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My belly feels soo swollen and big. eek You guys have to help me. Please drain my stomach. crying Or else I'll feel soo full and bloated at all times.

Yeah I'm screwed, gonna feel fat and bloated and pregnant forever. But it just feels soo weird. crying Not to mention my swollen feet. My feet look beautiful though, seeing the one line at the ankle form turns me on, like I have little toddler feet. surprised My feet are soo cute and fat. But still worried, everyone in the forums think I have heart failure developing, or liver failure. I do drink a lot. I think my health is pretty bad. eek Scared to get a physical. I get shortness of breath sometimes, I dunno. The forums said that me getting shortness of breath, with a huge big belly and even slightly swollen feet is a sign of heart failure or liver failure. eek Pretty sure it's both, my heart palpitates weirdly a lot sometimes. Not to mention feeling like my belly needs to be drained, where ppl who feel like that means they have fluid buildup in belly, like ascites. Wonder when I will get heart problems/disease. with the palpitations, I"m pretty sure it'll be in a few years.

My belly looks soo much more rounder today for some reason.

I really think my belly is bigger than my dads now. A really huge pregnant bulge. xd Wonder what health problems I may develop in future. The way my belly looks, not really good. Heard a big beer belly is a ticking time bomb for a heart attack and that people only get heart attacks and problems ONLY because of their huge belly. I wonder when my heart attack may come, I know I'm gonna get one in the future cuz I'm never getting rid of my belly.

Even if I get cirhossis I"m not getting rid of my belly.

And if I do go to doctor, they may tell me that I really need to lose my big belly. But I'll say to them "What will happen if I don't lose the belly and keep it?"

*lolz* My brother is soo funny. He saw my belly and said that it looks like i Have an alien in my belly, like in those cheesy movies from the like 80s or something. SOo weird. sweatdrop Hope that isn't the case. I'm just fat and drink too much alcohol so my belly bulges too much.... it's called a beer belly. A DOAH!!!!!!!!!!! Sad that I have one, I feel soo old. crying I already have an old man belly averaging 40s to 50s, I'm only 26. Everytime I get out of the shower everyday, I look like an old man getting out of the hottub when I see my belly wrapped in a towel in the mirror. confused I feel soo old, and fat. sad I like my beer belly but.... eek I dunno.

I just have to give you guys a list on Why I love my beer belly, and why I don't like it.

Why I love my beer belly:
*Love the rubbing around*
*Love the feeling of being pregnant like I'm carrying a baby inside me*
*Love not being able to see my feet when I stand up and look down, it's weird but I love it*
*love the bulge. I can't wait for people to start commenting on my belly*
*generally having one is making me feel more happy and well about myself. I mean I feel wonderful and safe that I have one. I just feel like I'm supposed to have a beer belly, can't live without it, dunno what others think but I am happy about the way my body looks*
*heard having one is hard on the feet, so I love having one cuz eventually my feet will stay swollen forever and I'll have the ankle fold I want.

Why I don't like having a big belly soo much:
*Sitting down on my bed on computer is very uncomfortable to me
*Sometimes it makes me feel like I'm out of shape or out of breath and having to catch my breath often. Like sometimes I have to breathe soo heavily sometimes, so that kinda tells me that I'm out of shape and unhealthy.
*Making it harder and harder to mess with my feet, eventually it's gonna get in the way and it'll be hard to look at my feet
*the health risks. I know that since I chose to keep my belly and want it to grow more, I'm going to just have to accept that I'm gonna get like health problems cuz of it. It's weird and I should lose it but I won't feel right unless it's a huge ball, so I can't lose it.
*feeling like I could get chest pains any moment, and my heart just palpitates soo badly all the time. I don't even have to put my hand over my heart to feel the beating, I can already feel it beating coming from upper left area

OVERALL, I love my beer belly. Sucks though that I'm gonna get health problems cuz of it. I don't feel it harming me in any way right now except the uncomfortableness, but scary that having one is really bad. It's just weird, why do we get fat? Life is soo weird.

It's done. I CAN'T sit down on the computer on bed while leaning forward with belly in way.

My belly is just too huge like a ball. I have to sit uptight now cuz my belly is just too big to lean forward on bed anymore. eek DARN BEER BELLY!!!

I feel pregnant. Night rampaged

Ok now I am officially scared and concerned. crying Yesterday night, I smoked weed (yes it should be legal) with my bro blaine, then later on I started to get like weird chest pains. Like my upper body area started to feel like a huge uncomfortable feeling, then sometimes it got too uncomfortable it almost hurt, I even started to hold my hand to my upper body cuz it felt soo uncomfortable and sometimes painful. I dunno what the feeling was. So cuz of it I decided to lay down in my room to see if it helped it go away. Kinda did but I dunno. But before I laid down, it felt very slightly uncomfortable and painful, it kinda hurt. crying It would like die down then start to feel weird again in upper left part then die down then start again then die down, so I just said screw it and laid down, which led to me going to bed. It was weird. I even started to put my hand to the top part of my upper chest, i'm not lying. It was weird and kinda scary. I was like "OH MY GOD, are you serious? What the hell? Why is this feeling happening?" It was weird. I hope it wasn't an angina attack cuz that means my heart arteries are already pretty clogged. I hope not. crying I blame my beer belly. IF I'm already getting chest pains kinda sometimes, I think my health is like practically bad now. I wonder when I may get a heart attack. eek Since I sometimes get chest pains and my beer belly is getting bigger and bigger and won't stop growing, it's probably going to be soon. sweatdrop I hope not too soon cuz I wanna grow old to see what kind of wrinkles I get. My feet are already kinda swollen and fat, so I'm scared of the worst. It's hard to see my feet lately.