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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 9:38 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 9:42 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 9:54 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 10:10 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 10:23 pm
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I think I enjoy being miserable. I honestly do.
And yet, if I have nothing to complain about, I should be happy. Hypothetically.
Life right now seems......very very bad. Even though I'm now employed and making money, the pay isn't what I was expecting. If all I work is 17 hours a week, I may as well not work at all for what they're paying me for. It might be better than sitting on my a** making nothing, but to me, sitting on my a** is a lot more rewarding.
I'm gaining weight back that I lost because I don't care what I eat anymore. My Weight Watchers is shot, I'm not counting points, I'm not following the schedule, the program, whatever. I just can't be bothered.
I'll be starting college soon and boy, won't that be exciting. Homework every Tuesday and Thursday in the four classes I take. Everyone says that college is fun. Yeah, judging by the size of my textbooks, this is gonna be a blast. =_=
Yes, I'm griping. Yes, I have NOTHING to gripe about. I don't care. I wish I was a little more positive about things like this, but I can't make myself positive. Whenever something good happens to me, a dozen bad things come and crush the happiness out of me. Yeah, I know this happens, but I don't deal as well as others when it comes to bad things happening.
Maybe I just need to be put in a chemical coma and have people spoonfeed me applesace for the rest of my life.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:09 pm
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Last night I went to the hospital. I'm getting real upset about all this. neutral
Today I got in a fight with mom, for ditching me.
But on the plus, i got to thank the man who inspired me to buy my ferret, goliath from a shelter. Also, i got to see the average Marshals farms ferrets compared to my boy, goliath. The "big male" didnt stack up to my boy! It made me go "wooow!"
On another posative, i might be adding two more ferrets to the mix, and subtracting three rats. This'll be nice. smile This will also be only one more pet over my limit, and shortly, when my beardie dies (shes getting very old..) it'll be at perfect number.
So i'm happy, for the most part. I got to be around ferret people today. And that was one of the most welcoming things ever.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:09 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:23 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:36 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:40 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:46 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 11:51 pm
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