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I was having a great day until one of my ex-friend's friends had a go at me. Now I have 15 people on my contact list blocked.

Neko's having a bad day and it's affecting her abilities as an impartial artist. XP

As for me......I get to do lots of math homework and do laundry! Yaaay. stare On the upside, I don't have to go to church tomorrow. Thank GOODNESS.

Also, the comic rocks. Hilarious. XD

TT ...NGs feeling horrable. I'm in pain, and i feel sick, i think im having a withdrawl from the painkillers i was on for around 7 weeks. I'm unhappy; I thought i was lazy, yet I never could sit still, i was always doing somthing. Now i can't move, and im having to lay in my room, feeling sick. sad ugh.. three weeks is the MINIMUM of time until i'm better. It could be months. It takes one week to find out what kind of bacteria, then two weeks of taking antibiotics religiously.

Life right now sucks. crying ;

Awww... *huggles and pets NG* Hang in there... hope those three weeks go by quick for ya, so you can start feeling better.

Well, do you have full use of your arms and hands? If so, I'm sure you can find things to keep yourself occupied with, such as reading a book or doodling (not real art for people you owe it to, but just doodling to relieve the boredom of it all). I had an aunt that took up knitting while being hospitalized for a serious injury and she made like......three queen sized afgans or whatever in the space of a month.

I hope you feel better, NG

I can't concentrate on the book; im always in pain. i can't doodle, that means A; sitting up or B; resting the notebook on my stomache/knees which i can't draw up. All i can do is lay there in the back room. :/

And Crenn go ahead, thats nice of you. :3

I give up. I give up on Gaia and on life in general. There is no hope for me whatsoever.

I have come to terms with the fact that for the rest of my life I will never ammount to anything because I want everything handed to me on a silver platter.

Bye.

Actually that's a lie. I will always have a sense of entitlement. But I just can't do any good on Gaia. At all. No matter what I do, I always lose. Is this because I can't get off my high horse? Probably. Is this because I refuse to concede defeat, even though defeat is obvious? Most likely. In short, I'm a stubborn spoiled GREEDY a*****e that doens't know when he's licked.

Just felt like posting that.

Oh, and I refuse to change my ways. Unless absolutely necessary.

*sigh* I've always thought that I had a fair amount of patience when dealing with people....but when that patience wears too thin and I snap I always feel so horrible....I must be the most rotten person in the world cause I feel so fake.... gonk