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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Of course barking orders in his mother tongue had always come natural to him. But the German was more for Micha than himself. In the early days of their post break-up he'd thought of going to Germany to look for him. Despite how much he'd been told he hated the place, he often wondered if that was where he escaped to. It was a fleeting thought, one that never stuck around long. But now and again he did wonder. Thus he began dabbing a bit with the language just in case the urge became something more. Retreating away from the male, he leaned against the chair. Kissing and talking were fine. But he needed to know. Where was this headed? If they got back together there would be no such thing as "taking it slow". He'd wasted enough time trying to forget and move on. How he wished it were possible to just jump right back into the same mindset that he had this time last year. No doubts, no fear, just love and determination.
Samuel listened to the male speak and nodded as he was given his options. "Don't do that......you already know which one I want to choose. And if memory serves correctly I gave you similar options in Paris." He pushed his hair back with both hands and let out a heavy sigh. He looked up with towards the male with pleading eyes. Getting back together would great. Even better if it weren't for the fact that for twelve months he'd been trying to give up the ghost. Micha was practically a stranger now. He didn't know where he lived, where he'd been, or if he was even planning on sticking around. He needed more than being told he was loved and missed. If that was selfish, he couldn't help it. "Y'know what......I really can't make any kind of decision on this right now. It's long day and I'm starving. Do you mind if we take this conversation to my place? Cause I needed food like two hours ago." He was obviously stalling. But it was also the truth. He just needed a little more time to think. Some food in his system, a change of clothes, and more importantly a change of scenery ought to help with that.
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2017 11:01 am
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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
At this point and time he wasn't doing anything to the male. He was neither accepting to be his boyfriend again nor dumping him here in his office. He didn't really know what to do and it wasn't a decision he wanted to make before sunrise. But the way he was acting so jumpy it almost felt as though he would have to. After expressing his need for food, he listened to the males reply. He didn't mind if he came back with him. Though more likely than not he would have to end up staying the night. Samuel was in the kind of mood where once he reached home he wasn't going back out there tonight. It was already so late and he'd been up for hours preparing for tonight. In the end, the club was going to need to restock on a lot of stuff and those orders wouldn't fill themselves. Going over to his desk, he pulled close a stack of posts it's and wrote down everything the club needed, placing the note on the desktop monitor. More than likely Alaine would see it at some point before tomorrow. He then went about gathering his things including his laptop, cigarettes,and lighter.
Crossing the room again, he motioned for Micha to leave. He shut off the lights and locked the door. Then he started down the hallway towards the exit. The club was far quieter now. There was no more music, most of the employees had gone home, and some of the lights were out. He was too tired to check around too see if anything else needed his attention. He'd already informed one of the bartenders to lock the place up tonight. So if anything was overlooked, it would be on him. Soon reaching the end of the hallway, Samuel pushed through the heavy metal door, holding it behind him for Micha. The parking lot was about as empty as the inside. So he wasn't surprised to find his car sitting by it's lonesome under the lamp post. Like so many other things in his life that he had gotten rid of, his car was one of them. The classic Mustang he used to always drive around with Micha in had been sold to a collector. Now, he drove a newly restored black 1967 Chevy Impala. At times he did miss his old car, but at least this one hadn't been filled with so many memories. He crossed the lot of unlocked his door. Slipping into the car, he reached over to Micha's side and unlocked the door for him as well. As he waited for the male to get in, he inserted his key and the engine roared to life.
In a couple of minutes Samuel was buckled up and ready to go. He was patient while the male situated himself. But when that was done, he pulled out of his spot and into the empty street. It was a bit odd to be driving with Micha again. He recounted how many times they would go to the local diner and talk about some new problem in their relationship or going on in their lives. Thinking back, it felt like it had been so long. So much had happened and now here they were. Back in the car going to his place. It was a bit nice to know that some things never changed.
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2017 12:05 pm
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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Without even looking back, he could tell that Micha was confused once they reached the parking lot. After all, out of all the cars he owned the Mustang was the one he drove the most. They had made a lot of memories in that car. Some of them good, others not so much. Either way there was too much history in that old car. And since he had been in the mood to get rid of everything that reminded him of Micha, the car simply had to go. He had thought of getting another one, but what was the point. It wouldn't be the same. The Impala was doing fine for now. It ran well like a dream and had given him no issues since he bought it. As Micha slipped into the car, he couldn't help watching from the corner of his eye as he took in the car. It was a bit amusing to him. But he would keep his comments to himself for the moment. There was still so much on his mind that needed answering. He didn't even know where to begin. So he thought it best to remain silent. At least until they reached his place. Driving through the empty streets, Samuel remained silent. He kept his eyes on the road with both hands on the wheel. Whatever needed to be said could wait. Following his usual route home it took about fifteen minutes from the club to reach the iron gates of his home. Pressing the button clipped to his visor, they soon opened and he was granted access. Samuel followed the long, twisting road towards the family mansion. It came as no surprise when he noticed a few lights on in the windows and his brothers car in the driveway. Both of his brothers had been making regular visits to him after he came out. Their excuse was to "hang out". While Samuel knew good and well they were just making sure little brother didn't go off the deep end after being rejected by their parents. He had been anticipating his parents reactions to be pretty much that, and was more or less unaffected. But still, they visited. He didn't mind most of the time. Just so long as they kept their cars out of the way and out of his garage. Speaking of which, hitting the button again the garage door rose. He pulled into the spot that had once belonged to the Mustang. Other than that, everything was the same.
Cutting the engine, Samuel grabbed his things and got out of the car. He waited for Micha to get out, then made for the entrance to the house. He unlocked the door and pressed the garage door on his way in. Stepping inside, the disarmed alarm beeped and indicated which door had opened. Samuel slipped out of his shoes and made a beeline towards the kitchen. As he walked through the house, he could hear the sounds of what he could only guess to be a movie or television show. Walking through the door way, he saw Oliver sitting on the couch. "Hey." he said, walking up behind the male to drop his computer bag off on the couch.The two brothers conversed a bit in their mother tongue. Oliver told him all about his day and what was new in his life. Meanwhile Samuel motioned for Micha to follow him towards the full stocked fridge and cabinets.
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2017 9:50 pm
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
It was understandable why Micha would be nervous about his brothers. After all, it wasn't like he was given good reason to like them. But things were different now. Since his coming out, he didn't fear the idea of bringing dates - or in Micha's case, former lovers - over. If it bothered them that much, they could simply get out of his house. Oliver and Samuel chatted a bit in their mother tongue. Before long though, Samuel had decided to head towards the adjacent kitchen. The kitchen was clean and nothing was out of place. "So what do you feel like? I've got some chicken, ground beef, frozen pizza.........a lot of other stuff" Samuel stepped aside to look in a nearby cabinet. Nothing but junk food and canned food in there. The next cabinet held a few dry foods such as instant rice, macaroni, and cheese, and a few ingredients for seasoning. Leaning against the counter, he waited for an answer. Personally Samuel didn't care what he ate. So long as it wasn't burn or becoming a science experiment. Lucky for him, he didn't need to worry much for the latter.
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2017 10:38 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2017 11:33 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 09, 2017 12:16 am
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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
He didn't think it unreasonable to want to know what the male had been up to. After all, a year was a long time. Sure they hadn't been together at the time, but he still wanted to know. He wanted so badly to know why he never heard from him. Why he didn't see him. Hell, why he couldn't even find him. The male had completely disappeared without a trace. He didn't want to fit and wouldn't allow any ill feelings to get in the way. Samuel was patient after asking his first few questions. He listened to the male talk a bit. It wasn't in any great detail, but it was enough satisfy him for now. He was especially relieved to hear that he did not meet anyone. While he had no right to interfere with his love life, he had worried a bit that maybe Micha had tried to move on just as much as he had. "I see....and where are you staying now? I saw the for sale sign at your old place. Can't imagine you came back because you missed New York." he asked. Samuel wanted to also ask why he had come back. But he already knew the answer to that. Asking it would be a waste. Instead he wanted to focus on the questions that mattered. Like where he had been, what he had seen, who he met, if he was even planning on staying in town. The questions that truly mattered. As of this moment, he was seriously considering taking him back. But he needed more than blind faith and pretty words to go on. He needed to know he could trust him again. That their next argument wasn't going to repeated history of bullshit and loneliness.
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Posted: Wed Aug 09, 2017 12:35 am
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What was wrong with coffee and cereal? It was a great breakfast. At least for him it was. Apparently someone else had thought otherwise. With their items gathered there seemed to be no more reason to linger. Alaine nodded as the male spoke. Though it really wouldn't have been much trouble to pick up something else for him. But Liam seemed content with his minimum offerings. Taking the males hand again, Alaine followed him through the store and up to the front, going over to the self-checkout. Alaine stood off to the side, taking items from the male to bag them. When that was done, he started to reach for his own wallet but stopped as he noticed Liam had already taken out his own. Putting his own away, he let the male pay for the groceries. This time. He'd pay him back for them eventually. For now though, he would not worry about it. After paying for their items and collecting the receipt, Alaine grabbed a few bags for himself. He took up the males hand as they walked towards the exit and back out in the parking lot. Alaine squinted against the bright sunlight until his eyes adjusted. He walked through the lot towards his car and fished out his keys. Alaine popped the trunk as they approached. Releasing the males hand, he placed his bags into the open space and waited for Liam to do the same. He then closed the trunk and walked around to the drivers side, unlocking their doors with his keys and got in.
The car was started and seatbelts were put on. The lot was empty enough that he could just drive through the space to go out. Glancing towards Liam, he waited for him to buckle up as well. When that was taken care of, Alaine pulled through the space and drove on down the lot to the driveway. The mid-morning traffic wasn't all that bad. After sitting there a few minutes, he was able to pull out into the middle of the street and go up to the light. Alaine followed the same short route to his house that he had taken to get to the store.
In a matter of ten minutes they were pulling up to his house and into the garage. Alaine cut the engine and unbuckled his seat belt. He got out of the car and went around back to grab a few bags. Then walking over to the door, he quickly unlocked it and disarmed the alarm. After stepping out of his shoes, Alaine walked into the kitchen. He set the bags on the counter and started to unload them. He stuffed the bags into one another and put them in for recycling with the others at the bottom of his pantry. Alaine then came to linger beside the male. "Is there anything I can do to help?" he asked. While the idea of simply watching him wasn't a bad one. He didn't feel it was right to just let Liam do all the work.
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Posted: Wed Aug 09, 2017 12:50 am
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MIcha didn’t mind answering any of Samuel’s after all he knew he deserved to know. There wasn’t a lot to say especially since his time in Germany, was more personal than actually trying to have fun. He couldn’t really say he had fun it, had been more of a time to clear his head and think thing through. Moving on really hadn’t been on his mind after all it was hard to forget the one thing in his life that made sense. He listened as Samuel spoke again. Micha merely shrugged, ”At the moment, currently in a hotel.” He spoke leaving out the part where he had just arrived that evening. Micha found it irrelevant. It was true that his reason for returning was more than just his love for New York. As much as he enjoyed his time in New York, it was Samuel that mattered to him. He knew Samuel needed to hear more than just pretty words. ”I came back because I couldn’t forget about you…” Micha spoke as he stood up now stepping away from the bed turning his back a little on Samuel. ”After I left Paris, I was just so angry, at you and at myself.” He spoke running a hand through his hair. ”However I realized that I couldn’t just run away and leave...Sure I disappeared for a year, but I wanted to become someone new, someone who you could love again.” Micha spoke turning back toward Samuel. ”I know that I can’t say I love you enough, but what I can’t forget is the need to have you around, to see you everyday, to listen to your voice, even if it’s just over the phone...I missed the way you try to get my attention by pulling on my clothes, the way you feel the need to be clingy as if I’ll leave, what I miss the most is just our little arguments and making up afterwards.” He spoke feeling a little embarrassed after all he had never really expressed his feelings toward Samuel. Micha usually kept them to himself.
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