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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2017 9:29 pm
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It's a cold and heavy weight around them. The world would be spinning if they could see.
Their memories are being stripped from them, little by little.
A small voice, almost as if it was from the back of their mind, speaks.
Do you really want this?
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has helped someone close to them 2 - a memory wherein alexis is happy 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was comforted by another 5 - a memory wherein alexis committed a crime 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels apathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 2 (1-6)
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2017 9:32 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 7:03 pm
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But you are hurting them by this, aren't you? Another small voice, though it was growing louder even as Alexis was taken piece by piece within the waters.
Your thinking is flawed.
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has helped someone close to them 2 - a memory wherein alexis is angry 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was comforted by another 5 - a memory wherein alexis committed a crime 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels apathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 1 (1-6)
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 7:09 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 8:55 pm
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It won't be a little. It is foolish to think of your impact on the lives of others as little.
The feeling changes now, almost painful as this memory is taken. Their lungs burn but they no longer can even tell if they are in the water.
If they are drowning or not.
This is a pain that will haunt them for the rest of their lives. You have failed them; they have failed you.
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has been entirely helpless 2 - a memory wherein alexis is angry 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was comforted by another 5 - a memory wherein alexis committed a crime 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels apathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 5 (1-6)
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 8:58 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 9:25 pm
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One by one, piece by piece, every little bit of you will be taken. Dispersed among the void and never seen again.
You will forget but they will not.
Another memory gone, another piece of Alexis that has been lost to waters they are sinking in. They should have drowned ages ago but instead they keep sinking deeper and deeper.
Except then they are given a memory. A flash of faces, of feelings, of people grieving. It is Zac cradling Alexis's body, it is Nasir's eyes wet with tears, it is Preacher staring at them as if they could've done better-
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has been entirely helpless 2 - a memory wherein alexis is angry 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was comforted by another 5 - a memory wherein alexis helped someone in need 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels apathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 6 (1-6)
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 9:33 pm
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Quote: 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels apathy towards people
You're lying, you're lying - Alexis gasps again for a breath that won't come, their lungs burning, and starts to pull their legs up to their chest - their eyes, squeezed shut, starting to burn with unshed tears from the memory they've been given - I'm not worth that-
(in all honesty, he's not worth it. none of this stupid ******** argument is worth it. it's just all so boring - they don't want to be here - and if scholz didn't have a nice dog, didn't act like they were inconveniencing him, it wouldn't be a problem. they can't even bring themself to be angry in truth - it's a practiced response, so natural it barely means anything. he is how he is: a personality naturally given to standoffishness, to pushaways and sharp brutality - and they can't be angry at that. it's too much work to bounce it back.
they're just...disappointed, maybe. if it even counts as that.)
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 6:40 pm
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A place was made for you. Within the Court, within their lives.
Another flicker of a vision seeps in as the memories are taken. They cannot see but there are fingers in their hair, warmth at their side. Lips press to their hair and it is comfort and affection.
It is then chased by the bitter ache of loss.
You choose failure again and again.
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has been entirely helpless 2 - a memory wherein alexis is angry 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was comforted by another 5 - a memory wherein alexis helped someone in need 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels empathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 1 (1-6)
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 6:44 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 7:06 pm
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You have learned nothing.
It feels as if there are hands around their throat, squeezing lightly. No vision comes this time to replace what is taken.
Are you really so content to be a failure? To do no better than hinder and hurt others?
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has never been more powerful 2 - a memory wherein alexis is angry 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was comforted by another 5 - a memory wherein alexis helped someone in need 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels empathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 4 (1-6)
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 7:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 10:43 pm
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The water pushes in all around them, stripping them of memories. It is oblivion and it wants them but there is the voice.
The voice is what stops it.
YOU HAVE LEARNED NOTHING.
When a memory is taken again, it hurts. It hurts worse than the air being gone from their lungs.
Daekie please roll another 1D6 1 - a memory wherein alexis has never been more powerful 2 - a memory wherein alexis is angry 3 - a memory of their family; those that have adopted them as such 4 - a memory wherein alexis was abandoned 5 - a memory wherein alexis helped someone in need 6 - a memory wherein alexis feels empathy towards people
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Daekie rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 5:57 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 4:31 pm
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