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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 9:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 9:45 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 10:48 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 11:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 11:35 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 11:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 10:19 am
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Just popping in for a moment while I'm at school. This past weekend has been....hmmm, I'm not even sure how to explain it. I worked, got bummed cause I didn't get to see Ashley again, but I'll see her this friday, hopefully, so I'll try and not get to down.
I've done some hard-thinking on who I am and how I react to things, and I realize I really need to get some help for myself, either just me doing it on my own, or trying to talk to a professional of sorts. I'm not sure yet, maybe I'll see if this college has a counseler or something and talk to them, see what they think. All I know is I keep doing all this stupid stuff cause I keep letting my emotions and stupidy get in the way, and I'm hurting people I care about, and I'm tired of it. so, I need help, seriously. I'm tired of being the way I am. I've tried lightly to change all these years and I know I have, but I still have a hell of a long way to go.
Anyway, today is my birthday....whooo...*dejectedness* It's really been nothing special, as expected. Although some random lady that I rung up the other day at my job (I'm a cashier) came in yesterday an d gave me a card and a piece of cake just cause I told her it was going ot be my birthday today(monday) and I wans't going ot be in work. So, that made my day, sorta.
Anyway, gonna go home, move my comp desk around so it works better, hang out with my friends amanda and jeremy, and wait for the cable guys to come and reconnect me, hopefully I have enough money *sighs* I'm pretty much broke now with only like 70-some bucks in the bank, so hopefully what I have to pay is less then that. I should be getting paid friday, though. So hopefully I'll be okay.
Anyway, I'm gonna go slink off now, don't know exactly when I'll be on again, probably later if things go well. If not...then...hmmm, I'll be here when I'm here, I guess.
Bye.
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 10:30 am
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 11:02 am
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 12:42 pm
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Lately has been awful hard. I hate to think how long this is going to last.
PET UPDATE:
Goliath; Hes still not feeling well. hes having diarehea, and in his best interest (so grandma dosent kill him) hes stayed in a cage for two full days. I feel disconected with him, and he dosen't want to play face to face with me as he useualy did. Hes probably mad, and dosen't understand its for his best.
Draco; Draco is looking better, she even pooped on grandmas porch. She went outside yesterday, and got to go around the garden. Shes not eating well, and i'm still worried.
Beeper: Beeper.. i'm afraid is stressing, hes still blind, and being fed often, lately, i'm worried about it. he can't see to bite the rat on the face, and it worries me because I refuse to feed thawed, as it sometimes dosen't thaw and can cause infection.
All in all, these are the three i'm worried about; other then Phantom and Screech. We've been here at least two weeks and phantom is still freaked out, and screech has decided to poop infront of the litter box.
Anyway..time to get going. a girl frop petco is going to come with us to paint out house. razz
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 3:05 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 6:02 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 7:12 pm
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Nekoyaki Leyla Giselle Can't help but feel down about my own art as of late. I've been comparing myself to better artists, and i know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I just feel like I should give up on drawing furry art. On another note, I've been working on a manga idea I hate that phase. I'm still going through it.
I'm going through it too..x_x..
I think I have too much fun dressing my avatar.
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Posted: Mon Sep 11, 2006 7:29 pm
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