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[Kitten254]

no....i need something....different....but im not sure wat  

[jessi_angel94_2]

try putting a hole in your wall. (did that once, it really helped) or doodle.  

[Connorthecreator]

XD  

[Kitten254]

no i do that all the time (the doodling)  

[jessi_angel94_2]

lolz, well that's all i got right now.  

[Connorthecreator]

XD *huggles kitten and jessi* thats the emptiness, I'm affected by it weekly! blaugh  

[jessi_angel94_2]

o.o
is it contagious?!  

[Kitten254]

....connor......you have really no idea how empty i have been for the past 9 months....ur lucky you dont have to feel this..........lost  

[Connorthecreator]

@jessi: no, its a byproduct of my life style.


@kitten: *huggles* I know how it feels, Its worse then the deepest pain imaginable, but you just have to keep going...  

[Oo_Hunter of Pierce_oO]

kitten254

....connor......you have really no idea how empty i have been for the past 9 months....ur lucky you dont have to feel this..........lost

You don't have it bad, I've been empty since March. I wear a thousand masks. I've been angry and confused...

Big brother's not even talking to me for the time being. I told him Happy Thanksgiving over Gaia and haven't gotten anything back.  

[jessi_angel94_2]

well, we all have our mask, and we all have a lot of hidden emotions. but hey, not like i can fix mine.^^  

[Kitten254]

no connor....i dont.....the only reason i keep going is so melina doesnt get lonely, bored, and alone. I understand her so well, to leave her, she wouldnt...she wouldnt have anyone....

thats my greatest fear is losing everything and having nothing....

i know her so well, that her greatest secret as well, is also her greatest fear. the same thing  

[jessi_angel94_2]

my best friend told me that the only reason she's not killing herself, is because she believes that i would have no life with out her and that i would be a secluded person. i wonder how her bf feels about that.  

[Oo_Hunter of Pierce_oO]

I guess we're all living for someone.  

[Kitten254]

lol....i told her flat out that i live for her to be happy everyday. I would do anything to keep her smile on her face...even if it means being the stupidest thing ALIVE