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 Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 10:27 pm
Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. Sounds like a pain in the arsenal. Do you have to take a lot of medication or are there any daily procedures? And that weight loss.... that's mind blowing. Some people have the hardest time trying to lose weight. xD But 110? You're the skinniest thing..... I had asthma when I was a kid. So I guess I have an idea of your lungs feel. Asthma attacks were bad but I'll imagine that it's not even close to the pain you're feeling. Having chest pain from sneezing, coughing, and laughing? That must be bad. Take care of yourself. <(n.n<) they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem... You don't eat much?
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 11:03 pm
Aoi the Crossdresser Aoi the Crossdresser I mean really AHAHAHHA SSI HEAR I COME!!!!!!!! IF I CONTINUE TO TAKE ALCOHOL AND BENADRYL EVERY OTHER DAY I WILL CONTINUE TO ******** UP MY MIND SO I WILL HAVE TO GET SSI!!!!!!!!!! SO I will eventually be as ******** slow as ******** Richard in s**t, so yeah. I'd do anything to not have to do anything for the rest of my life except watch ANIME AND VIDEO GAMES I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO yeah ahahahaha I can't want to take benadryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's an indie drug, Ahahaha GET ME HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YEAH LET ME TELL YOU MY DRUG INTAKE DAYS WITHIN THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! and a shot = 40«V 1 shot.What? You didn't respond to my message? MONDAY- ALCOHOL 8-12 shots Tuesday- BENADRYL 200-300mg Wednesday- Alcohol 9-12 shots Thursday- BEnadryl 250-400mg Friday- Alcohol 11-12 shots Saturday- Benadryl 200-350mgWhat? You didn't respond to my message? Sunday- Alcohol 10-12 shots And then monday would be like benadryl 200+ and would continue. AM I KILLING MYSELF?
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 11:21 pm
Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. Sounds like a pain in the arsenal. Do you have to take a lot of medication or are there any daily procedures? And that weight loss.... that's mind blowing. Some people have the hardest time trying to lose weight. xD But 110? You're the skinniest thing..... I had asthma when I was a kid. So I guess I have an idea of your lungs feel. Asthma attacks were bad but I'll imagine that it's not even close to the pain you're feeling. Having chest pain from sneezing, coughing, and laughing? That must be bad. Take care of yourself. <(n.n<) they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem... You don't eat much? not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 7:39 am
Aoi the Crossdresser AND YEAH LET ME TELL YOU MY DRUG INTAKE DAYS WITHIN THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! and a shot = 40«V 1 shot. MONDAY- ALCOHOL 8-12 shots Tuesday- BENADRYL 200-300mg Wednesday- Alcohol 9-12 shots Thursday- BEnadryl 250-400mg Friday- Alcohol 11-12 shots Saturday- Benadryl 200-350mg Sunday- Alcohol 10-12 shots Go seek help.
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 12:30 pm
Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. Sounds like a pain in the arsenal. Do you have to take a lot of medication or are there any daily procedures? And that weight loss.... that's mind blowing. Some people have the hardest time trying to lose weight. xD But 110? You're the skinniest thing..... I had asthma when I was a kid. So I guess I have an idea of your lungs feel. Asthma attacks were bad but I'll imagine that it's not even close to the pain you're feeling. Having chest pain from sneezing, coughing, and laughing? That must be bad. Take care of yourself. <(n.n<) they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem... You don't eat much? not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu Ice cream. biggrin Banana splits. biggrin Mixed fruit juices/smoothies. biggrin Fruits like apples, and oranges, grapes, prunes, pineapples. Unless you don't have the appetite for those too. OnO
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 3:48 pm
Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. Sounds like a pain in the arsenal. Do you have to take a lot of medication or are there any daily procedures? And that weight loss.... that's mind blowing. Some people have the hardest time trying to lose weight. xD But 110? You're the skinniest thing..... I had asthma when I was a kid. So I guess I have an idea of your lungs feel. Asthma attacks were bad but I'll imagine that it's not even close to the pain you're feeling. Having chest pain from sneezing, coughing, and laughing? That must be bad. Take care of yourself. <(n.n<) they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem... You don't eat much? not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu Ice cream. biggrin Banana splits. biggrin Mixed fruit juices/smoothies. biggrin Fruits like apples, and oranges, grapes, prunes, pineapples. Unless you don't have the appetite for those too. OnO now I want grapes classified_fu But I have a watermelon ou o
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 4:06 pm
Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem... You don't eat much? not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu Ice cream. biggrin Banana splits. biggrin Mixed fruit juices/smoothies. biggrin Fruits like apples, and oranges, grapes, prunes, pineapples. Unless you don't have the appetite for those too. OnO now I want grapes classified_fu But I have a watermelon ou o I see you have a favorite emote. 3nodding Watermelon? Share. < w > We have strawberries. <3
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 4:39 pm
Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem... You don't eat much? not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu Ice cream. biggrin Banana splits. biggrin Mixed fruit juices/smoothies. biggrin Fruits like apples, and oranges, grapes, prunes, pineapples. Unless you don't have the appetite for those too. OnO now I want grapes classified_fu But I have a watermelon ou o I see you have a favorite emote. 3nodding Watermelon? Share. < w > We have strawberries. <3 ew, strawberries cat_talk2hand
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 4:45 pm
Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu Ice cream. biggrin Banana splits. biggrin Mixed fruit juices/smoothies. biggrin Fruits like apples, and oranges, grapes, prunes, pineapples. Unless you don't have the appetite for those too. OnO now I want grapes classified_fu But I have a watermelon ou o I see you have a favorite emote. 3nodding Watermelon? Share. < w > We have strawberries. <3 ew, strawberries cat_talk2hand Strawberries are the best....
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 5:29 pm
Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart not during the summer. Heat kills my appetite Plus, school's out And I graduated this year classified_fu Ice cream. biggrin Banana splits. biggrin Mixed fruit juices/smoothies. biggrin Fruits like apples, and oranges, grapes, prunes, pineapples. Unless you don't have the appetite for those too. OnO now I want grapes classified_fu But I have a watermelon ou o I see you have a favorite emote. 3nodding Watermelon? Share. < w > We have strawberries. <3 ew, strawberries cat_talk2hand Strawberries are the best.... hate the texture All the frikkin seeds...
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 11:15 pm
Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart now I want grapes classified_fu But I have a watermelon ou o I see you have a favorite emote. 3nodding Watermelon? Share. < w > We have strawberries. <3 ew, strawberries cat_talk2hand Strawberries are the best.... hate the texture All the frikkin seeds... Get passed the texture and bite into the juicy's. Mmmmmm.
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Posted: Fri Jul 19, 2013 6:32 am
Kitalpha Hart Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart New York has state taxes so high, they drive companies away in droves. And the state governor just raised the minimum wage, which means more jobs gone So, yeah, it sucks here too. Plus, I just graduated from high school and just found out that I have cancer, which means that I can't work Soooooooooo... What??? Surely there are some positions you can still do even with that condition. You barely found out so it shouldn't be really bad. - hugs - < ( n _ n ) > I just don't understand. the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes YOU I MEAN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crying OH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I PRAY FOR YOUR SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!! Cancer? It sucks. I am scared that I hace that, like a**l cancer, colon cancer, skin cancer....etc...I am always soo scared in crap with all the drugs i take. crying But you, you actually have cancer? OH GOD!!!!!!!!!! HOW OLD ARE YOU!!!!!!?????? IF you are young then that is horrible. I am scared that I will die from cancer (the ones I listed above) when I am young. crying I HOPE YOU SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!! But I fear I have ******** a**l/colon/kidney/etc. cancer in s**t. I hope I dont die. crying I hope you survive. I'm just scared I will have a**l/colon cancer even though they will refuse a test for me until I am ******** 50 in s**t. ******** THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Fri Jul 19, 2013 6:38 am
GenevieveGautier Aoi the Crossdresser Aoi the Crossdresser I mean really AHAHAHHA SSI HEAR I COME!!!!!!!! IF I CONTINUE TO TAKE ALCOHOL AND BENADRYL EVERY OTHER DAY I WILL CONTINUE TO ******** UP MY MIND SO I WILL HAVE TO GET SSI!!!!!!!!!! SO I will eventually be as ******** slow as ******** Richard in s**t, so yeah. I'd do anything to not have to do anything for the rest of my life except watch ANIME AND VIDEO GAMES I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO yeah ahahahaha I can't want to take benadryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's an indie drug, Ahahaha GET ME HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YEAH LET ME TELL YOU MY DRUG INTAKE DAYS WITHIN THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! and a shot = 40«V 1 shot.What? You didn't respond to my message? MONDAY- ALCOHOL 8-12 shots Tuesday- BENADRYL 200-300mg Wednesday- Alcohol 9-12 shots Thursday- BEnadryl 250-400mg Friday- Alcohol 11-12 shots Saturday- Benadryl 200-350mgWhat? You didn't respond to my message? Sunday- Alcohol 10-12 shots And then monday would be like benadryl 200+ and would continue. AM I KILLING MYSELF? Umm... I am a freaken substitute teacher. I can sub again in like mid august. I mean seriously!!!!!!!!!!!! But I am worried about Kitalpha Heart, she really probably has cancer. crying It sucks, she's probably is only in her 20s, like me. I mean I am even fearing that I may have a**l; cancer, colon cancer, leukemia, etc...i dunno. I can't ever know cuz I have no healthcare./ crying
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Posted: Fri Jul 19, 2013 7:16 am
WOW THE 66% OF YOU BELIEVE I SHOULD JUST GET SSI IN s**t!!!! Cuz you all think I can't handle a real job. Wow, thank you all!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin
But I just got a ******** answer in the mail from the Social Security Administration, and they said that my condition (Asperger's Syndrome, ADHD, and Austistic Spectrum Disorder), is not enough to limit my ability to work in s**t.
ARE YOU ******** SERIOUSLY???????????? My friend Greg and Jen receive SSI for ******** BIPOLAR DISORDER!!!!!!!! ARE YOU SAYING THAT BIPOLAR DISORDER IS WAY MORE SERIOUS THAN ******** AUTISM? ******** YOU GOVERNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People with autism can't function in a normal society!!!!!!! So yeah!!!!
JEn has even worked at ******** WALMART IN s**t IN CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE I HAVEN"T BEEN HIRED ANYWHERE IN s**t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO yeah. ******** YOU BIPOLAR DISORDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUTISM ISN"T A ******** CONDITION TO BE RECONDED WITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Fri Jul 19, 2013 7:45 am
Oooo, so maybe I could get SSI? xd
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