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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

He couldn't really explain it. Something about the male seemed as though he had drifted off for a minute there. It was odd, one minute he was kissing him like there was no tomorrow. Then the next he kind of just pulled away and escaped into his head much like Samuel did from time to time. He realized it was odd to see someone else do it. Then again, he had to stay out of his own head long enough to realize when another person was doing it. Samuel watched the male smile and shake his head a bit. When he spoke, Samuel leaned down to kiss him sweetly. "Later then." he replied. If it was serious enough, they could talk it over later. Of all the things he wanted between them was to just be honest. That was a big flaw in their last relationship. Samuel understood not wanting to break the mood and so he could wait it out.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha hadn’t realized he had got lost in his own head. He couldn’t help his random thoughts as they seemed to peak at the worst of times. His thoughts weren’t really that important right now or at any time. However he knew keeping them to himself would do no good. Micha had promised to be honest with Samuel, after all that had been something they were lacking before. Being in his own head was something he was used to, after all he had seen it happen to Samuel before. He had gotten used to it. Micha smiled as Samuel leaned down and kissed him. He returned the kiss as he pulled away. Micha nodded, ’Yes, later.” He spoke knowing there was still more to discuss but for now he didn’t want to. Micha pulled Samuel closer as he leaned up to kiss him deeply. He moved his hips coaxing Samuel to continue with ******** him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

It wasn't often he saw Micha get lost in his own thoughts. It made him curious to know what was going on in there. Hopefully nothing bad. But he could worry about it later. Samuel felt the male kiss him back before he pulled away. He smiled as Micha agreed to speak with him later. Being open was something they were going to have to work on. Even if it was something miniscule or stupid. They needed to not bottle stuff up and just learn to say whatever was going on in their head. He came closer to the male as he was pulled down again. Kissing him passionately he couldn't help laughing as the male moved his hips to get him to move. In return, he thrust his hips back into him hard. "Happy now?" he teased. Taking a minute to adjust himself, Samuel lifted the males arms, lacing their fingers as he pinned down his hands. He kissed him with renewed vigor, his hips moving rapidly. His c**k was hard and throbbing as he buried inside the male.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

It was never easy being open. He had to admit that was probably what made things end for them. They were both rather stubborn and would rather keep things bottled inside. Micha liked to keep things to himself as he felt it would make him look stupid if he admitted to what he was thinking for feeling. He knew Samuel would not give up later however if he told him it was nothing to worry about. As he moved his hips he heard Samuel laugh. Micha soon got what he wanted as Samuel moved his hips again. He smiled laughing softly, ”Yes, I am” Micha spoke teasing him as he lay there. He shifted as Samuel pushed his arms up above his head. Micha watched as Samuel slid closer feeling his hands holding him down. He kissed Samuel back as his hips moved faster. Micha held onto Samuel’s hands as he was trapped beneath him. He enjoyed the feeling of Samuel thrusting into him while he lay on top of him. Micha’s own hips moved in time with Samuel as he moaned. The feeling of Samuel’s c**k moving inside him was sending him over the edge. He couldn’t last much longer. Micha moved his hips thrust them up as he soon gave in. He came with it spreading over his lower abdomen and Samuel as well. Micha felt the shivers of his orgasm as it came over him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Samuel heard the male laugh as he teased him. He found it was so fun and easy to do when the male was so wanton. Pinning him down, Samuel kissed him over and over again. His hips never stopping. He breathed in his moans and exhaled his own. Like Micha, he was nearing his end. His stamina wasn't like it used to be and he was sure Micha was the same. It couldn't be helped. Faster, hard, wilder he rode until he felt Micha tense, spilling his seed between them. Unable to keep this up much longer himself, he decided to give in to the pleasure. He thrust into the male a few more times before moaning louder than he was sure Micha had ever heard him, and climaxing inside the male. Panting a bit, he kissed the male a few more time. Pulling back, Samuel up enough to pull out of the male. He didn't really care if they made a bigger mess. They were already a mess. Samuel moved to lay down beside the male. It was cramped, but he didn't care as he wrapped an arm around his waist. "I think it's safe to say we can't be just friends." he teased. Samuel definitely did not want to be friends. And he certainly didn't sleep with his friends like that.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Lying there he didn’t mind Samuel teasing him. It was something he had missed. The idea of teasing Samuel and having him tease back. Most people he knew would probably be annoyed with his ideas of teasing. He found it amusing how Samuel would dish out his own form of teasing. Micha kissed Samuel, as his lungs began to burn. As Samuel moved hard and fast inside him, he gave in cumming between them. He soon felt Samuel move inside him, before quickly cumming inside him. Micha felt his warm seed spread through him knowing he would probably be coated with it. He listened as Samuel moaned enjoying the sound of it. Micha kissed Samuel soon feeling him pull out. He relaxed his legs from around Samuel letting him pull away. Micha shifted as Samuel moved to lie down beside him on the narrow couch. He moved to face Samuel as he lay there, as he relaxed when his arm wrapped around him. Micha laughed softly as Samuel spoke, he slipped a hand over Samuel’s chest. ”Oh really, are you saying you can’t have sex with your friends?” He spoke teasing Samuel as he kissed him gently on the lips before moving to relax beside him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

They laid chest to chest with little to no room in between. His arm was draped over MIcha's waist while holding him close. He was feeling more relaxed than he had all year. He smiled as he teased the male and listened to him laugh. He took a minute to consider the question before shaking his head. "Not since high school." he replied honestly. Closing his eyes, he accepted yet another kiss. Samuel had long stopped sleeping with his friends. He found it just became too complicated and sometimes depressing. While he had once slept with Alaine right before getting with Micha, he didn't exactly count that as sleeping with a friend, since at the time he saw Alaine as more than that. "And what about you?" he asked, curiously. "Are you saying you want to just stay friend who ********> As he spoke in his usual teasing tone, he was very serious. For the last twenty-four hours Micha had been saying that the decision had been left up to him. He was pretty sure at this point they both knew what Samuel wanted. Out of all the pretty words that Micha had told him, he had never really said what he wanted his role to be. He wanted to hear him say.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Lying beside the male he felt cramped on the soda but he didn’t mind. As long as Samuel held onto him he knew he wouldn’t fall. Micha watched Samuel as he questioned him. He waited as Samuel waited for him to think about his question. Micha laughed softly as Samuel responded. True he had never slept with a friend, at least not in a while. He didn’t really believe in having sex with a friend, after all it would only seem awkward afterwards. As he lay there he moved closer toward Samuel as much as it would allow. He relaxed beside Samuel as he listened to him speak. Micha laughed softly at his question. ”If I had wanted to stay ‘just friends’ I wouldn’t have let you ******** me.” He spoke teasing Samuel, but it all honesty he was serious. If he didn’t love Samuel and didn’t want to be with him, then he wouldn’t be here now in his arms naked.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Samuel had no plans of letting the male fall off. Unless of course it was completely by accident. But for now, the male was safe. He heard him laugh when he mentioned no longer sleeping around.The last friend he slept with was someone from senior year whose face and name he no longer remembered. After that, he only slept with his lovers and the casual fling. Samuel felt the male relax beside him and listened when he laughed again before speaking. He took note of the serious tone beneath his teasing. "So if we're not friends, then what are we?" he asked curiously. He still wanted to hear Micha say it. What was Samuel to Micha? His friend, his boyfriend, his future husband? All sounded nice to him. But he wanted Micha to pick his title for him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

As he lay there it was hard not to think about what he wanted. Micha wanted many things, but it wasn’t as if he would get what he wanted by merely asking. He was willing to settle, after all starting over was for the best. Micha couldn’t just jump from being his estranged ex-boyfriend who ran away, to his husband. The thought was nice, but they weren’t at that stage yet. He sighed softly as Samuel questioned him. Micha shifted as he moved to sit up a little, ”I want something more Samuel...I don’t just want to be the man you sleep with, or even your boyfriend.” He spoke as he watched Samuel. Micha had plenty of time to think about what he wanted in the span of a year. He wanted Samuel, all of him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

When he questioned the male he knew he what he was getting into. It was questions like this that needed to be asked, to make sure they were on the same on the same page. In their time apart, Samuel had plenty of time to wonder about the what-if's and where would they be now. Having Micha as someone who was more than his boyfriend would be great. If they had stayed together, he liked to think they would likely to be engaged by now. They wouldn't know though. Samuel moved his arm out of the way as Micha sat up. He nodded in agreement as Micha spoke. "And you don't think I don't want that either?" he asked softly. Sighing, Samuel sat up as well, turning to face the male. Reaching out, he gently took his hand into his own. "Listen, while you were gone, I thought a lot about where we might be. Engaged? Married? I didn't even know if you wanted those things because we never talked about them......I can't be your husband today or even this month. But I'm not saying I never will be. I've said it before and I'm saying it again, I'm yours. You.are.my.soulmate." Samuel was serious. He wanted no other like he wanted Micha. He wasn't going anywhere.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Being married had never really been something he wanted until he met Samuel. He never liked the idea of being tied down. Micha however had changed his mind, even long before they broke up. He knew he wanted to be with Samuel, even if it meant marriage. Micha didn’t know what Samuel wanted, but he had an idea. He wasn’t looking to rush things right now. Micha knew running out now and eloping wasn’t the best of ideas. As he shifted he felt Samuel move as well. He shook his head, ”I know what you want...I knew what you wanted when I first spoke to you last night.” Micha spoke smiling at Samuel. He watched as Samuel sat up as well and took his hand. Micha listened as Samuels spoke. He understood, that Samuel wasn’t going anywhere. Micha had nothing to worry about. He grinned at Samuel’s words. ”I want you Samuel and only you...To have and to hold..” Micha shifted leaning forward as he kissed Samuel. ”For better or worse..” He smiled as he kissed him again.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

For as long as he could remember, Samuel never thought he would have the opportunity of marrying someone he loved. For twenty-six long years he was promised to someone else. For ten years he'd met people whom he thought he could love only to have them end in heartache. Then for the final two, there was Micha. It had always been Micha. The thought of marriage had come into question in his mind but it was as he said, they never spoke of such things. Samuel smiled as Micha spoke. He loved that even after so much time apart that he could read him like an open book. He watched as Micha smiled and spoke again. It was a bit surprising to hear him reciting vows, but at the same made him very happy. Accepting his kiss, he kissed him back. Pulling him closer, Samuel kissed him again. Pulling back for a moment, he repeated the same words as Micha."And I want you, Micha, all of you.....To and to hold.....for better or worse." Leaning forward, he kissed him again, smiling against his lips. "You are mine, and I am yours...until death parts us." he whispered.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha knew from the moment they had been together that Samuel was not merely his. He had been told what his family planned for him. The idea sounded abnormal, but in a world of the rich, it was normal to marrying off your child for the sake of keeping the line or money. Micha understood it, but hadn’t been happy about it. He was happy however now to know that Samuel had come out to his parents, which would have hopefully put them off by the idea of arranged marriage. Micha couldn’t help his need to claim Samuel for his own. Just the idea of them being together wasn’t enough. He didn’t want marriage now, but at least the thought was there. Micha knew it would be awhile before they were back on the level of understanding as they had been before. He was willing to work on it as long as it took. Micha smiled against Samuel’s lips as he kissed him. Feeling him pull him closer, he soon felt Samuel pull away. MIcha listened as Samuel repeated the same words he had spoken. He kissed Samuel back as he was kissed. Micha smiled at Samuel as he spoke again,”You better.” He spoke teasing Samuel as he kissed him again. Micha slipped his hands up around Samuel’s neck as he kissed him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

After his coming out, the idea of him being with any woman was quickly extinguished. Samuel had made it loud and clear just how gay he really was. If he was going to end up marrying anyone it would be Micha. And only Micha. No one else would do. After all, he'd already given himself to Micha ages ago. There was no going back from that. He watched the male smile as he repeated his words and soon felt him kiss back. He laughed when he was teased, but understood the sincerity behind it. "Yes sir." he teased back. Samuel closed his eyes as he was kissed again. Drawing Micha back into his lap, his hands went to his waist as he kissed him back. He thought of just staying here like this for the rest of the day. In his head at least, it sounded nice. Just the two of them, sitting, talking, kissing the day away. But he knew eventually they would have to get cleaned up. When it came time to come up for air, he pulled back gently and smiled at the male. "Wanna take a bath together?" he asked.