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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:44 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:45 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:47 pm
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Schwarzkatze 2morowsdeath im not blamming it on depression im blaming it on my self for its my fault i have it but still i tend to have a one tracked mind when when im typing out of depression but im not looking for some one to live up im trying to lose the ones i love so i can die a meaning less death That's interesting because when I get depressed I have a tendancy to go empty. Maybe it's just the way I've lived my life though. Very empty. I also have a habit of pushing everyone away. I guess I figure if everyone gives up on me like I've given up on myself, no one will have to worry about me anymore and I will finally be able to rest in peace. I've come to learn though that that will never happen. Someone will always care no matter how hard you push. Just ask anyone in the ER. rolleyes So now I'm trying to find things that I can apply to my life that will make it better. Over the past year I've gotten on medication and while it's helped, it's still not great. I know I will always have this thing inside me, but I'm finally getting around to learning to live with it. Try playing with buddhism. They have so many little ideas that are so wonderful. Or just meditation. It helps with the inner peace part. now. now you can look at others a truly understand them confession will be your savor. not a god not a belife but i come here and bring hate to you now maybe you can see what my intensions really are
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:49 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:50 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:50 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:51 pm
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Tenebrion Valefor 2morowsdeath Tenebrion Valefor Someone has a bit of an ego. this may be true to you but you maynot tuly understand why I dont really care anyways. then your blinded
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:52 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:58 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:10 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:21 pm
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