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The_9th_Doctors_Rose Crew
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2015 10:13 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 01, 2015 4:57 pm
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The_9th_Doctors_Rose Crew
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Posted: Sun Mar 01, 2015 9:12 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 02, 2015 12:15 am
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Isis Wife Of Osiris The_9th_Doctors_Rose Today is the last day of my odd, unexpected, four day weekend. Wade and I went and got a pizza I can actually have from Papa Murphy's. It was a medium. It cost $23...Wade is super annoyed about it. He said it better be the best damn pizza I've ever eaten... *sighs* Holy crap, it better be and i want a slice! I'd rather pick up a trio of $5 pizzas from Little Caesar's than pay that much for a medium. Looks like you feel the same way I do. Everything is a chore lately.
No, you don't understand... I CAN'T pick up $5 pizzas from Little Caesar's... I CAN'T eat anything I used to. I am on a strict diet and if I break it I can go into a flare and stomach spasms, cramps, diarrhea, etc. There are three kinds of IBS. IBS-D (the kind where you constantly have diarrhea), IBS-C (the kind where you are always constipated), or IBS-A (Alternating between D and C). I have A (mostly constipation with some diarrhea spells thrown in).
Dealing with IBS
Low Fodmap Diet
So, on top of the diet side of things IBS is also flared by Stress (which the video explains far better than I can).... so working at the job that I hate on an almost daily basis is NOT helping. I went nearly all weekend without a flare... now that I have to go back tomorrow my body is starting to feel the impending stress that I am dealing with and is starting to launch itself into an attack (I can feel it brewing already). Its miserable... and on top of it all I am so depressed I just want to go jump off a bridge or something. I literally want all of this to end but I'm too chicken and I promised Wade and Bella (my best friend) that I wouldn't do that. If it weren't for them and my fear I would have already ended this miserable thing I call an existence already.
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The_9th_Doctors_Rose Crew
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Posted: Tue Mar 03, 2015 10:55 pm
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Isis Wife Of Osiris The Little Caesar thing was a figure of speech... Also, you have been through worse and survived. emotion_hug I know you can deal with this. WADE GET OFF YOUR ******** a** ALREADY. Password lock the damn computer or something but GET HIM OFF OF IT. That s**t is addictive and distracting. I quit ALL the games because they're time wasters. Does oatmeal work for you? Here's something... I don't know if it will relax you but it makes me feel like I'm on a starship or something: The Loneliest Whale - 52 HertzIt's quite literally the recording of a whale that has a song unlike any other species. There's only one of it. So even if you feel lonely, always remember you CAN talk to people and let it all out. You're a person, not a whale. (Don't you dare crack a fat joke about yourself, either!) emotion_hug
Yea that makes sense... Hmm... maybe I should but I don't know if that would help anything... will probably just cause a fight honestly. The end of this job is in sight so hopefully that will help with all the stress and the flares...
Oh wow... that's neat... poor whale...
LOL Fat joke... probably should have...
emotion_hug Than you Gigi.... I'm exhausted.... sorry about the lack of timely reply....
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The_9th_Doctors_Rose Crew
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The_9th_Doctors_Rose Crew
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Posted: Sat Mar 14, 2015 11:47 am
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Posted: Tue Jul 14, 2015 8:31 am
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