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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

This library like so many other places in his mind held some special memories. He recalled the first time he'd shown Micha this room. He remembered the way he played the piano while Samuel accompanied him on his violin. They'd had a nice conversation and learned a few things about the other. It was probably one of the reasons he had grown to like him so much. His playing was moving and so enchanting to watch. Taking a seat on the couch, he watched Micha take in the sight of the room. His smile was infectious as he too recalled the memories of the room. Samuel was quiet as Micha walked over to the piano and pulled back the sheet. Beneath it was his black baby grand piano. Pretty as the last time it was played. It was a little saddening to hear that Micha had stopped playing. "That is a long time....Why did you stop playing?" he asked. Samuel reached out to take Micha's hand again as he came to join him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

After he had left Samuel that year ago, he had gone to Germany. It wasn’t as if he had a place to call home there. Much less access to a piano. He had gone through a period of depression while there. Micha couldn’t even remember the last time he composed a song. He found that it was something he enjoyed before but as of late he had no inspiration, perhaps he could gain some soon but for now he wasn’t sure. Micha shrugged as he head Samuel question him. He felt his hand slip into his own as Samuel took it. ”Well it’s not as if I had access to one…” Micha spoke turning to smile at Samuel. He shifted as he moved to climb into Samuel’s lap. The idea of telling Samuel had been depressed during that time also wasn’t something he was willing to discuss right now, after all he knew Samuel probably hadn’t fared much better after he left. He slipped his hands up as he straddled Samuel’s waist. ”So tell me, are we hiding from your brothers?” Micha asked teasing him as he leaned up to kiss him playfully on the lips.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

It was true, Samuel had not fared much better with Micha gone. His violin laid in its' case just as untouched as the piano. So many in things in his life had been tossed aside or stowed away in his attempts to forget Micha. It was rather selfish of him to think, but Samuel wondered if Micha's giving up the piano had anything to do with him. As he was soon given a reply though he stood corrected. "Sorry I should have known." he replied. It made sense. Micha had never told him if he was exclusively living in one place while he was in Germany. He had simply assumed. Taking hold of the males hand he helped him to join him on the couch. Samuel had expected him to merely sit beside him. Not climb into his lap. But he did not oppose this option. Samuel held on to the male as he adjusted a bit before sitting before him. Holding on to Micha's waist, he smirked up at the male when he questioned him. Closing his eyes, he happily accepted the males kiss and soon kissed him back. "Would you be mad if I said yes?" he teased back. Leaning down, he too another kiss from his lips. He didn't want to talk about his brothers right now. There was plenty of time to talk about them but he'd rather it not be now.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There was no reason for Samuel to apologize. Even if he had access to a piano there was no guarantee he would even attempt to touch it. In the last twenty-fours hours, he was probably the happiest he had been in the last year. Micha had been selfish in running away. He found it had been a mistake one he was regretting, but at least Samuel hadn’t cast him aside as if they had never met. Micha didn’t want to think about it if it had occurred. He shook his head as Samuel responded to his question. Micha laughed softly, ”Not in the slightest, besides I’ve been wanting to kiss you since I woke up.” He spoke admitting to wanting to kiss Samuel, among other things. Micha kissed Samuel feeling him kiss him again. He closed his eyes as he moved closer, his hands resting on his chest. Micha kissed Samuel deeply as he held onto him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Even if he wanted to, he wouldn't be able to toss Micha aside. After all the sadness, the heartache, the loneliness, at the end of the day he just wanted Micha. He missed so many things about him and in his head, he wanted to take his time getting to know him again. But in heart and soul he just wanted to hide away and make-out with him like they were both horny teenagers. His smile grew as the male laughed and shook his head. "Should've told me sooner, we could have skipped breakfast." he teased. Samuel had done his best to stay on his best behavior. But he had to admit, after awhile the silent flirting was getting to him. The immoral thoughts had slowly been filling his head. Samuel kissed him and held on to the male as each kiss was returned. His hands were on his waist and he was so very tempted to do more. To touch him, taste his skin. After sharing a few more deep kisses Samuel pulled back, groaning. "Damn I wanna ******** you." he whispered. He looked up at the male, wondering if he would at least mind him touching a bit.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Skipping breakfast could have been an option as soon as he woke up. However he had been hungry and knew he could wait. Besides he didn’t want to be rude to Samuel’s brothers. Micha had enjoyed breakfast even if it had been something simple. It’s not as if he expected a seven course meal. For all he cared it could have been cereal and he would be content. Micha smiled as Samuel spoke, he knew he could have said no, but breakfast came first. ”Mm, yes I could have.” He admitted after all it wasn’t like he was in dire need of food. Micha kissed Samuel feeling his hands against his waist. He slipped his arms around Samuel’s neck as he held onto him. Micha felt Samuel return his kiss before pulling away. He listened as Samuel spoke surprised by his words. Micha moved closer as he kissed along Samuel’s jawline toward his ear. His hands had slipped back to Samuel’s chest as he nipped on his earlobe. ”I thought I was the only one thinking that.” Micha teased as his lips slipped down toward Samuel’s neck. He had to admit that he had been thinking of doing more with Samuel than mere kissing. Micha had been content with it before but right now he just needed to touch and be touched by Samuel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

If his own need for coffee and food hadn't been so strong, Samuel more than likely would have skipped breakfast just to be with Micha. He didn't care if it was rude. His brothers were grown men they could take care of themselves. And quite honestly he was ready for them to leave. In the past twenty-four hours he'd been lusting after the male and just wanted to be alone with him. Last night he had respected his wishes when he pushed him away. This morning, he was affectionate without being overly clingy. But now.....dear god now he wanted nothing more than to ravish him. As they kissed, he felt the males arms loop around his neck while he held his waist. When he pulled away, Micha seemed surprised but not offended. Samuel closed his eyes for the moment as Micha kissed along his jaw to n** his ear. Samuel bit his bottom lip in an attempt to stay silent. It was hard though. A year was a long time to go without intimacy. For the most part Samuel had been celibate in Micha's absence. Only breaking it on the loneliest nights for a romantic evening with his right hand. Samuel heard the male tease him but had no comeback to it. Instead he allowed the male to do as he pleased while Samuel did the same. His hands groped and felt his lean body, his fingers soon slipping beneath the waistband of his boxers to grab a handful. "You know you still owe me for that night...." he said, turning his towards Micha as he enjoyed the feel of his lips moving across his neck. "We never did finish."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The last year he hadn’t been with anyone either and the idea of touching himself really just didn’t do it for him. It really wasn’t something he would have enjoyed especially since it wouldn’t be the same. He couldn’t resist the urge however to want Samuel. MIcha knew their last time together had ended quickly because he just wasn’t in the mood. He tried not to think of that night especially since the sex had been out of pure anger not love. As he did as he pleased it seemed Samuel as doing the same. Micha felt his hands exploring his body before they were soon dipping below his pants and grabbing his a**. The feeling of Samuel’s hands on him only turned him on more. He moaned at the feeling after all he hadn’t really touched or kissed anyone else since that night. Micha knew he was probably more sensitive now. He laughed softly hearing Samuel speak about owing him. ”Indeed I do.” Micha spoke teasing him back. He leaned back a little as he slipped a hand down between them. Micha slipped his hand over Samuel’s c**k, as he started to massage him through his pants. He leaned up kissing Samuel, ”However I want you first.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel, after all he had been on top that night, right now he just wasn’t in the mood for it. He wanted Samuel to ******** him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Touching himself hadn't been the most satisfying thing to do in his entire year alone. But it kept him company on those lonely night. Kept the memories he treasured most alive. Laying there, alone in the dark he would think of Micha. Their last night together was not one of love or passion. He knew this. Still it meant something. It was the last time he had been to kiss him. The last time he had sex with him. The last time he bathed with him. So many last little things that he had taken for granted in the ten months that they were together. Now he wanted nothing more to touch and feel the things he had thought he had forgotten about. Exploring each others bodies, Samuel found that he had missed the sound of Micha's voice ringing in his ear. He soon heard the teasing tone and met the males lustrous gaze. Samuel paused in his groping and watched Micha reach down between his legs. He swore under his breath and bit his bottom lip again. Hearing the male speak again, he glanced up, smirking. He could work with that. Samuel squeezed the males a** as he pulled him towards him. He kissed him back; gently at first but soon with renewed vigor. After a bit more groping Samuel released the males a** from his clutches. Reaching between them, pulled at the hem of his shirt, breaking the kiss just long enough to remove it from his body.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha couldn’t help himself. The idea of Samuel’s hands on him left him needy. He wasn’t merely content with kisses. Micha needed more and craved it like a junkie who was have crack waved in his face. He heard Samuel swear beneath his breath as he watched him bite his lip. Micha smiled at him, knowing Samuel was probably sensitive as well. He let his hand explore as he groped Samuel. Micha felt Samuel squeeze his a** as he sat there. He smirked at him as he was pulled closer. Micha soon felt Samuel’s lips against his own. He kissed him back, feeling the hunger from Samuel’s kiss. Micha knew Samuel wanted him too as he kissed him deeply as he pushed his tongue into Samuel’s mouth seeking out his tongue. He felt Samuel’s hand pull back from his a** only to feel them tug on his shirt. Micha pulled back from Samuel’s lips as he his shirt was pulled off. He moved back as he kissed Samuel, nipping on his lower lip. He let his hand tug a little at Samuel’s waist band. Micha pulled a hand down as he slipped his hand into Samuel’s pants seeking out his already hardening c**k. He started to stroke him as they kissed.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Why was Micha so different from other men? Twelve months since he'd last felt his touch and he was already bored of simple kisses. His body craved and remembered the way they used to make love. How hot it could be after they made up from an argument. Or how intimate they were after not seeing one another for days when they worked. His mind maybe have tried to forget, but his body knew. Samuel kissed MIcha as though he were the very oxygen needed to breath. Their tongues clashed and brushed against one another as they explored each other only to be broken to remove the useless garment. Samuel dropped the shirt without really paying attention nor caring where it fell. Because as soon as it was out of his way, he immediately went back to kissing him. Samuel moaned softly as his bottom lip was bitten. He raised his hips when he felt Micha tug at his pants. They just needed to go. It didn't take Micha long before his hand wrapped around his c**k. Another soft moan passed his lips. He hated how sensitive he was right now, he felt as though he could come so easily after barely being touched. He was going to have to pay attention to that.

With the males upper half now exposed, Samuel took the opportunity to follow the cords of muscle along the males sides and back. Sliding his hands down, he pushed his bottoms down enough to expose his a**. Samuel slid his middle finger along his crevice before pulling back his cheeks. His middle finger circled the puckered flesh. Laughing a bit, Samuel pulled away for a second time from their kiss. "I just realized there's no lube in here." he said softly. Laughing again, he lightly kissed the male. "Five seconds....can I have my c**k back so I can go get lube?" Samuel smiled up at the male. He knew he probably wouldn't want to stop as much as he did. But given how long it had been for the both of them, they were going to need it.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Stopping now would be hard after all the idea of getting off Samuel did not appeal to him. He was quite content where he was in Samuel’s lips against his own. Micha heard Samuel moan as he stroked his c**k. He knew it wasn’t normal for Samuel to be so loud but he was glad to hear his moans. Micha missed them, as much as he moved his touch. He enjoyed the feeling of Samuel's hands against his body, exploring as he pleased. Micha soon felt Samuel’s hands against his a** again, pulling down his pants enough to expose his a**. It didn’t take long before Samuel’s fingers found their way toward his opening. He could feel them teasing his opening causing him to let out a small moan. Micha wanted Samuel; his hands, his c**k and his mouth. He just needed Samuel to touch him. Micha heard Samuel laugh as he pulled back. He looked at him as he sat there. Micha wasn’t surprised that he didn’t have lube in here, after all it’s not like it was a place that Samuel expected to have sex in. He laughed softly as Samuel spoke, he removed his hand. Micha slipped out of Samuel’s lap. He moved as he pushed his pants down and kicked them aside revealing his naked body. ”Five seconds and counting.” Micha teased, as he stepped back so Samuel to get up and go get the lube.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

As much as he would prefer not to, he knew it was important to go the lube. Otherwise Micha wouldn't be sitting for a week. Samuel teased the male as much as he possibly could and heard the male moan. It was so incredibly sexy and he wanted desperately to hear more. When he pulled back, he watched the male closely halfway wondering if he would allow him to leave. He could understand the frustration of stopping. After all, he felt it too. Soon though he felt the males hand release its hold on his c**k and move out of his lap. The sight of the male slipping out of his remaining clothes gave him pause. Goddamn why was he so sexy? Samuel smirked at the males words "Yes sir." he replied. Standing from the couch there was an obvious bulge in his pants. He didn't care though, Samuel quickly cross the room and shut the door behind him. Looking around the hall the coast was clear. He had the feeling of being a kid again and sneaking around under his families noses. Going down the short staircase, Samuel sprinted down the hall to his bedroom. Flinging open the door he walked over to his dresser and pulled out the top drawer. There, beneath a large pile of balled up socks was a half filled bottle of lube. Samuel quickly snatched the bottle and pocketed it. When he came out, he heard his brothers calling him from downstairs. He really didn't want to bother with them. Not now. Not when he had a bottle of lube in his pocket. And definitely not when he was this hard. Oliver called him again and soon appeared on the floor below.

"Didn't you hear me calling?" asked Oliver, raising an eyebrow towards his brother. Samuel gave a small shrug. What could say? Yeah I heard you but I'd rather get back to my naked boyfriend? That would roll off the tongue well. "Well anyway, Ben and I are about to leave. So come lock up after us." Samuel groaned internally. He did not want to go down there. But he didn't have a choice. Pulling his pants and shirt down a bit, he came downstairs and waited for Benjamin to get his a** in the foyer. The three of them chatted a bit while Samuel said awkward goodbyes and lied to them that Micha was in the bathroom so he couldn't come down to say goodbye either. It felt like literal hours to get them out the door. When he did, he practically slammed it behind them and quickly locked up and set up the alarm.

When he finished with that he raced back upstairs and across the hall. Pushing through the door, he leaned back against the door as he closed it. "My brothers are now gone." he said, smiling over at the male. He knew he was gone longer than five seconds. But it wasn't his fault. Pushing away from the door he crossed the room in three long strides and scooped the male up into his arms.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of stopping for lube did not interest him, though he knew if they didn’t have it, it would only cause him pain. Micha was not into pain that he could have prevented. He let Samuel get up, as he watched him leave. Micha took notice of the obvious bulge in his pants and couldn’t help but smile a little. He moved to sit on the couch while he waited. Micha sat there for what seemed like near hours to him. He was wondering if Samuel had gotten lost perhaps, but his only thought was his brother’s were probably bugging him. Micha continued to wait, he almost contemplated getting dressed again even though he was already naked. He shifted a little as he sat there, his already aching member growing impatient with waiting.

It didn’t take long it seemed for Samuel to return as he informed him is brother’s were gone. Micha watched as Samuel closed the door and walked toward him. He shifted took him in his arms. Micha spoke, ”Good, now you can get back to ******** me and I don’t have to be quiet. He spoke teasing Samuel as he leaned up and kissed him. Micha’s hands slipped to Samuel’s shirt as he grabbed the hem. He pulled at it, pulling back from the kiss to remove his shirt. Micha didn’t want to be the only one naked sitting here.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Of course it would be his luck to get stopped by his brothers. Perhaps it was some mystic force telling him to slow things down. Yeah right. Samuel wouldn't be surprised if his brothers noticed him running back upstairs with Micha. They were smart enough to take a few hints and even smarter to know not to come upstairs. Sure the house was huge and the chances of them hearing them were slim. But the idea of their sibling getting down and dirty was unappealing enough to just leave them to it. After locking up, Samuel booked his way up to the library and came back into the male. Taking him into his arms he smirked at Micha's response before starting to kiss him. Samuel kissed him with the same vigor as before. His hands held on to his slender waist as pulled him back into his lap. As they kissed, Samuel felt the males fingers brush against his skin. The hem of his shirt was soon grabbed and pulled. Samuel lifted his arms and licked his lips as Micha pulled back to remove his shirt. When the one garment was removed, he removed the lube from his pocket and nudged the male up a bit. With one hand still on Micha's waist, Samuel used his free hand to tug his pants down to expose himself. He then lowered the male back into lap and brought him closer to kiss his lips.