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 Posted: Thu May 21, 2015 3:57 pm
 "Open spaces suited Micha rather than being in closed spaces. He preferred to allow himself to breath than to be closed in. Micha couldn’t help but felt a little claustrophobic at times. He thought perhaps a change of locations would do him best. Micha knew he could be a workaholic. It was best probably now to mix business with pleasure when looking for his next place to live. As he questioned Samuel about what to eat, he watched as Samuel shrugged. Micha wasn’t surprised by the gesture. He couldn’t help but feel the same about food; anything was good at the moment. Micha nodded lightly, ”Yeah, Chinese food is fine.” He spoke not minding the idea after all he hadn’t had any in a while. Micha couldn’t help the pain that spread across his face. It was becoming hard to block out the pain. He watched as Samuel shifted turning to face him. Micha felt Samuel’s hand slide over his hip as he lay there. He relaxed in the touch as he lay there. Micha sighed softly, ”Mmm…Probably should it’s getting late anyways.” He spoke not sure he was in the mood to travel. Micha was more content just lying there without having to move around too much. He knew he would have to leave but the thought didn’t seem appealing right now. "
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Posted: Fri May 22, 2015 1:56 pm
 Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."
Samuel gave a small nod as Micha agreed to his suggestion for dinner. He really didn't care what he ate so long as it was edible and didn't mean he had to cook it. Meaning take-out from one of the better local places was the way to go. "Mm.Is there anything specific you're wanting?" he asked, curiously. Samuel wasn't too picky when it came to Chinese food, but he did sometimes stick to his favorite dishes. A lot of the time, he ended up ordering something like the house rice and general tso's chicken or rice, sweet and sour chicken, and a small bowl of wanton soup. Laying side by the side, Samuel rubbed Micha's hip in what was supposed to be a comforting manner. He could only guess how much pain he was in right now. He'd broken bones before, but never a rib, thank God. He felt Micha relax beneath his touch and gave another silent nod of his head. Although he wasn't fond of the idea of letting Micha and himself stay here tonight, it could wait. He worried Micha was still too injured for travel. It was amazing just to think how far he must have walked to get home this afternoon, how long it must have taken, or even just how much pain he might have been in. Just seeing how much pain it put him in to walk the few steps around the studio seemed too much. He wondered how he made it home without passing out. Leaning forward, Samuel kissed Micha lightly on the lips. Moving, escaping, whatever Micha wanted to do could wait for the morning. Til then he'd rather just lay here and rest so Micha didn't further upset his injuries. After sharing a few kisses, Samuel pulled back a bit. Drawing back his arm again, he pulled his phone from his pocket. After unlocking the device, he opened up his contacts list and hit the dial button once Micha had given him an answer. The phone rang three times before a man with a thick Brooklyn accent picked up. Samuel recited both their orders and gave the person Micha's address. When he finished, he set his phone aside, and rolled back to once again lay facing Micha. "Food should be here in twenty to thirty minutes." he said softly.
  
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 22, 2015 3:31 pm
"At the moment Micha didn’t want to work too hard on choosing food much less what to do. He was content on simple things and not going anywhere for now. Micha couldn’t handle moving around too much perhaps in the morning. The more he laid there and relaxed the more amplified his ribs started to hurt. This morning he was probably running on adrenaline now it was wearing off. He was feeling the burn of his wounds as they throbbed and ached every time he breathed and moved. Micha also was surprised he didn’t break his hand as well especially the way he acted. He still needed to clean up his bathroom later after all it was a bloody mess. Micha sighed to think of how to explain that to Samuel after all he had been angry this morning when he broke his mirror in rage. He was lost in thought he barely heard Samuel’s question. Micha was caught off guard as his mind was rambling on thoughts. He glanced toward Samuel as he was pulled from his thoughts. ”Um…Yeah probably just some white rice and orange chicken.” Micha spoke returning Samuel’s question. He was rather picky when it came to Chinese food. Micha didn’t like a lot of the choices though he did love orange chicken and preferred white over fried because he wasn’t a fan of eggs. He watched as Samuel leaned forward toward him. Micha closed his eyes as Samuel kissed him. He returned the kiss as a few kisses were shared between them before Samuel pulled away. Micha relaxed as Samuel pulled back to call the restaurant. He lay there listening as Samuel relayed his order to the caller on the other end. Once Samuel finished, Micha shifted closer toward Samuel carefully. He nodded a little, ”Alright.” Micha spoke as he moved to slip his arm around Samuel as he rested his head on Samuel’s chest. He relaxed as he closed his eyes as he held onto Samuel. "
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Posted: Sat May 23, 2015 4:54 am
Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."
While Samuel prattled on about dinner, it was obvious to him that Micha wasn't listening to him. What he was thinking about he wasn't sure, but could probably guess. It had been a long day for them both. There was still so much that Samuel wanted to ask Micha, but he wasn't sure where to begin. He'd already promised to be more open with Micha, but it wasn't as simple as that. Sometimes he felt like it was better to just let these questions die. Like he was prying too deep or that he just didn't want to know what the answer was. While others he told himself he would save them for later because for once things would go okay for them and he didn't want to ruin it with his stupid questions. It was stupid thinking, he knew this, but he couldn't help himself at times. His anxiety could be a real b***h at times. Samuel smiled and nodded when Micha told him what he wanted, soon putting in their order. When he finished he lay once more beside Micha. He wasn't bothered when Micha moved closer to him. In fact he welcomed the contact. Lifting his free hand from the males hip, Samuel moved to gently stroke his hair. He lay there quietly for a few minutes letting his mind roam, but not too far to send him into a frenzy. A few of his easier questions bubbled around his throat, but he wasn't ready to break the peaceful silence just yet. Closing his eyes for a moment, Samuel just laid there in warm bliss, his hand continuing to stroke Micha's hair. His questions could wait, he told himself.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 23, 2015 6:59 pm
"As he lay there, Micha couldn’t help letting his mind wander. He had a few things in his thought but nothing for Samuel to worry about, though he knew he would. Micha found Samuel to have anxiety about anything. It was an odd trait but nothing that bothered him. He was content lying there in silence. Micha felt Samuel’s hand slide from his hips toward his hair. He enjoyed the feeling as Samuel’s hand slipped into his hair and started to stroke it. Like Samuel, he enjoyed the feeling of his hair being stroked with at times. It was an odd feeling yet comforting. Micha listened to the sound of Samuel’s even breathing as he lay there. He could also hear the steady stream of Samuel’s heart beat though he could also pick up the slight increase as he lay there. Micha was curious to the increase wondering if Samuel was thinking of something that could cause it. He wouldn’t be surprised but it seemed Samuel was lost in his own peace as he glanced up toward him. Micha shifted slipping his arm around Samuel’s waist as he lay there holding onto him as he closed his eyes, allowing himself some calm. After all it wasn't often he allowed himself to be held. "
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Posted: Sat May 23, 2015 8:25 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun May 24, 2015 1:37 pm
"It didn’t bother him that Samuel had anxiety issues after it was what made him human. He knew it was part of him and wasn’t going to disappear. Micha also wasn’t expecting it to. He was happy with the way Samuel was, he wouldn’t change anything about him. Micha also didn’t expect much after all he knew that Samuel’s anxiety issues were his own. He couldn’t change them even if he tried, the only thing he could do is assist Samuel with them. As he lay there Micha couldn’t help but drift a little. He was becoming comfortable lying there beside Samuel as he held onto him. It wasn’t often he was relaxed after all he was used to things always being on his mind. Sure, he was thinking about a few things but he was choosing to ignore them for now. He lay there for a while before he heard Samuel speak. Micha hadn’t drifted enough to fall asleep. He listened to Samuel’s question as he spoke. Micha wasn’t surprised by the question; it only amused him a little. He pulled back to look at Samuel resting his chin on his chest. Micha looked at him curiously as he thought about it. ”Mmm…It’s hard to say…I can’t really put a time or date on it…I think there was just a point when I realized that I just did…” He spoke softly as he watched Samuel. Micha didn’t have an exact answer, he just knew that he loved Samuel and meant it. He realized his feelings for Samuel went beyond mere liking, and he couldn’t deny them. "
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Posted: Sun May 24, 2015 7:54 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun May 24, 2015 8:37 pm
"It didn't surprise him that Samuel was questioning his love for him. After all he had already questioned his liking for him. He couldn't help but be hurt by the idea. When it came to either his liking or love for Samuel he had been the first to voice it. However it seemed that with Samuel there would be constant questioning. Micha didn’t know how to stop Samuel constant worry or if he even could. He watched Samuel as he answered his question. Micha wasn't sure if it satisfied his question or not. He sighed softly as he pulled back a little but remained close. "Do you believe me or are you going to question my love for you too?" Micha asked curiously though slightly annoyed with the constant questioning. "
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2015 12:09 am
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2015 10:25 am
"When it came to Micha he probably had his own anxieties about Samuel. He worried too much as well about the small things and questioned a few things himself. Micha couldn’t help himself. He felt a little inadequate to Samuel as if he wasn’t enough in some way. The thought almost felt over whelming in a way. Micha wasn’t surprised at Samuel’s words as they escaped his lips. He listened as Samuel spoke sighing softly to himself. Micha was feeling like an idiot. He watched as Samuel’s cheeks turned a shade of red as Samuel looked away from him. Micha slipped a hand up toward Samuel as he turned his head a little so Samuel would look him in the eye. ”I’m sorry…but can you blame me??...It’s not as if I’ve ever been in love before…Also that day even if you claimed that it was a mere slip of the tongue I knew it wasn’t after all why would you say such a thing as a joke, unless you meant it.” He pulled his hand back to slip it along Samuel’s chest. Micha didn’t mind Samuel’s romantic side after all it was interesting to see, it was something he hadn’t seen before. He found all sides of Samuel to be appealing and hoped to see more. There was nothing lame about Samuel’s words after all he had his own twisted version of when he decided he loved Samuel. It was the day his brother’s decided to show up and make a surprise visit. As sad as it was, he had been enjoying his time with Samuel up until that point but it was also the day after that made up for it. "
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2015 12:24 pm
Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."
Samuel had been with his share of men, there was no denying that. Rich guys, poor guys, tall, short, you name it he'd probably been with them at least once. In the end they all left him, claiming things like he was too high maintenance, too rich, too full of himself, or too busy. He never denied those things either, because to someone he probably was all of them and more. The whole time he'd been with Micha, Samuel had not once ever thought less of him. He was a lot more fun, caring, and patient than a lot of the guys he'd been with. If anyone should be feeling like he wasn't good enough, it was Samuel. A lot of times, he worried he really was like the others claimed him to be. He worried that one of these days all of Micha's patience for him would just fizzle out and he'd be all alone again. As he lay there trying his best to will the scarlet from his face, he felt Micha's hand on his cheek. He allowed him to turn his head and looked up to meet his gaze, listening as he spoke. The burning scarlet painting his cheeks seemed to intensify as Micha acknowledged his previous "I love you" was not as much of a fluke as he claimed it to be. "No, I'm not blaming you. You seem to forget, I've already been there. As terrifying as it is, sometimes it really is worth all the hard work and anxiety that goes along with it." Samuel didn't bother to tell him that that was the easy part of loving someone. Just taking it one day at a time, getting to know the person, and really enjoying being with them. If there was anything he hated about love, it was losing that person. Nothing could ever prepare you for falling out of love. That was probably what scared him the most when it came to being with Micha. He didn't want to know how badly it might hurt to lose him. That day when his brothers came over, Samuel was scared he really might have lost him. He knew it couldn't be helped and that Micha had long since forgiven him, so there was no sense in worrying about it now. Everything had worked itself out, just as it was working itself out right now. After another big fight and here they were once again in Micha's bed talking things out like they should have in the first place. Reaching out, he covered Micha's hand with his own, silently hoping that they could both keep talking like this and not create so many problems in the future.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2015 7:42 pm
"When it came to Micha there hadn’t been a lot of men in his life. They were few and far between. He usually had no time for men or like Samuel they usually left. Micha couldn’t help but want more though which is why he took his time with Samuel. He didn’t care about the money, what he cared about was Samuel. Sure there were moments when Samuel annoyed him but he got passed that after all he knew that there was good beyond the bad. Micha loved Samuel flaws and all. He wouldn’t change a thing about him. Micha listened as Samuel spoke and couldn’t help but smile at his words. ”Yes, I’m beginning to see that now.” He spoke teasing Samuel as he moved to rest his chin on Samuel’s chest again. Micha returned to being relaxed beside Samuel. He knew that with love came hard work. Micha watched as Samuel covered his hand with his own. He shifted his hand moved to lace their fingers together. ”Any other questions you have on your mind?” Micha asked not at all opposed to any other questions Samuel may ask him knowing he probably had some more on his mind as well. "
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2015 2:06 pm
Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."
Like Micha, Samuel had learned to love a lot of things about him. Sure somethings still annoyed him now and again like when his nasty attitude flared. But Samuel wasn't much better. If anything, he believed himself to be worse when it came to being pissed off. Still, he couldn't help himself from coming back to the male. He hadn't all that time and effort in to this relationship for nothing. Samuel smiled up at Micha he teased him. He gave Micha's hand a light squeeze after he laid down once more. When he spoke again, Samuel pursed his lips as he tried to think of which questions he wanted answered. He didn't want to bombard Micha with too much of his nonsense, but right now his head felt like it was swimming with questions. "Don't I always." he teased back. "I'll stick to just two for now though. First," he paused to gently pick up Micha's injured hand. "You said you did this yourself. Care to explain a little further? Also, why the sudden haircut? I'm not complaining, it looks good on you. But it might take a while to get used to. I almost didn't recognize you earlier." Just as gently as he had picked it up, Samuel set Micha's injured hand back down when he finished asking his questions. There were still plenty of questions floating around, but they could wait until he a way to ask them without feeling like a fool. The ones he'd presented were easier in a weird way.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2015 8:08 pm
"As it were they both knew how Samuel could be when he got pissed. Micha could be bitchy but Samuel had his own way of being pissed. He didn’t mind though after all he could turn it around against Samuel sometimes. Micha was glad for that Samuel put up with him as well after all they both had equal parts in this relationship. When he finished teasing Samuel, he took his hand. Micha felt Samuel squeeze his hand. He watched as Samuel seemed to ponder his question as he tried to think of his own. Micha waited patiently as he watched Samuel. He smiled as Samuel spoke teasing him. Micha nodded lightly as Samuel spoke. He wasn’t at all surprised by his questions. Micha watched as Samuel picked up his hand looking it over. He sighed a little though knew the questions were inevitable. Micha relaxed as Samuel released his hand setting it back down after all it was still throbbing from his earlier rage. ”This…I did myself…I broke my bathroom mirror…” He spoke raising his hand looking it over before setting it back down. ”And the hair….Well dear old Da…never did like long hair on me…and wanted to remind me…so he cut a chunk out…so I let a friend fix it.” Micha spoke with annoyance though knew it wasn’t necessary. He let it slide away just as fast as it came."
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