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At the risk of sounding as ignorant as I am...Huh?

I have no clue. I'd been nothing but helpful and it was only her second day. No clue what I could have done. As for taking something the wrong way...not sure what it would have been, and she let other people tease her. Seems like she's just got something against me.

Yeah, my cowokers in general aren't fair to me. I'm the person that helps everyone out without being asked and keeps everything all clean and such. But when I need help, because of my wrist condition, I get some attitude or refusal. So, I've been just doing things my physical therapist told me not to because it doesn't seem worth the hassle. That's why I've been meaning to quit...but I just got a nice raise and decided to try and deal with it. This is the last straw though. Anyways, I'm taking the time off to job search. There's a couple places I found hiring. Like Petco. Which only offers applications online...and the site is being wonky so I can't finish it. gonk

Thanks. I need it. sweatdrop

I was in a good mood. Then a little bratty year 10 moron came into the year 12 area and started annoying me. I swear I'm going to feed him soap one day. Either that or staple his mouth shut.

Good luck NG *hugs* Will be thinking about ya

I had my first ever near-death experience today. And oddly enough, I'm not even shaken up...I think something's wrong in meh head xD

Anyway, my friend Krissi had come up here to Pa to visit the college I go to cause she wants to go there too for multimedia (I'm in graphic design) and she was all stressed out over that and not knowing the Pittsburgh roads (which are crazy as hell, grah) and other things, that on the way back home she accidently ran a red light (first time ever in her life.)

Well, let's just say that there was either someone looking down on us in favour or we just have really good luck, but we escape death by a mere margin. If that person in the white truck hadn't been paying attention and slammed his brakes, and Krissi hadn't realized what had happened and swerved out of the way, I would be dead instantly, becuase that truck would have hit the passenger side dead on.


Funny thing is? I didn't even see it coming. I was TXTing to Ashley and then suddenly just heard Krissi scream and looked up to see the truck about to hit us before she swerved to the side. Thank got it was a red light, or we would have gotten hit then too, so yeah...Anyway, I didnt' even get a chance to really worry about myself, because as soon as I saw how badly it effected Krissi all I cared about was trying to calm her down. The rest of the way back to my apartment she was sobbing and crying and was a total mess. I felt so bad, I started crying because of seeing her like that more then the fact that I almost died...


I finally realize that I'm not scared of death. I used to joke and say I'm not, but I'm not, really. The way I see it, I'm gonna die some day. Why fight it? Fussing over it isn't gonna make it not come or make it any less real when it comes.


It would have just sucked if today was meant to be the day I die, since I finally get to see meh lovely Ashley tomorrow =)


Anyway...Good Luck, NG *snugs*

...to be the one who decides who goes next.

I admire both your ability to even consider waking up at 5am and how strong you are for being able to handle all that the way you do. I was super nervous just getting my first filling earlier this week, I dunno how well I'd handle something that was actually...supposed to be scary. Sleep well! Oh, congrats on kicking that girls a**. Read that a few pages back and just hadn't said anything yet.