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Less than a half an hour in and Felix felt like he already messed this up. He thought about his options and if there was even a chance to salvage. Salvage the shortest meeting he'd wished to continue. "Alright, I'm sorry about this."

He figured it'd be best to talk off the dance floor and he wanted to just tell him how he was just curious what this place was, his hang ups. He quickly hoisted him up found the closet wall space out of the way before putting him down. He put his own hands on the wall closing him in.  He had lost all concern for possibly getting booted too intent on clearing a misunderstanding.

"I'll probably leave after this, I don't do spectacles, but I think there's a misunderstanding. I am not familiar with this, I've never done this, I also don't like anything fake. I probably should of left my curiosity alone. But....you're pretty, you looked so happy dancing, and I dunno there was something in your eyes that made me rather get to know you. So sorry. I ruined the 'mood'."

He stepped back and huffed, frustrated with himself. He opened his mouth to say more but he bit it back. He needed to go outside. At some point he had grabbed whatever he had in his pocket and tucked it in Jae's coat to cover the fee. He turned to head toward the exit, he needed a smoke.

He didn't really think he would be followed. With a curt "sure" at Jae that it was ok to follow if he wanted. He stepped out walked a few feet away from the door and lit up. Keeping a polite distance as he burned away nearly half before turning around.

"Sorry." He couldn't help but to apologize, he came in here and just...fumbled the whole night. Probably putting a damper on Jae's as well, so he felt anyhow. Felix, the problem customer. Great.

He really didn't know what to say yet. Leaning on the wall lolling his head back on the wall letting out more smoke as he did.

"You don't have to be out here you know." He partially thought maybe he only came out since he still had time left. shutup Felix, quit assuming.

He side eyed him a little surprised. "I've only heard stories of places like this." He admitted. "I wanted to see for myself." He laughed a little, "Guess I should've stuck to what I know."

He brought up his hand only to find the cigarette already had burnt out and promptly lit another.

He thought over what Jae told him. "Oh..." realizing fully what he said. He fully looked at him leaning there. "That's not part of it?" He laughed hard now at himself dramatically slapping his hand on his forehead. "Am I an a** or what." Of course he would assume, of course he'd be wrong. What luck, he laughed a bit more at his own misunderstanding. Felix had gone in with only the hearsay of his friend tales, now he'd bet anything at least some had never stepped a foot in either and just spinning stories for clout. "Man, I need new friends. What a bunch of saps."

He really hadn't understood enough before. "Eh ok, so you don't do that, as part of the job." He had turned away again and sighed. He really shouldn't have taken what he heard as a how it was all the time. Why he cared so much was something else entirely and he still wasn't sure why. "Hey, what you do for work is what you do. Everyone makes a living somehow right? Let's just forget about whatever my hang up was." It was not as if he didn't want to, the misconception it was part of the job is what, what....he couldn't really define it. What was the difference if it was say someone else just because at another club. The assumed price behind it? Felix the fool. He shook it off, no point now, what's done was done.

"So what then has you out here with an a** like me? Could of left me out here to sulk you know." He was glad he didn't, had he not caught him later to apologize he'd of come back to do so a other day.

He flicked the butt he had been holding long forgotten having burned away without him. He pushed away from the wall and faced Jae then smiling back in his usual way somewhat alluring. Jacket askew he reached out once again like he had inside, "Hey, I'm Felix." A new introduction to a hopeful new start.

At least he'd try. He had a bone to pick with some buddies but that was not important right now.

Felix was determined to make up for his actions and lack there of. "Hope you don't mind me coming around now and again."

He chuckled, "Off the clock? What if I can't wait that long?" He teased. "I suppose I can just wait at the bar or even just be out here when you're off some nights."

He had been stepping back to leave as soon as it came time to, but stepped up close to him suddenly remembering something. "I did say it was more than enough time before. To know if I'd want to come back." He had also remembered Jae telling him his company wasn't free but wasn't going to poke at it. "So expect me." He said in earnest. Face full of resolve.

He raised a hand making an oath. "I'll behave."

Felix tilted his head a bit watching Jae move his hair. There was a small conflict going on in his head, I shouldn't....or... should I? "Next time." He grabbed his chin planting a quick peck on his lips. "See you later Jae," bounding off after giving him a two finger salute.

He made sure to get enough distance not sure if he was gonna get it.

Felix had been calling his nights short with his friends. They would try to sway him to stay or offer to go somewhere else but he wasn't interested. It wasn't so much he was bored anymore but he kept coming to the fact he still felt like s**t for that night. He had found himself come upon LUX a few times more, only to leave after a few moments never breaching the threshold. Tonight wasn't much different he was going the paces more than likely to do the same. He figured if he ran into him he'd....what...apologize again. He wasn't sure. Those blue eyes haunted him.

Tonight he sported a slightly different jacket with extra zippers that led nowhere, a wide neck shirt that left his collar exposed with some obscure writing on the front. And his hair was pulled back, the front fringe framing his face perfectly.


Tonight he planned on waiting a bit longer outside, long enough for a smoke and maybe he'd catch him leaving. He didn't know his schedule or anything and without going inside well...it would just have to be by chance. And by chance it was, out of his peripherals he caught sight of silver long hair in a garden. He hadn't ever gone through before and quite frankly forgot it was there. He was stunted for second, was that Jae? He was certain but it was never fun to mistake someone for someone else. Awkward for all involved.

He found he was gaping mouth slight ajar as if he was going to say something. But he was too distant so sealed up his lips and headed in. It was quite picturesque to him the view, of the male sitting in a garden...drawing? Straight out of some art book he thought. He didn't need no imaginary flowers to frame it since they were surrounding them. And after all his trying to run into him, and mulling over what'd he say next time. He painstakingly only could muster one word. "Hey."