[S] Don't push me

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon relaxed as Shen just held him if he had done anything else to push him he would have freaked or if the man had pushed him away. If Shen had pushed him away afterward the small amount of trust Keon had placed in the other would have shattered. The small embrace he was being held in now was comforting even the small kiss to his forehead allowed him some comfort of which he had never received by such an action.  

[Broken_Uke]

He smiled as he sat there holding Keon. He would never show such affection to anyone else, and when he felt Keon loosen some tension another smile played across his face. All he could do was stay there and hold him.  

[Alikia Tsuki]

"My chest feels funny." Keon said softly bringing a hand to his chest. He didn't know how else to explain what he was feeling but there was a funny feeling in his chest. His heart beat felt erratic.  

[Broken_Uke]

He smiled sweetly and kissed Keon's cheek. "How does it feel weird," he asked when he sort of had an idea already of what it was.  

[Alikia Tsuki]

"It feels funny, its beating faster than normal like when I was younger and running away from people. Or when I get into a fight." Keon explained looking up after Shen had kissed his cheek.  

[Broken_Uke]

He just smiled and held him closer sweetly, gently. He didnt want to waste one minute with Keon, but he wanted Keon to become comfortable with what he was feeling..."Like when, maybe, when you care for someone?"  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon looked up confused as Shen pulled him a bit closer. "care for someone? Like when I was little?" Keon questioned. "Like when my mom was still here and you were always around. Then even if you were right next door I always wanted to see you?" he questioned.  

[Broken_Uke]

"Yeah, like that but a little bit more..."  

[Alikia Tsuki]

"No it feels like that, like when I was little and I...." Keon's words dropped off. He wasn't sure how to finish his words how was he to tell Shen that he had liked him alot more than friends or brothers when he was little.  

[Broken_Uke]

He smiled and held close to the other and placed another sweet kiss on the others cheek. "I feel the same way," he whispered to him and smiled sweetly.  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon looked up more than suprised. "Really." It wasn't a question but more of a confirmation. He wrapped his arms around Shen burying his head against his chest. "When everything was happening I hoped you would come back." Keon said softly. "and even though you were late you did."  

[Broken_Uke]

He smiled and held the other sweetly in his arms. "I'm sorry I was late, but this time I will always try and be there for you."  

[Alikia Tsuki]

"I know...you can't leave me now, I live with you." Keon said with a small laugh. It was the first time he had laughed in a while.  

[Broken_Uke]

He smiled with him and kissed his cheek. "True," he replied. "Now I will always be near you. Whenever you need me...Im here."  

[Alikia Tsuki]

"I know you will be." Keon said smiling he hugged Shen. "No matter what we'll never be separated again."