ALG poster ~ messg. board

[Sainthood]

ALGer:

Another poem for you...

At this very moment,
I am sitting in a coffee shop somewhere
Like halfway around the world from you
And I am cold. The color has washed
From my skin because it is all staying
Inside to keep me warm and keep my body going.
My heart is pumping blood with the desperation
Of my love for you. It is the thought of you
That keeps my heart pumping and keeps my
Body warm. And all I can smell is the deep rich
Scent of coffee beans being warmed like my
Body, a scent so sweet and sickening it makes
Me think of you. I am always thinking of
You and everything reminds me of you.
But I know nothing about you. I know you like red.
The color of passion, of power and love, but how
Do you like your coffee? I know you want to
Travel, and I want to be there with you, and I
Know, it’s been a while since you’ve had sex.
But how do you like to be touched? A gentle
Kiss or a rough embrace? And I want to travel.
To the edge of the world and back against your
Skin. I want to travel your body and know
Everything that makes you feel. Whether a
Touch that makes you quiver or a sunset that
Makes you cry. I want to explore. The curves of
Your body are just as beautiful as the bends in
Any river. I want to travel with you. I’ve never fallen
This fast from any cliff I’ve jumped off of and I’ve
Never felt an adrenaline rush like the thought of
Your touch and I want you. But what do you want
From me? I’m half Mexican and I know you’ve
Never tried a quesadilla in your life; but what is
Your favorite food? I could question you for hours
And I still wouldn’t know enough about you to be
Satisfied because I want to feel you. I don’t want
To ask questions I want to be with you. I want to
Learn and grow with you. And I know it seems odd
That in such a little time a bond could grow so
Strong but it’s hard. I feel like I’m trapped in a place
I’ve never been and I don’t know these feelings.
You’ve got me trapped in my head with only you
And yet I’m let down by the realization that you’re
Not really there. You’re halfway around the world
And I’m still inhaling the sweet smell of coffee beans.
They say that scent is the biggest trigger of a memory
And I mailed you my scent in a box so you’d think
Of me. But what kind of scents do you enjoy? Maybe
Something sweet or maybe musky, like a light vanilla
Sugar. I love the smell of rain and when it does, I
Think of kisses we might share. We can steal away
On a roof somewhere and create a memory, just
You and me and even God wouldn’t disagree with
The love we could make. And if anybody disagrees
We’ll laugh when God sends us a rainbow. I don’t
Know when all of this will happen but as long as you
Believe in me I will believe in you and together we
Can make it. We’ll take on anyone who says otherwise
And all the while it’ll be you and me against the world.
The way it should be. Because I don’t need anyone the
Way I need you to keep my heart going, to keep my
Blood pumping and keep me warm. I don’t want praise
For poetry. My fingers dance across the keys and my
Brain is saying things that even I don’t understand. But
I understand the feeling. I need these words to keep
Me in place when you’re not around because you’re
The only thing that keeps me on the ground. I know
My head is in the clouds and sometimes I think I
Don’t want to come down but I do. Because I want to
Spend a lifetime on this earth with you and I know that
Won’t be long enough but if it’s all I get, don’t cut it short
For me. I don’t want to scare you with these words I want
To tempt you with my thoughts and I want you to know how
Much I care and let you know that I could deserve you.
Though I don’t think I do. And when it comes to words
Nobody could write them better then you. You said you
Can’t write me poetry, but love, what you don’t see is e
Very word that escapes your lips means more to me. And
The problem with poems is there are not enough words in
Any language to fill any number of pages with my thoughts
Or feelings for you. The words that I want to say to you
Haven’t been written and I go in circles trying to figure out
What I’m saying like a goldfish in a bowl whose memory is
Only three minutes, and maybe it forgets every three minutes
But it’s always excited to follow your finger. Because even
A goldfish wants to be touched; even if only for three minutes.
And now I’m thinking how did a goldfish even come in to
this? I know I’m going crazy, must be the coffee but babe I
know this, every moment I’m away from you I think of all the
things that we will do and this is my promise that it will all
happen. Just be patient and we’ll be together. Until then we
can just get closer. So let me in. We’ll start with a question.
So, how do you like your coffee?  

[out of the woods]

ALG'er,

Every time I see that I've got a new one, I get excited hoping that it's your doing. If it's not your doing, I simply get angry, turn into a giant green beast, and swipe the computer off of my desk with a mighty ROAR OF DOOM. This is a false story. Excluding the fact that I get excited. There's a ton of truth to that.  

[Feels Like Euphoria]

Alger:

I really don't see the point of doing that.
As if everyone didn't know...  

[Feels Like Euphoria]

ALGer:

I wish I looked like you

stare  

[Luno-chan]

shea the anti-venom

alg'ers:i'm sorry...i tried to find some way to be happy for you but i can't....nothing brings me any happiness at all....so i'm giving up on trying....

ALG'er
You'll find it. Reality is what you make of it.  

[Dr. OCD]

ALG'er:

No quoting. razz  

[Luno-chan]

Alg'er

I call shenanigans scream  

[Sainthood]

ALGer:

I wrote you a poem today. However, I don't think I will show it to you because I don't want to make you uncomfortable in anyway. I just want you to know that I do take steps to tell you what I'm thinking but sometimes...it's better not to be in my head.  

[cursedcasanova]

ALG'er:

You, are pure ******** evil.

It worries me how much I like it. xd  

[Sainthood]

ALGer:

It's not being evil. It's being honest.  

[Count-BlahX]

dear alger: Lets tear ourself apart  

[cursedcasanova]

ALG'er:

I love you heart  

[Objectivist_musicnerd]

ALG'er:

If you weren't a Lesbian, I'd totally ask you out.