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TheWalkingThread Troxey TheWalkingThread Troxey Am theoretically a F to M transgender, however, I really haven't started anything, seeing that am only sixteen and none of my family members know about my identity issues.. Nor can I afford anything at the moment. I have longed to be a male for ever since I can remember. However, some months ago, I was joking around with my twin sister, and she said this: "If you ever become a boy, I will disown you. You know that, right?" That changed my mind about telling my family all together, fearing that maybe, they would all have that attitude.. I hope to soon be open with them, perhaps when I graduate. I still like men, and I do like dressing up sometimes, but I am more comfortable being a boy, and being referred to as such.. I hope this makes sense. ; u ;' Of course it makes since! and I know the feeling. My father probably would respond well to the fact that I sometimes want to be a woman and live like a woman. For me... I love being a guy and doing guy things. Then when I dress up as a girl I feel like I can be a completely different person and being gender blind helps. So interests in dating are more open. But I think the only thing I really have to work on when presenting is my face... I really have to do some hardcore grooming to take away the masculine features. However I haven't done any of that in a while. Luckily for me. My frame is unique enough to where I can be both masculine and feminine with almost no effort. Lucky. I have a very feminine face and figure; Not that I mind it, it's just.. You know. Without the surgery I just don't feel right. Think think in my case. Though, I am curious about the surgery. I'd never do it. Because when I am in my male skin I am pretty comfortable... It's really just coming to terms with the fact that I am two people sharing the same body. If that makes sense. |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 1:22 am
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0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread Yeah I used to be a part of a community and it's funny to notice how they're constantly calling each other out on either not being passable enough, or being too passable. Nice to meet you also. smile yep exactly just made feelings worse for me. hell i go off of how i feel and i think that no one can tell you or should try to tell yoy how you feel....you know you best that and i have only once been called she when presenting n that was a long time ago The biggest thing for me is acceptance over all. Like when my cousin was growing up. He tried so hard to convince everyone he wasn't gay. Only to come out a few years ago. yeah pretty much...its killn me though :/ im just at a huge road block emotionally n everything I know what you mean. I have to hide my other side most of the time. same...my whole life would be destroyed at this point if i didnt |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 1:23 am
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0ntogeny TheWalkingThread Troxey TheWalkingThread Troxey Am theoretically a F to M transgender, however, I really haven't started anything, seeing that am only sixteen and none of my family members know about my identity issues.. Nor can I afford anything at the moment. I have longed to be a male for ever since I can remember. However, some months ago, I was joking around with my twin sister, and she said this: "If you ever become a boy, I will disown you. You know that, right?" That changed my mind about telling my family all together, fearing that maybe, they would all have that attitude.. I hope to soon be open with them, perhaps when I graduate. I still like men, and I do like dressing up sometimes, but I am more comfortable being a boy, and being referred to as such.. I hope this makes sense. ; u ;' Of course it makes since! and I know the feeling. My father probably would respond well to the fact that I sometimes want to be a woman and live like a woman. For me... I love being a guy and doing guy things. Then when I dress up as a girl I feel like I can be a completely different person and being gender blind helps. So interests in dating are more open. But I think the only thing I really have to work on when presenting is my face... I really have to do some hardcore grooming to take away the masculine features. However I haven't done any of that in a while. Luckily for me. My frame is unique enough to where I can be both masculine and feminine with almost no effort. Lucky. I have a very feminine face and figure; Not that I mind it, it's just.. You know. Without the surgery I just don't feel right. Think think in my case. Though, I am curious about the surgery. I'd never do it. Because when I am in my male skin I am pretty comfortable... It's really just coming to terms with the fact that I am two people sharing the same body. If that makes sense. makes sense to me i say this all the time and get bs for it like im making s**t up
Well I can definitely sympathize and empathize with you. I know how you feel. |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 3:19 am
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TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread Troxey TheWalkingThread Troxey Am theoretically a F to M transgender, however, I really haven't started anything, seeing that am only sixteen and none of my family members know about my identity issues.. Nor can I afford anything at the moment. I have longed to be a male for ever since I can remember. However, some months ago, I was joking around with my twin sister, and she said this: "If you ever become a boy, I will disown you. You know that, right?" That changed my mind about telling my family all together, fearing that maybe, they would all have that attitude.. I hope to soon be open with them, perhaps when I graduate. I still like men, and I do like dressing up sometimes, but I am more comfortable being a boy, and being referred to as such.. I hope this makes sense. ; u ;' Of course it makes since! and I know the feeling. My father probably would respond well to the fact that I sometimes want to be a woman and live like a woman. For me... I love being a guy and doing guy things. Then when I dress up as a girl I feel like I can be a completely different person and being gender blind helps. So interests in dating are more open. But I think the only thing I really have to work on when presenting is my face... I really have to do some hardcore grooming to take away the masculine features. However I haven't done any of that in a while. Luckily for me. My frame is unique enough to where I can be both masculine and feminine with almost no effort. Lucky. I have a very feminine face and figure; Not that I mind it, it's just.. You know. Without the surgery I just don't feel right. Think think in my case. Though, I am curious about the surgery. I'd never do it. Because when I am in my male skin I am pretty comfortable... It's really just coming to terms with the fact that I am two people sharing the same body. If that makes sense. makes sense to me i say this all the time and get bs for it like im making s**t up Well I can definitely sympathize and empathize with you. I know how you feel. |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 3:20 am
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0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread Troxey Lucky. I have a very feminine face and figure; Not that I mind it, it's just.. You know. Without the surgery I just don't feel right. Think think in my case. Though, I am curious about the surgery. I'd never do it. Because when I am in my male skin I am pretty comfortable... It's really just coming to terms with the fact that I am two people sharing the same body. If that makes sense. makes sense to me i say this all the time and get bs for it like im making s**t up Well I can definitely sympathize and empathize with you. I know how you feel. its nice to know some one does even though id not wish this crap on anyone :c |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 4:10 am
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TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread Troxey Lucky. I have a very feminine face and figure; Not that I mind it, it's just.. You know. Without the surgery I just don't feel right. Think think in my case. Though, I am curious about the surgery. I'd never do it. Because when I am in my male skin I am pretty comfortable... It's really just coming to terms with the fact that I am two people sharing the same body. If that makes sense. makes sense to me i say this all the time and get bs for it like im making s**t up Well I can definitely sympathize and empathize with you. I know how you feel. its nice to know some one does even though id not wish this crap on anyone :c Well, we're fighting the same battle. It's best not to do it alone. |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 5:31 am
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0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny makes sense to me i say this all the time and get bs for it like im making s**t up Well I can definitely sympathize and empathize with you. I know how you feel. its nice to know some one does even though id not wish this crap on anyone :c Well, we're fighting the same battle. It's best not to do it alone. couldnt get more true than that
I'm sure if I knew you in IRL. I would let you be you around me all the time. Of course as long as the same was allowed razz |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 6:08 am
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TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny makes sense to me i say this all the time and get bs for it like im making s**t up Well I can definitely sympathize and empathize with you. I know how you feel. its nice to know some one does even though id not wish this crap on anyone :c Well, we're fighting the same battle. It's best not to do it alone. couldnt get more true than that I'm sure if I knew you in IRL. I would let you be you around me all the time. Of course as long as the same was allowed razz |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 7:08 am
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0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny its nice to know some one does even though id not wish this crap on anyone :c Well, we're fighting the same battle. It's best not to do it alone. couldnt get more true than that I'm sure if I knew you in IRL. I would let you be you around me all the time. Of course as long as the same was allowed razz id totally say the same...in desperate need of a good friend who is in my position who lives close. i have some amazing trans friends but they are all so far sad |
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 11:54 am
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TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny its nice to know some one does even though id not wish this crap on anyone :c Well, we're fighting the same battle. It's best not to do it alone. couldnt get more true than that I'm sure if I knew you in IRL. I would let you be you around me all the time. Of course as long as the same was allowed razz id totally say the same...in desperate need of a good friend who is in my position who lives close. i have some amazing trans friends but they are all so far sad Unfortunately, I live in China for the next year. |
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Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 2:17 am
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0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny couldnt get more true than that I'm sure if I knew you in IRL. I would let you be you around me all the time. Of course as long as the same was allowed razz id totally say the same...in desperate need of a good friend who is in my position who lives close. i have some amazing trans friends but they are all so far sad Unfortunately, I live in China for the next year. oh wow...you ever live in the USA or? Whats China like?
I'm from the US. Louisiana. But I am teaching in China for a year. I don't like it as much as I liked korea. But there is still a lot of cultural differences to take advantage of here. |
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Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 5:16 am
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TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny TheWalkingThread 0ntogeny couldnt get more true than that I'm sure if I knew you in IRL. I would let you be you around me all the time. Of course as long as the same was allowed razz id totally say the same...in desperate need of a good friend who is in my position who lives close. i have some amazing trans friends but they are all so far sad Unfortunately, I live in China for the next year. oh wow...you ever live in the USA or? Whats China like? I'm from the US. Louisiana. But I am teaching in China for a year. I don't like it as much as I liked korea. But there is still a lot of cultural differences to take advantage of here. ah ok very interesting. what do you teach? How old are you? if you dont mind |
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Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 7:21 am
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Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 7:34 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 3:03 am
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