-The Past is History-

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Gigi Deveraux

That's really detailed... I wish I knew more about dreams and past lives.

Yea I wish I did too. You could pull out your dream dictionary and see what it means symbolically if you want but it was a little to real to me to be a symbolic dream... though I suppose I could be wrong...

If it was a past life it would explain why Robert refuses to listen to me when I tell him no a lot of the time and why he continues to grope and treat me like I am his property consistently. It would also explain why I am so afraid he will snap and kill me someday even though his anger is scary but limited to inanimate objects...  

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

-Whimsical Stardust-

Gigi Deveraux

That's really detailed... I wish I knew more about dreams and past lives.

Yea I wish I did too. You could pull out your dream dictionary and see what it means symbolically if you want but it was a little to real to me to be a symbolic dream... though I suppose I could be wrong...

If it was a past life it would explain why Robert refuses to listen to me when I tell him no a lot of the time and why he continues to grope and treat me like I am his property consistently. It would also explain why I am so afraid he will snap and kill me someday even though his anger is scary but limited to inanimate objects...

I would, if I had it on hand... in any case I hope you can get away from him, the sooner the better emotion_hug  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Gigi Deveraux

I would, if I had it on hand... in any case I hope you can get away from him, the sooner the better emotion_hug

Ah yea >.< I forgot that you weren't hat home.

I hope so too. emotion_hug And you're right. The sooner the better.  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

So I started having chest pains about three hours ago. It was right after I was cleaning up stuff in the middle room so I figured I just pulled something by stretching too far (since my left arm hurt too..)

Shelby told me I should take some aspirin... there isn't any here so I just took excedrin which has aspirin in it. My pain finally started to subside. It wasn't that bad in the first place just kind of dull and achy... now its back (I decided to get up and wash dishes and make dinner...) I'm really not sure what I should do at this point... the last time I went to a hospital they nearly killed me with their adrenaline shot...I am screwed either way I go... I don't really want to go and it be nothing but if I don't go and its something then what? >.< *sigh*
 

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Went to the hospital. Seems my heart is fine I just pulled a muscle in my chest wall or something they think. So tired and sleepy after the meds they gave me I'm gong to fall asleep.
 

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

I hope you're feeling better today emotion_hug  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Gigi Deveraux

I hope you're feeling better today emotion_hug

Except for the raging oxycodone withdrawl headache I'm super...
 

[ii anita_blake ii]

Ebil Medicine causing my lia pain and misery when your supposed to help!!! I will destroy you ebil medicine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

[Digital Fiend]

Those snowglobe items are adorable, especially when I see who else is wearing it Whimsy.

I feel bad that I haven't kept up. These days I'm so tired, I survive by naps only. I know there's snow on the ground, but I really want to see if my mil can watch Liam so I can get some sleep. I love my little guy so much. I wish I could just not sleep, ya know?

Have you been able to find any hobbies on pinterest? I have folders full of ideas. Last night I made a chicken & dumplings casserole that I found on that site. WIN!

 

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Digital Fiend

Those snowglobe items are adorable, especially when I see who else is wearing it Whimsy.

I feel bad that I haven't kept up. These days I'm so tired, I survive by naps only. I know there's snow on the ground, but I really want to see if my mil can watch Liam so I can get some sleep. I love my little guy so much. I wish I could just not sleep, ya know?

Have you been able to find any hobbies on pinterest? I have folders full of ideas. Last night I made a chicken & dumplings casserole that I found on that site. WIN!

I know I love the snowglobes <3.

Oh don't feel bad we know how things go hon. I'm sorry that you only get naps. I hope she can so you can get some rest! I know you love him but only napping isn't healthy for you.

Hmm not really... I've found tons of cute things but unfortunately I can't really afford to do or make anything... I might start looking for recipes on there though that sounds yummy!

emotion_hug
 

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

*runs in, goes around in circles screaming like a banshee, runs out*  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

crying Well, ********.

*head wall x1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,
000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,
000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,
000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000*
 

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

-Whimsical Stardust-

crying Well, ********.

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[Digital Fiend]

What happened dearie?

 

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Well, here is the post I've been dreading to write.

Shelby and I broke up... just out of the blue her mother found out somehow... and threatened to cut off her college funds and her phone....

So all my fears were well-founded it seems....