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 Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:21 pm
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 Name: Zabuni Nafsi
Meaning: 'Tender Soul' in swahili
Nickname: Buni ('Zaf' as adult)
Species: Lion
Gender: Female
Mother: Emm`ahlie
Father: Velius
Other Mother: Xixilli
Other father: Canicus
Pride: Myrsky Syntynyt
Rank: Thrall
Seer: No
Roleplay color: forestgreen
Obtained: Concept Contest
Colourist: Kireiryuu
. razz ersonality:.
She was a quiet and shy cub, nervous around strangers but bubbly and fun when with her close friends and family. She loves all her parents though did find the teasing and taunts difficult to handle until she grew old enough to handle them. She didn't truly realise her family situation wasn't the norm until she began to socialise with others, the cruelty all young ones are capable of was hard for her to bear, making her more withdrawn than she would naturally have been during her youth. It took years for her to regain her balance, but she never stopped loving all her family and is utterly devoted to them. Now as an adult and having left the family structure, she is seeking her own place in the world, nervous about getting hurt but willing to take the risk for the reward of eventually starting her own family.
.:Contest reply:.
Curling her tail round her paws, the young cub trembled, slim frame curled up tight under the bush. Tucking her head against her short, stubby forelegs she couldn't hold them in any more. Body shaking as great heartbroken sobs trembled through her. Why.... why did they say such nasty things? Why did they call her names? Mom and Dad loved her... they did! She knew they did! They had too.... The tiny, pleading voice in her mind begged desperately. Ears pressing back against pale fur, vivid green eyes squeezed shut tight as a sharp pain pierced her heart. Tears matted white fur, streaking down thin cheeks to decorate the dust at her paws. "M-mom...... Dad..... where are you.. where are you..."
Darkness surged forwards, sweeping through her, tainting everything as it flooded her chest with a deep, searing tightness and burned at her eyes. Limbs trembled with the force of the grief that overwhelmed her, forcing tiny paws to dig into the ground, clutching at the earth as the darkness threatened to drag her spinning into the depths of despair. "M-mom.... I love you.. please, please, I love you..... say they are wrong.. please! They have to be wrong! You love me! You and daddy both love me! You said so... Papa and Mama love me too!! You told me, you promised! Please.... please.... " Curling up in a tight little ball, body shaking with the force of her heart wrenching sobs, the tiny cub trembled and cried. Breath escaping in strained gasps as a high, pain-filled keening slipped from parted maw. White fur streaked with muck from the brush, rocking slowly, back and forth, back and forth. So alone, so very alone with the sounds of childish taunts and sneering adult voices echoing in her ears.
"Your mom doesn't love your dad, your mom doesn't love you. You're weird, your family is weird. No one loves you... you aren't good enough for your mom, you made her go with that rogue. That filthy rogue. It's your fault you know, it's all your fault. It has always been your fault. If only you hadn't been born your mom wouldn't be sick! You did that to her, you hurt her. You made her ill. Stealing her life. Selfish! You're so selfish! Selfish child. Disgusting child."Gasping, the pain in her chest a living, breathing thing fighting to get out, she panted harshly, unable to catch her breath, unable to see as tears streamed from closed eyes. Yet even behind the lids the voices remained, echoing, taunting, tearing, cruel, hateful, jealous. "Why don't you live with dad like the others? What did I do wrong? Please mom.. tell me what I did... why are you sick, Im sorry.. I'm so sorry, please forgive me. I beg you, please forgive me.".:Family:.
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:33 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:38 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:42 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:45 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 6:52 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 7:07 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 7:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 7:16 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 7:26 pm
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