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Hahah, i guess Shikamaru really did know how to go against Hidan after all. Him Kakuzu now has 3 hearts. And damnn!!! he's an old man.

I don't like being called one. Because all of the other ones aren't feeling this feeling I'm... feeling. D:< I'm not saying they're aren't as good as me, I'm saying they don't have to go through the same hardships.

It's not that I want out, though, either... it's the only choice I have. If he was a celebrity or something at least he'd be flesh and blood. But yeah. Most people I've told about it think I'm crazy or desperate. I didn't ask for this to happen. All it will bring is suffering in the end.

Hope has been always been a huge part of it. I would meditate. I would try my best to think things through. I'd be as fair as possible. But it's hard to work with kids. Kids my age. And older guys have goals in life; college, their first few jobs... they're too busy. Love is... a very strong emotion. I would tell myself again and again it's impossible to... People say love is a flesh and blood thing. A soul thing. But then why do I feel the way I do? Some people tell me love and longing are not the same emotion. But it isn't just longing, though a lot of it is... Love has always been a fight for me. I always had to try to buck it off. To forget about it. This is important now more than ever. But especially now, it's just painful. Painful because I was stupid enough to ever read Naruto.

AH! Well, the excerpt! I love that play... redface Sorry, thought you were talking about how ugly/unworthy... Eh... My bad. But yeah. People tell me. Just UNlove him. Or, find someone else. It isn't easy. It's easier to fall in than it is to climb back out. In a case like this, I can't make him do something stupid to make me hate him. Kishimoto writes the manga a certain way, and that's the way it is. I can only grow more and more fond of him. I'm sure it doesn't bother anyone, cross anyone's minds... that people ACTUALLY feel these feelings. I know that people like me are rare, but I know I can't be the only one. Lots of people love Naruto like a brother.

What good would that do if I know in your heart of hearts that you, just like all fangirls, want... well, him. Lying about it or keeping quiet about it won't change the fact... My heart is torn and will be that way until I find a solution. A very logical person, I am someone who likes practical and scientific solutions. My study leads to nowhere. Love is non tangible. It's hard to destroy something that isn't there.

It isn't working for me, period. crying

the Shodaime was his first Konoha ninja huh? was he the one that killed him? or did he died old?

YASRS.

H-HOW DO WE KNOW IT'S COLORED?! I WANT IT... It's going to be Shikamaru and Hidan and Kakashi and Kakuzu, isn't it?! I WAAAANT!! DX

Well. It could be a fangirl plus? Or not at all. @_@

"If he was a celebrity or something at least he'd be flesh and blood." I've said that before. Pretty much those exact words.

It's also - love - a strong feeling when there's nothing to compare it to. Or if there is something, then it can make it stronger. Both ways work and depend on the person and their situation... Love is a strong emotion about someone. Someone that has a personality that you like and looks (because it does play a role) and everything rolled into one and other such things. And, I think many people feel love differently (or the feeling of being in love, as it were) so it's hard for someone to say, "You can't feel _X_ way!" Because, you know your feelings best - whether they do or don't make sense...

^.^ It's a very nice excerpt... At least, I liked it and I liked the emotion it showed. Naw. I have no reason to say such things like that. And yeah, you can "just find someone else." It's hard to argue that statement to some one who doesn't get it - when basing it off of a fictional character, but it's true that it's not something you can "just do" or "undo" the same way it is with a real person.

3nodding I don't think I know anyone that's fallen for any of the Naruto characters to that extent - besides yourself - but I have seen them from other series'. Which never really struck me as odd. Not to that extent.

Well, one reason I mentioned not speaking of him was to prevent any misunderstanding or such to happen. Know what I mean? Because of how you feel and all.

Love... Love is a very complicated thing.

I do wish you the best of luck with handling the emotions and the next steps.

o.o It's going to be in colour?

I read somewhere, from a fan, that the next chapter isn't for another 2 weeks o.o

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT THAT LONG! MY LIFE'S GONNA END BEFORE THAT CHAPTER APPEARS!!! Dxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Heh.

Your fan may be wrong, Otakugyrl. It wasn't like that last year. It came out regardless of the holiday.