Name: Mabaya Mwanga
Meaning: evil light in swahili
Thoughts: he is mostly like his mother, but he has that light side of him, making him hard to explain. He has a strong belief in karma, so he is not always particularly evil, yet he will do whatever to win over his mother. He is ambitious, very stubborn, and can have a high temper at times. he wants mom's love, directed at him and him alone. he loves his only sister more then anything in the world, but doesnt want her to see the light in him, for it might not end up so pretty for Mabaya.
Reaction: Mabaya was frustrated and angry at his mother, he just wanted to...UGH! he had no idea what he wanted to do, just, destroy something. again, he was the one getting no attention. His sister, who he loved dearly and would always love, was always getting better love and attention, on the account of her dark colours. why was that all that mum looked for? he huffed angrily and wandered off to his quiet spot, on a rock where he could here the wind whipping in his ears, where he could think, and calm down. First thing was first, deep breaths.
"inhale....exhale" he whispered to no one in particular. he was already feeling better. as Mabaya let his min wander endlessly, he just thought.
Mum, treats her mate better then she treats her own kin, arent we all better, and less wimpy then him? and what about the darker coloured of my siblings? i wouldnt trade my sister for the world, but my brother...he shuddered in anger. the, he was just sad all of a sudden.
Mum...why cant you love us equally...? he started to take hiccupy breaths, and his eyes got blurry. NO! he wouldnt, couldnt. he was stronger, more evil, then that. how could he let emotion get the best of him? he shook his head, huffed, and jumped off the rock, walking back to his family.
Extra: Disappointed about him not being fertile, and his twin being fertile, and all the other things going on in his life, Mabaya can be a bit...odd at times, mostly minor though, like talking to himself, or just being really weird at times. thats all i got!
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