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Posted: Mon Jul 29, 2019 10:56 am
I’ve just noticed that my pupils are like always dilated when I look in a mirror. I see other people and they always have tiny pupils where mine are like huge, not super huge, just way bigger compared to others. Could indicAte I may be high all the time. 0.0
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Posted: Wed Aug 21, 2019 9:58 pm
I don’t feel right at all. I feel like a robot with no emotions like something went inside me and took over my body, and I’m that something, where the body I took over literally has no human left in him, and has turned into this mindless thing. Like the people in stranger things season 3 get possessed by the mind flayer and they turn into mindless beings or slaves where the human part of them has long gone. If you look at their faces, that’s what I’m like. Wonder what they see like. Probably normal cuz whoever took over still sees through the persons human eyes. I dunno.
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2019 4:58 pm
Just woke up again to weird heart pounding and palpitations.
I read about palpitations and it’s when you feel like your heart is beating too fast and/or you feel it pounding too hard. So I’ve had palpitations for least couple years now. Cuz I feel my heart pounding like almost all the time. Don’t even have to feel for my pulse, I can just count the beats in my chest cuz I feel each beat every time, all the time. Can take my pulse anywhere. I feel my heart beating all the time in me. Doesn’t bother me cuz I’m used to it. Lolz. Feels normal to me.
I just don’t get it about my weird heart sometimes. Often i would be resting in my bed chilling and doing stuff, then allava sudden my heart starts pounding and getting faster for no reason making me feel weird. Why does it do this? Beating and pounding fast at rest so why does my heart suddenly starts working too hard, it doesn’t need to pump this fast yet it does it anyway. When it happens I go all eek Why heart? eek No it doesn’t hurt, just feels very weird. If I concentrate I can hear my heart in my ears but onlu when I’ve taken too much weed.
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