How have you changed?

[master_maji]

me i have become less naive , less socially awkward, more friendly and more aware than i was...  

[Tahmuku]

I’ve changed a bit I guess, I’ve become more assertive in my actions (kind of), more easy going, stopped looking for instant gratification, and I have tried to help people more often. I don’t know I feel I left a lot behind now that university has come into my life, and I can say this with the utmost confidence…. That university is not for me in the least. I should have went to an arts collage or at least something that I like, forestry would have been good too.  

[Awesome Akwardness]

Rellik San

Recently I have changed... I have reached the level of SUPER SAIJIN and now I'm OVER 9000!

I couldn't help myself biggrin  

[Lifesucks411]

I am actually very glad that I have changed over the years. For starters I could not fight back. (When I man that I mean stand up for my self) A few years later of therapy here I am. I still am who I was many years ago, i am just more.....how do I but this. Lets just say you mess with me in real life I hope you don't plan too sue me.  

[TheWhiteRaven2501]

Around 16 Ive developed my sense of stubbornness and decided to stand for what I believe in...

Family, Friends, Respect 3nodding

ex: If anyone even thinks about harming my family, I will rip them apart!  

[Veruniel]

Oh god. Over the past couple of years I've changed an awful lot. I finally, finally moved away from home and having a life and flat of my own was sort of an injection of instant maturity. Before then I'd had my parents to help me out with everything but now I'm starting to earn my own living at something I love to do.

Oh yes, and then there's medication. My illness wasn't responding to the stuff I was on, so they changed it... to something that caused massive insomnia and made me anorexic. After a couple months of hell, they changed it again, and the new stuff actually works! Life now seems very much more worth living than it did, and everything is falling into place.

And I'm sort of in love, just possibly maybe. He's someone I work with musically, so we have a lot in common. But what's changed my life isn't *him* so much as knowing I'm able to fall in love again... for the longest time I was emotionally numb.  

[Ende_Neu]

SUICIDE AS AN ART FORM

XXX Zombie Porn

I dont get why someone would want the capacity to be mean.

I hate the fact I'm a b***h to people

Why?

Damn, I love being a jackass

I can understand why some people would really enjoy being brutally honest or just verbally putting other people down, and excel at putting their own interests ahead of most. All people will look down on someone for one reason or another regardless of how much they try to keep an open mind. Some are just more upfront about it than others. If the entire world settled into polite giddy fluff, who would be around to point out the things no one else would have the balls to say? As far as the whole personal change thing goes though, I like the fluff bit of it.

I've drastically changed and twisted countless times within just the past three or four years. Though I've only encountered a glimpse of what any given person can experience at one point in life, it has been enough to make me love and hate the world all at once. Yes, everything can seem cruel, dishonest and unfair at times and it really is all of that and even more horrible things. However, that contrast makes me enjoy every single moment of happiness thrown my way in life.

In its own way, cruelty has made me numb to pain, to the point where I'm compelled to crave it within myself and others. Sometimes I forget how much of an addiction it can actually be. Through all of that though, I've found an acceptance of life itself, a sense of understanding and forgiveness for humanity (even for myself), and an overwhelming love for even something so trivial as daylight streaming through the glass bottles on my windowsill, or a hug from someone I hardly know, given without prompt or question, just because they can see something is bothering me.

(Haha. Okay, this came out longer than I had meant it to be)  

[MortSanglant]

I've changed a ton.

I started my dating career [yeah, I'm calling it a career] when I was 14 going on 15. My first relationship wound up making me a wreck. He was clinically depressed and not taking his meds. I felt it was my duty to keep him happy, which is impossible when someone is depressed. I drove myself crazy. I emerged from that relationship emotionally calloused toward people who are suicidal and people who won't help themselves - I still am to this day.

I then moved into a relationship that I thought was the best thing that happened to me. I'm not going into details but I never realised just how horrible he was until recently. I left that relationship a puddle of flesh. It was pitiful. I finally conceded to not care about people at all. I adopted a general misanthropic attitude joined with immense cynicism, fatalism, and pessimism. I wasn't really a happy person to be around. I was, however, in denial regarding that.

I dabbled in sexual promiscuity for a while. Finally wound up with another person who I claimed made me entirely happy. In all truth, there's nothing wrong with him. I just think I was forcing myself to be happy. I wasn't really happy. I ended that just this past fall with the promise to myself to be a better person - while I was with this guy I was still a pretty big downer.

I've finally adopted a general love for life and living. Happiness is something I live for. For a while I had stopped making art. I'm finally back into the world of creation. Something I never realised how much I missed. Also back into the literary world. I really had stopped doing a lot of the things I loved because of delving too much into the relationship world. I'd say in the past five years I've grown immensely. I have developed a very healthy outlook on life. I can still be pretty misanthropic and cynical. I don't think I'll ever rid myself fully of those characteristics. They come from my immense attachment to logic. However, overall I've adopted a really zen outlook on things. I do my best not to complain about what I can't change and really enjoy soaking up the beauty of the moment.

I've emerged from my strict fashion diet of black. It gets boring. I'm actually really into earth tones right now. I used to hate brown. I can't give up black entirely. I usually have at least one black article of clothing on. But I've branched out regarding fashion. I mix anything. My closet is no longer the "black hole" - yeah, that's what I called it.

There's so much that I've changed regarding. Throughout it all I've always been me. I've never pretended to be someone else. That's a constant I'd like to never change.

Btw, I'm now with someone who shares the same wonderful outlook on life and I am positively, without a doubt, blissful.

 

[Cockroach Waltz]

If anything, I think I've become a lot more calm and less dependent on others to make myself happy. I used to also be very paranoid about friendships and took things really personally but I've began to worry less and realize that most of the things I'm paranoid about are ridiculous and that people have better things then to constantly worry about what I'm doing.

 

[black chrystal]

ive become mare rebellious and DANG does that feel nice!!!



p.s. YOUR PARENTS ARE LIKE THE GOVERNMENT. REBEL!!!!!!!!! xd  

[Henneth Annun]

black chrystal

ive become mare rebellious and DANG does that feel nice!!!



p.s. YOUR PARENTS ARE LIKE THE GOVERNMENT. REBEL!!!!!!!!! xd

YOUR PARENTS ARE LIKE THE NAZIS. REBEL AND THEY SHOOT YOU.  

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Blackrose Kaire

Rellik San

Recently I have changed... I have reached the level of SUPER SAIJIN and now I'm OVER 9000!

I couldn't help myself biggrin

This is full of win :3  

[Jkiller00]

Yea, I've change I use to be a cry baby. Now I am just Angry half the time. neutral