Let me tell you a little about myself, My name is Anne Serenity Miller. I've always been the annoyingly cheerful kid with blonde hair and brown eyes. I'm the math/science geek who hides behind her her books, with a stick so far up her a** you'd think she couldn't walk. I'm a prude, I dress like a dowd. I like video games and "I have too much time on my hands." I have a (had) have a job at Food Basics and I'm always ten minutes early.
So I'm the basic stock character the happy teenacger with the perfect family and good in school. I'm tha "Happy-go-lucky" girl in my group of semi-lesbanaic straight girlfriends. We're all so close you'd think we were in love with each other...
The last year and a half of my life of no troubles reached it's capacity and people I loved were dropping like flies. Chris, my beloved cousin, Dennis, my father's twin brother, and now I risk losing my father. He is suffering from Hepitisis C. Affecting the liver, it slows down the purification process, making it more difficult for the to take in toxins. It killed Dennis and it is Killing Heather's Dad. I'll speak more about that later. Death is hard to deal with and me, never having dealt with it this close to mebefore, it hurts. It still does and I miss Chris, and sometimes Dennis.
To pay for the Medication my father will need, we've had to sell our house. The place that I grew up in. of course I don't want to leave it, but at the same time, I can't wait to experience a new city, a new lifestyle.
My mom has sued the city we live in because of the sewage backup 3times in 4 years. It was a problem that should've been fixed in 1963, when they first discovered it.
We've sold the house, we just haven't found a place to move to yet. My Parents (aka mom) wants to move back home to the Rideau Valley(near Ottawa). There she says she'll be able to to get a job.
If there's anything to know about my mother, it wouldhave to be the guilt trips. If you say something negative, She will pound you with a guilt trip so hard, your reslove will break. I'd like to say that I've inherited this, but not to that degree, yet.
My Parents are also a cause for a lot of my stress lately. They are potheads. They smoke up everyday, my mom also smokes cigarettes. Being the "perfect" girl that I am, I'd like not to smell of weed. I keep attracting guys I really don't like.
School's tough. I mean the course themselves are easy, but school, going everyday to do the smae things over and over again... It bores me...
(It's raining.. To be Continued. )
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WildWildWindWhisperer Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 10:03 pm
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Anneechin23 Midnight MoonAs I look up at the heavens, I see the beauty covered by the blanket of day. The stars alight like jewels. I see the horrible clouds of poison the Pollution of the earth. Although it's distruction is grotesque, It's mysticized the moon, in all it's glory. I always thought a life short lived, was a one with out freedom, and serenity. but to these moments, I feel most free from earthly bonds. Staring into the abyss of the moon, the fog making it's mysteries all the more hidden, The land a dark corner, I find myself Writing.... Without the seas of sleep to guide me, These mysteries show me tranquility. My Sanctuary, Only seen on Sleepless Nights.
**** Hi! smile
Very enlightened. Tremendously sweet & moving. Like it.
Thank you for sharing. ........WindWhisperer wink
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2006 9:47 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2006 9:51 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 5:41 am
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Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 7:45 pm
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We, as teenagers, spend a lot of time defining who we are. We are followed by it, in Stereotypes, Cliques, and in the way we go about our day. Everything must be This One way, or Any way but that one to be you.The Mass Ideal is that we are defined by our friends, who we spend time with and influence, or are influenced by. But in the end, we grow up, go to University, Get Jobs, and get so busy it means nothing to us anymore. So all that time Defining ourselves, is the most clear picture you can have of yourself. You aren't just one thing, but It helps people as a whole to not try to get to know you. You're this, and you fit there. The truth is, we'll never be that defined, ever again.
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 7:05 pm
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Anneechin23 We, as teenagers, spend a lot of time defining who we are. We are followed by it, in Stereotypes, Cliques, and in the way we go about our day. Everything must be This One way, or Any way but that one to be you.The Mass Ideal is that we are defined by our friends, who we spend time with and influence, or are influenced by. But in the end, we grow up, go to University, Get Jobs, and get so busy it means nothing to us anymore. So all that time Defining ourselves, is the most clear picture you can have of yourself. You aren't just one thing, but It helps people as a whole to not try to get to know you. You're this, and you fit there. The truth is, we'll never be that defined, ever again.
I adore this! Such a tremendous amount of enlightened thought. The words and feelings behind this are very real and true. Have thought such many times in my life. Am looking forward to reading more of your writings.
...............WildWildWindWhisperer wink ( Vice-Captian)
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WildWildWindWhisperer Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 6:45 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2008 7:39 pm
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Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 7:38 pm
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Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 8:03 pm
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(this is a love letter. I wrote it. Cheese and all. for certain peoples protect I've decided not to name names.... This is the rough draft, more of a personal journal, than an actual letter the real one is much better, but he won't give it back xD)
**** so and so, you had better be careful with my heart. It's not really good for anything, but you could use it to jack up your cd collection.
I said no then because I wanted too much to get it right. You noticed that I don't try to act like other girls in pictures cause I don't know how to, Not that I need to...
So this other girl. Do you really like her? Is she all that I can't and won't be? I want you to be happy. That is my first concern.
On the topic of sex, I'd like to announce that I'm not a prude. I'm a coward. ^.^ Sex doesn't scare me. Doing it badly does. As I have said Many times, I love you. I'm not stupid. I do want to. but I'm not a slut. Certain negotiations must be made, points reached, and understanding gained before this is even open to suggestion. Sorry so and sos Junior. This Paragraph is probably unnecessary, as I don't have a chance in hell anyways.
And finally. I'm not mad anymore but I was. If this was a ploy to get me to react it worked. If this was nothing you still know everything, and therefore I can have closure. I can get over this. This mixed up mess of emotions and hope for the better.
Here on a platter sits a Heart. Uncracked as of yet, but that power is completely yours.
Love Anne.
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Posted: Sat May 17, 2008 6:50 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 24, 2008 8:19 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 8:48 pm
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