Shikalee
I can't like Sai. He's... strange. And manipulative. He is so unhuman that he doesn't know how to really smile. Something is wrong with him.
Kexita? Is that your name? Meh, nevermind that. I uh... I guess. My admiration for him is at a ridiculous level. I actually am considering counceling... I'm attached to him like he's real, and like I've known him... for years, even. It worries me. It's a great feeling, but it's all fake. I don't know if this can be potentially dangerous to my health.
329. I am up to date with Japan's manga, because I like to get imports. I've been lucky and got it 3 weeks in a row. Now that Asuma has died, and that segment is over, I'm taking a break on freaking out on all of that.
Okay, well, that's ridiculous. That's just being a fangirl. If someone told me Shikamaru died, my reaction would be dramatic. I mean it. I guess it's good to use in acting, but that's about it. Someone was joking with me about it one time at a sleepover and my heart sank. I mean, like it was someone I knew. I had to sit down. I was paniced. The sweating, the rocking, the worrying; everything. They then told it me it was a joke and to calm down. Then instead... I broke down... gonk They thought I was on my period or something. Or that I was messing with them. But I wasn't. I don't think hormones made me take it so seriously. It was at a really sincere level, which is what makes me believe these stupid feelings could be unhealthy. Nevertheless, it made for a very akward social situation.
Kexita? Is that your name? Meh, nevermind that. I uh... I guess. My admiration for him is at a ridiculous level. I actually am considering counceling... I'm attached to him like he's real, and like I've known him... for years, even. It worries me. It's a great feeling, but it's all fake. I don't know if this can be potentially dangerous to my health.
329. I am up to date with Japan's manga, because I like to get imports. I've been lucky and got it 3 weeks in a row. Now that Asuma has died, and that segment is over, I'm taking a break on freaking out on all of that.
Okay, well, that's ridiculous. That's just being a fangirl. If someone told me Shikamaru died, my reaction would be dramatic. I mean it. I guess it's good to use in acting, but that's about it. Someone was joking with me about it one time at a sleepover and my heart sank. I mean, like it was someone I knew. I had to sit down. I was paniced. The sweating, the rocking, the worrying; everything. They then told it me it was a joke and to calm down. Then instead... I broke down... gonk They thought I was on my period or something. Or that I was messing with them. But I wasn't. I don't think hormones made me take it so seriously. It was at a really sincere level, which is what makes me believe these stupid feelings could be unhealthy. Nevertheless, it made for a very akward social situation.
It's okay if you can't like Sai. Not many people seem to. >3> Some characters just dont sit well with some people.
OH. XD; erm, yes. Kexita is my name. I keep forgetting that im "norua" on gaia, not kexita. my bad. sweatdrop
And that does sound terribly embarassing. o_o even more so than collapsing in the middle of the store and curling into a ball. I don't think you need counseling though. I mean..._. maybe im just stupid, but i don't understand whats wrong with being so attached to a character. I mean, you realize that your attachment is ridiculously great (no offense. ^_^') so at least you wont go out of control with it or anything. Its kind of easy to become close to characters that dont exist. If people can see someone they can relate to, even if they are just made of ink, we begin to care about them. It's just human nature I suppose. *shrugs* I really don't know, but i do know that I need to go get chapter 329. I hope its not too dramatic, im not in the mood to start crying. gonk
