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 Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 1:18 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 2:01 pm
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Hannibalism Hello there!
I'm going to try my hardest not bore all of you with brain-cell damaging and unnecessary details about my dull life, if it can be helped, [unless, of course, you happen to have an odd fixation with dull and unnecessary details, that is, x.x... then feel free to PM me].
Since my user name can be quite a disturbance and or rather annoying to type out all of the time, please, do feel free to call me Ashes. My name is Ashley.. but.. meh.. please don't. xD
I am currently eighteen years old, though it's obvious that I don't act my age a majority of the time. I'm not ready to grow up, is all.
I suppose it is necessary to state that I am pansexual. I don't flaunt it for reasons of discomfort that would be placed on me throughout threads and real life. Not many people know that about me. Certainly not my family. I have found this value about me forming from early years. I never really dived into my true sexuality until later in middle school.
I have never dated a girl, unfortunately. I'm afraid to go forward with crushes and frighten them off if they're completely straight. I'd feel bad for all eternity.
I am an atheist and have been for quite some time. I must admit that I attempted Christianity for most of my young life, but it never stuck, so I'm pretty much here now and happy with it.
I happen to be single, but I keep to myself often so it doesn't really give me a chance to find a significant other.
My interests vary greatly, for I have a great sum of them. This little post could not even begin to fill them, so I will brief you on a few precious ones to me.
I absolutely love art. I do, in fact draw, though.. not as much as I would like to.
I am in chorus and have been since elementary school. Music is beautiful and I would dedicate my entire life to creating it if I had the chance.
I love theatre and anything that deals with acting.
If you happen to encounter my profile [screen name, signature, etc... which is pretty inevitable] you will notice that I have a thing for Hannibal Lecter. Yes. It is an obsession. A healthy one? I think so. xD
Reading. Words cannot describe the love I harbor for it. I don't have many books under my possession, but I'm getting there. Gradually.
I love just about any genre, though I do fancy mystery and horror.
I have piercings. A labret, and three piercings in each ear.
I love piercings and I love tattoos.
Simple enough, eh?
Opera. I want to go and see one. I truly do.
I have a "spectacle fetish."
Not necessarily of the dirty sort.. but more so that I obsess over it. Kind of how people get giddy about beautiful eyes, or hair. My weakness is glasses.
Gaah, I promised myself I wouldn't rant.. but here I am... filling this post, most likely, with uninteresting information.
My sincerest apologies, [to any who actually spent to time reading this o.o].
If ever you feel curiousity about anything I have said.. or haven't, do listen to that nudge and PM me.
that was an interesting (and well written O_o) rant, ashes, and i think we have a lot in common |
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 4:54 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 5:32 pm
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bit of info...i'm in a Daddy Dom lifestyle relationship. which means my significant other acts as if he was actually my father. so, if u see me say something about my Daddy, jus kno i am not actually referring to my real "father" (my real one is dead to me and i hate him with a firey passion of a thousand suns) i am reffering to my b/f as Daddy cuz he treats me like his daughter ^_^
Preferred name: i like to be called Keiko (pronounced kay-E-co) or KiKi for short. it means the adored one in japanese...which is funny cuz i hate myself, but most ppl love me. i have no clue why o_O Daddy gave me the name the summer of 2008 4laugh
age: 18 but i'm like 6 yrs old @ heart...unfortunately i'm very afraid to grow up. i'm afraid of living on my own. even afraid of driving so i don't even have my permit yet o_O. (my mom doesn't kno that i'm afraid to grow up. she jus thinks i'm immature so she gets rly mad at me alot of the time. i rly wish i could tell her, but i think she'd think i was jus making excuses for myself.) i try to do things for myself, but it's hard. i kinda missed my childhood and once i stopped having to do grown up things, i went back to my original age. now b/c i'm biologically 18, i'm expected to act that way. but i can't if my mind still thinks i'm 6...i don't kno what to do about this problem...i think having Daddy in my life will help tho. he treats me like i'm 6 and helps me grow up slowly. that's why i love him more than anyone in the world. except my lil sister and brother of course mrgreen
sex: female. simple. altho (due to bad relationships) i used to wish i was a guy so i could have sex and relationships without anytype of attachment...it seemed guys were best at that stare
religion: don't have one. most religions are rly stupid to me. but if i was anything i guess it'd be agnostic b/c i don't believe in heaven, hell, god or the devil. but i'm native american so i do believe i have a creator, it's jus not god. it's something else...not sure what. but my creator gets my family thru rly tough times. i also believe in recreation. that when a body dies, the soul or spirit moves on to a different body. for instance, i have my great grandmother's spirit which is almost proven b/c my mom sez i'm exactly like her 3nodding i wish i could of met her
height: 5'3" or 5'5" not sure which. every time i get measured it switches o_O wierd, right?
fav music: i like every type of music. my least favs are rap, hip-hop and country. new rap jus sux...i like some of it tho. but my most fave is screamo music. ya kno...three days grace, disturbed, the used, slipknot...u see where i'm goin...
fav movie: OMG i ttly don't have a fav movie. i love so many movies. like almost every movie i watch i instantly love! i watch like so many movies and so much tv sweatdrop
sexual orientation: pansexual. this is exactly how i describe myself to other ppl and how my mother descirbes me...i had no idea there was a word for it until i saw that ms. anthropist put that as her orientation. i got curious and looked up the word and it sed exactly how my mom and i describe me. i've dated many guys and girls. unfortunately, i think i'm bad at judging ppl...most my relationships end up with the person cheating on me or leaving me for someone way better. but it's understandable. i'm not pretty or attaractive in anyway.
so that's it...wanna get to kno me...more? sweatdrop pm or comment me. i always answer 3nodding
oh and p.s. i talk WAY too much...in case u couldn't tell o_O
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 5:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 5:38 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 1:35 am
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 10:37 am
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 11:29 am
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Kage No Keiko bit of info...i'm in a Daddy Dom lifestyle relationship. which means my significant other acts as if he was actually my father. so, if u see me say something about my Daddy, jus kno i am not actually referring to my real "father" (my real one is dead to me and i hate him with a firey passion of a thousand suns) i am reffering to my b/f as Daddy cuz he treats me like his daughter ^_^
Preferred name: i like to be called Keiko (pronounced kay-E-co) or KiKi for short. it means the adored one in japanese...which is funny cuz i hate myself, but most ppl love me. i have no clue why o_O Daddy gave me the name the summer of 2008 4laugh
age: 18 but i'm like 6 yrs old @ heart...unfortunately i'm very afraid to grow up. i'm afraid of living on my own. even afraid of driving so i don't even have my permit yet o_O. (my mom doesn't kno that i'm afraid to grow up. she jus thinks i'm immature so she gets rly mad at me alot of the time. i rly wish i could tell her, but i think she'd think i was jus making excuses for myself.) i try to do things for myself, but it's hard. i kinda missed my childhood and once i stopped having to do grown up things, i went back to my original age. now b/c i'm biologically 18, i'm expected to act that way. but i can't if my mind still thinks i'm 6...i don't kno what to do about this problem...i think having Daddy in my life will help tho. he treats me like i'm 6 and helps me grow up slowly. that's why i love him more than anyone in the world. except my lil sister and brother of course mrgreen
sex: female. simple. altho (due to bad relationships) i used to wish i was a guy so i could have sex and relationships without anytype of attachment...it seemed guys were best at that stare
religion: don't have one. most religions are rly stupid to me. but if i was anything i guess it'd be agnostic b/c i don't believe in heaven, hell, god or the devil. but i'm native american so i do believe i have a creator, it's jus not god. it's something else...not sure what. but my creator gets my family thru rly tough times. i also believe in recreation. that when a body dies, the soul or spirit moves on to a different body. for instance, i have my great grandmother's spirit which is almost proven b/c my mom sez i'm exactly like her 3nodding i wish i could of met her
height: 5'3" or 5'5" not sure which. every time i get measured it switches o_O wierd, right?
fav music: i like every type of music. my least favs are rap, hip-hop and country. new rap jus sux...i like some of it tho. but my most fave is screamo music. ya kno...three days grace, disturbed, the used, slipknot...u see where i'm goin...
fav movie: OMG i ttly don't have a fav movie. i love so many movies. like almost every movie i watch i instantly love! i watch like so many movies and so much tv sweatdrop
sexual orientation: pansexual. this is exactly how i describe myself to other ppl and how my mother descirbes me...i had no idea there was a word for it until i saw that ms. anthropist put that as her orientation. i got curious and looked up the word and it sed exactly how my mom and i describe me. i've dated many guys and girls. unfortunately, i think i'm bad at judging ppl...most my relationships end up with the person cheating on me or leaving me for someone way better. but it's understandable. i'm not pretty or attaractive in anyway.
so that's it...wanna get to kno me...more? sweatdrop pm or comment me. i always answer 3nodding
oh and p.s. i talk WAY too much...in case u couldn't tell o_O
see i kno a girl just like u. u all have simular interest and personalities. but she has a dif name. but i dont think she is 2 happy wit me right now. i got inbetween something that i now realize i wasnt suppose to do. now i feel really bad. i mean i didnt really kno her 4 a long time. but she is kool pplz and i had already herd about how she was a good person. i wish she could only kno that im sry. and i hopes she forgives me.
but on a lighter note. hi how r u? |
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 4:55 pm
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Hannibalism Kiwi_Kyra (i have a very dear friend named ashley) that was an interesting (and well written O_o) rant, ashes, and i think we have a lot in common
There are a lot of Ashleys here where I live. It gets frustrating, really.
xD
What commons might you say we have?
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 9:09 pm
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I guess I'll do a semi-formal introduction. I've done a million of these. None are very creative.
Here's my tag.
Preferred name: ...Kae.
Age: 18.
Sex: Female. Although I don't particularly act female.
Religion: Egyptian.
Height: Average.
Fav Music: I'm not too big on music. Generally, I like rock, swing jazz, and classical. Mostly I'll just listen to anything on the radio, and music is definitely not a defining point in my life.
Fav Movie: Batman. :B
Sexual Orientation: Gay.
SO yeah.
Basically, I have quite a lot of character. I'm pretty opinionated and I have skewed views on things. I say things that not everybody agrees with. Be warned in advance. XD
I'm also fairly intelligent. I hate drugs; all of them. Drugs r bad, mmkay.
I'm really narcissistic. Open-minded. I like psychology and art. I also read comics occasionally and I play video games. Not shitty marketed-to-girls video games, though.
(I can't think of anything else to say now, lolz. My friends just started up a whole bunch of bitchy s**t on MSN. As usual. Oh, by the way, I swear a lot.)
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 9:16 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 9:17 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2009 11:41 pm
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