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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Sitting there he could feel the males tears dripping on to his shirt. It just about killed him, knowing he was the cause of all of Micha's distress. He held on to him, sighing a bit when he agree to start over. It seemed like it was the only thing they could do if they wanted to stay together. Samuel held on, gently rubbing Micha's back as he cried. Micha could cry for as long as he needed.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

After what seemed like hours, but was only about thirty minutes. He finally had cried enough. His stomach growled as he sat there. Micha hadn’t eaten in the last 12 hours, not since he had gotten off the phone with Samuel. He hadn’t eaten his breakfast, from this morning, let alone anything on the plane beside soda. Micha pulled back from Samuel as he regained his composure. He knew it was late but hoped this hotel still served room service. ”Are you hungry?” Micha asked not wanting to order food for himself, if Samuel wasn’t hungry. He would pay Samuel back to the food, but for now he didn’t want to leave the hotel to find food.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

The minutes ticked by slowly. But he was in no rush. He held on to the male as he continued to cry. Before knew it half an hour had gone by. He loosened his hold on the male when he felt him pull back. He smiled a bit, hearing the males stomach growl. Guess it had been awhile since he had eaten anything. Come to think of it, Samuel hadn't eaten much himself. The wrappers and empty cup were proof of that. Samuel nodded when Micha spoke of food. "Yeah. I could eat." he replied. Releasing the male, he stepped over to the table and picked up the room service menu along. "Here, order anything you want." he said, handing it to him. While Micha looked over the menu, Samuel walked into the bathroom to grab the box of tissues. He set it on the bed beside Micha, then moved to sit behind him. He wrapped his arms around his waist, resting his chin on his shoulder.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Feeling Samuel release him, he pulled back. He shifted a little on the bed as he sat there. Micha nodded watching as Samuel stood to grab the menu. He thanked him as he started to look it over. Practically everything sounded good, but that was merely because he was hungry. Micha glanced to see Samuel heading into the bathroom to grab a box of tissue. He returned his attention back toward the menu as the bed shifted. Micha felt Samuel move onto the bed and sit behind him. He shifted a little kicking off his own shoes. Micha leaned back against Samuel, finding comfort in his arms. He returned his attention back toward the menu. Micha was in the mood for a bacon cheeseburger, with fries along with a chocolate milkshake. He glanced back at Samuel, ”What do you want?” Micha asked curiously turning back toward the menu.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

The tissues were for Micha. In case he wanted to wipe his face or blow his nose. If he didn't need them he could take them back into the bathroom after they ordered. Making himself comfortable behind the male, he read the menu over Micha's shoulder. He smiled a bit as the male leaned against him. Samuel wasn't really sure what he wanted. Right now it all sounded good. When Micha spoke, he took a moment to respond. While he was hungry, it was also late. He didn't need to gorge himself with too much food. "Hmm.....I think I'll just have the chicken alfredo and some tea." he replied after another minute. "Also, you can charge it to my room. My treat." Keeping an arm around the male, Samuel pulled back a bit to grab the phone from the nightstand. The cord was just long enough to set the phone on Micha's leg. He didn't bother dialing just yet since he wasn't sure if Micha had made up his mind.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Right now sleep wasn’t coming anytime soon. He was tired sure but the idea of sleeping didn’t seem appealing to him. Micha had made his decision, while he waited for Samuel to make his own.He sat there relaxed in Samuel’s arms. Micha knew he should give the benefit of the doubt. After all if he was still angry, he wouldn’t have allowed him to touch him. Nodding as Samuel spoke, the idea sounded good but he still stuck with his original plan. He felt Samuel shift only to grab the phone and set it beside him. Micha set the menu aside as he grabbed the phone. He placed a call to the kitchen downstairs, ordering Samuel and himself dinner. Micha set the phone back down after placing the order. He glanced toward Samuel, ”They said it would be about forty minutes.” Micha spoke sighing a little, but contently. He could wait after all it wasn’t as if he was in a hurry.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Late as it was Samuel doubted he would sleep either. At least, not while Micha was still here with him. He didn't know if the male was going to want to talk more. It wouldn't be too surprising. Sure, Micha was allowing him to cuddle with him now, but that could easily be the calm before the storm. He was positive they would have more words between them. But for now he was content. Samuel was still and quiet while Micha called in their order. It didn't take long. When he hung up, Samuel took the phone and set it down on the phone beside them. "That's fine." he replied. "Do you want to take a shower or a nap while we wait? You must be exhausted from your trip."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

After placing the order, he felt Samuel take the phone from him. Micha glanced toward Samuel as he spoke. He shrugged a little, the idea was tempting but the idea of Samuel and another man in the shower didn’t thrill him to check it out. Micha shifted looking toward Samuel, ”Is it just a shower or is there a tub in there too?” He asked not in the mood for a shower, but more for a bath. Micha wasn’t all that tired even though he should be. Jet lag did things to different people.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

If he didn't want to bathe, he wasn't going to force him. He merely offered because he knew how grungy one might feel after a long and tedious flight. When Micha spoke he nodded. The room wasn't as big as others he'd been in, but it was still a suite. "Theres both actually. Take your pick." he replied. Samuel could understand if the male didn't want to take a shower. Especially after informing him that he had shared a shower with the man he cheated on him with. It was probably too soon.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

It was true he was feeling a little dirty, but of the two Samuel needed a shower. He shifted pulling out of Samuel’s arms. Micha nodded as he spoke about there being both. He stood up, as he started toward the bathroom. Micha flipped the light on as he took in the sight of the bathroom. He tried to ignore the fact that Samuel had taken a shower with the man he cheated on him with. Micha walked toward the tub, pulling the plunger. He turned on the water adjusting it for a warm bath. Micha then went about stripping his clothes. He sighed a little before looking out the bathroom door toward Samuel. ”Care to join me, or would you rather just mope there on the bed?” Micha spoke as he went back into the bathroom to check the rise of the water in the tub.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

He hadn't showered since the night of cheating. He wasn't exactly ripe, but it was obvious that he had been wallowing in his own self pity. That fact alone was obscene. Samuel released his hold on Micha as he moved away from him. He watched him stand up to and go off towards the bathroom. He sighed softly and moved to place the phone back on the night stand. He thought of smoking another cigarette while Micha bathed but stopped in his tracks as the male offered an alternative. Setting the pack back on the bed, Samuel walked into the bathroom. He pulled two clean towels down from the rack above the toilet along with clean wash clothes. He was going to need ask housekeeping to bring in some more clean towels later. But for now, he didn't really care. He had what he needed. Turning towards Micha, he stripped off his clothes and waited beside Micha for the tub to fill feeling even more awkward. With his clothes gone, it was impossible to hide the marks that Avery had left behind.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

As he offered Samuel a bath with him, he didn’t know what to expect. Micha heard Samuel enter the room. He glanced toward Samuel as he came into the bathroom. Micha watched as he gathered towels and washcloths for the both of them. He watched as the bath continued to fill. Micha moved to turn the water off. He turned his attention back toward Samuel, as he took in the state of his body. Micha saw the marks against his skin. ”Had fun did ya?” He spoke as he grabbed a new set of shampoo/conditioner and soap. Micha set them beside the tub as he picked up a washcloth. He moved to get into the water, as he made room for Samuel as he crossed his legs. Micha sat at one end as he leaned back getting his hair wet.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Samuel could feel Micha's eyes on him. He was a bit nervous to allow him to see the markings left behind by another man. But there was no helping it. It was bare all or continue to stink the place up. He was sure he could guess which one Micha would prefer. That was assuming he was staying that long. It was something he'd been wondering since he noticed he had luggage when he came in. But he didn't want to push his luck just yet. He was nowhere near being let off the hook and he probably never would be. This wasn't like one of his other screw ups. As Samuel stripped he heard Micha speak. His cheeks flushed bright red and he shook his head. "Not at all." he replied. Samuel waited beside the male while the tub finished filling. He let Micha get in first and got in at the other end. His legs were a bit too long, but he didn't complain. Since Micha was using the shampoo at the moment, he picked up one of the washclothes and soap. "So....how long are planning on staying?" he asked curiously. He was careful as he spoke. He didn't want to give Micha the wrong idea.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

At least one of them was having fun while the other was away. He took note of the marks against Samuel’s skin, but he was only seeing the front. Micha was curious about the back but he would rather not see. He watched Samuel shake his head as he questioned him. MIcha grabbed the shampoo as he poured some into his hand. He set it aside, as he started to massage it into his hair. Micha glanced at Samuel as he heard him speak. He shrugged a little, ”Dont know..Why want me to leave already?” Micha spoke teasing but also serious. He knew it had been a surprise on his part that he came but he was angry at Samuel for cheating on him. With an ocean between them anything could happen sure, but he didn't expect this.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

If Micha chose to stay because he didn't trust him, he would understand. if he chose to stay because he wanted to, that was fine too. But if he did plan on eventually returning to New York, he would like to know how long he was staying. Perhaps then he shift his schedule a bit to try and make things up to Micha. He could even introduce him to Nicolas and show him his club. Though he might wait on that. He didn't want to show him the club and end up running into Avery. Then again, the same could be said about going down to the lobby. He never asked where the male lived or if he was a regular in the bar. Samuel slowly lathered up his arms while Micha washed his hair. Samuel could see the male eyeing his marks left by Avery. He didn't dare turn his back. Mostly because he didn't want him to see. The long scratches stretched from his shoulders to almost the middle of his back. If he thought he'd "had fun" before, he hate to think what he might say about that. Samuel smiled a bit as Micha teased him, but he knew he was only half joking. "No....quite the opposite really." he replied sweetly. Samuel smiled a bit towards Micha, hoping it didn't upset him. He knew he was mad and it was going to take time.