introduce yourself to the rest of the guild members >;3

[h a n g r y]

pray? to god?  

[Haviv Oltalon]

what ever god you might believe in. . . id pray to them all if i didnt feel like they had forsaken me  

[h a n g r y]

idk if i believe in any god  

[Haviv Oltalon]

another agnostic i see  

[h a n g r y]

yeah._____.
i didn't believe for such a long time...
tried believing recently but its seems silly to believe in something like that now.
plus, what's the point of believing if i'm destined to hell anyway?  

[Haviv Oltalon]

i think you might be an atheist then, atheists dont believe in any god

agnostics believe in the possibility of a god

why would you be going to hell?  

[h a n g r y]

well i used to go to church with my parents a lot as a kid so i grew up believing..i think it is possible that there is a god but i just really really hope there isn't smile
and it's because of thoughts like this that i will go to hell sad
and i also believe not wanting to live is also a sin..the list goes on and on
-___-  

[Haviv Oltalon]

oh icic, i understand the not wanting to live part, ive had that thought more than id like to admit, im still here because of cowardice, and because others need me. . . like Kaede  

[h a n g r y]

i am the same way. i have ken now and i would never do that to him.
well, we'll see in 40 years when i'm old and feel disgusting...i'm very self conscious about my image.  

[Haviv Oltalon]

in 40 years i dont think you would care about things like that, you would have other concerns, your looks wouldnt be your main concern  

[h a n g r y]

idk about that lol

What's more important than looks? xD  

[Haviv Oltalon]

only time shall tell  

[h a n g r y]

i hate time..
baki build a time machine! ;3  

[Haviv Oltalon]

i dont have the patience for it, and i dont know how much good it would really do  

[h a n g r y]

i'd put it to good use! biggrin