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[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of trying new things with Samuel excited him. He knew there was a few things they had talked about but had never really gone through with. Micha had to wonder if Samuel had been truthful with his teasing, or was he just amusing him. He would worry about it later, as he turned his attention toward what going on right now. Micha kissed Samuel feeling it deepen. He ran his hand up into Samuel’s hair as they kissed. Micha soon felt a hand travel down to his a**. He couldn’t help but moan against Samuel’s lips. Micha nipped Samuel’s lower lip as they kissed.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

His heart was pounding as he sat there listening to the ringing tone in his ear. More tears formed and fell as his hand shook. He chewed on his bottom lip as he waited. He hated feeling like this. He hated Liam for making him feeling like this. It wasn't bad enough to just leave him on his own but then he had to go and do that. Closing his eyes he continued to cry, sobbing softly as the tone rang again. Soon, the line connected and he heard the males voice. He couldn't tell what sort of mood he was in. Between his fear and barely controlled sobs he found he could not speak. His throat felt dry and tight, making it hard to swallow. He sniffled and tried his best to talk only to let out another sob. Snapping his mouth shut, he sniffled again and hung up. He couldn't do this. Not over the phone. But he couldn't trust himself to drive either. Putting the car in park, he cut the engine and laid his head against the steering wheel. He wouldn't go anywhere until he was able to get a hold of himself. If that was for a few minutes or a few hours he didn't care. Jepsen was right to worry about him driving.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

If Micha wanted to try something new, then he would give it a try as well. He didn't mind talking about it later, maybe looking up a few guides, and trying out some yoga before hurting himself. Although he had been teasing the male earlier it was just all talk. He was as serious as Micha was. It would fun. And if it failed they could laugh about it later when they explained to the ER doctor how they ended up in such a compromising position. Samuel held on to the male as he kissed him again. He felt the males free hand move into his hair while at the same time Samuel grabbed his a**. He smirked as the male moaned, kissing his again. As the male kissed him back, he felt the n** to his lower lip. His c**k twitched in the males hand. Samuel kissed him several times over before coming up for air. Licking his lips, he pulled back a bit. "So I'm curious, now that you know all my little dirty secrets. What did you do? I mean since you said you never masturbated or slept with anyone else?" he asked curiously. "Didn't you get any urges or anything?"

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Answering his phone, he heard silence on the other end. Liam didn’t even know if Alaine had meant to call him. He wondered if it was a pocket dial. The longer the silence loomed on, he could hear crying on the other end. Liam felt an ache suddenly in his chest. He didn’t even get to speak again before he heard the call disconnect. Liam sighed wondering if he should call back, but then again he knew Alaine would call back if he truly wanted to talk to him. He moved toward the couch as he grabbed the remote. Liam laid down on the couch pulling a blanket over him. He turned on the television as he flipped through the channels. Liam glanced at his phone however. He pulled up an image of Alaine on his phone. Liam sighed softly, wishing Alaine was here more than anything and that everything that had happened in the last twenty-four hours was a dream.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He thought of calling him back. If no other reason he wanted to hear his voice. To hear him say it was all a mistake and that he was still his. Foolish thinking, it was. Alaine lost track of time how long he was on the side of the road. He cried until the last tear fell and his nose was raw from blowing it every few seconds. When he pulled away from the steering weigh, he turned the key and turned off the flashers. Pulling into the road, he continued the familiar drive home to the entrance gate. Punching in the card he waited as it slowly opened before following the same streets to his home and pulling into the garage. He shut off the car once more and staggered in through the door. As always, he went through the familiar process of closing the garage, disarming the alarm, and resetting it as he then would lock up. He kicked off his shoes and walked down the hall to the living room. It was there he flopped on the couch and pulled his phone close. He wanted to call Liam again. More so, he wanted Liam here. He wanted him holding on to him while they talked about nothing and everything all at the same time. He wanted Liam. Closing his eyes, he held on to his phone, and soon started to drift as exhaustion started to take over.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Indeed there had been urges, however what would be the point to indulge in them. He never found the idea of self pleasure as something he found enjoyable. Micha knew that most people could enjoy the idea of sex without a partner. There was many things he could have done however he hadn’t. It was simply to ignore the urges that were there, especially if he didn’t have someone there to enjoy them with. He had never found the idea of finding a partner while he was in Germany. In his mind, no man could compare to the way Samuel loved him both physically and mentally.

Kissing Samuel, he couldn’t help the moan that escaped his lips. Simply touches was all he needed. Micha felt Samuel’s c**k twitch in his hand as he stroked him. He soon felt Samuel pull back from their kiss. Micha listened as Samuel spoke and couldn’t help but smirk lightly. ”It’s easy to get excited, especially with the memories of us, but that doesn’t mean I always have to touch myself to gain pleasure.” He teased, shifted pushing his hips forward. Micha grabbed both their cocks, as he started stroking them together.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Indulging in pleasuring himself probably wasn't the best thing to get through the lonely nights. But it was better than laying in the dark, alone all night with blue balls. Sure he could have just as easily gone to find someone, but he was likely to just compare them to Micha. Instead he chose to cling to his memories. He laid awake many a night fantasying about Micha being back in his arms. Holding him, kissing him, even just talking with him. While he enjoyed many of the sexual aspects of their relationship, he also missed the simple pleasures. Eating together, sleeping together, bathing together, sharing their day, even just lazing about as they were now. No other man could feel that void.

Samuel enjoyed touching Micha. It amused him to hear him moan so easily. He liked being touched as well. He couldn't help it as his c**k twitched. He soon pulled back to speak and listened as the male gave his reply. He smirked as he was teased again. What Micha was saying wasn't wrong. He held on to the male as he shifted in his lap. He felt their cocks being pressed together as the male stroked them both. "So what's your favorite memory?" he asked.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Being hung up on, he wasn’t sure what to expect now. He had heard crying on the other end but no words. Liam wasn’t sure if he should call Alaine back, or wait for another call. He knew however if he didn’t call back, then he wouldn’t get another call. Liam waited a while before finally deciding to call Alaine back. He pushed the call button on the other end. Liam wasn’t sure if Alaine would even pick up. In his own way, he just wanted to hear Alaine’s voice. After all he knew if he did, then he would do anything and everything for him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

His emotions weighed on his mind heavily. He laid in the darkness in hopes that his dreams would soon find him. Alaine clung to his phone. He wasn't sure if Liam would call him back. He hoped so, but that same hope was dwindling. All night he had been recalling how angry Liam had been with him and how he couldn't seem to get away from him fast enough. The silence was deafening and his breathing seemed louder than usual. Or maybe that was just because his nose was still running. He wasn't crying as hard now, but the tears were still there. As he laid there he tried to sleep but his mind was too busy. The minutes passed and suddenly his phone beside him. Sitting up, he wiped his eyes and looked down at the name. He thought of just letting it go to voicemail. Maybe Liam could just leave him a message and they could play some annoying game of phone tag. But he didn't want to give himself the option for fear that Liam might never call him again. Swiping his thumb across his screen, he answered and brought the phone to his ear. "H-hello?" he asked. He hated the way his voice sounded. It was so obvious he had been crying. Good thing they weren't face timing one another. He'd never live it down.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of being back in Samuel’s arms once again had been a surprise. He had never expected it, he had been merely taking a chance. Micha didn’t want to think about the idea of Samuel with another man. He wasn’t sure he could handle the rejection again. Micha wanted nothing more than to laze around and just be in Samuel’s company as they were for the rest of their lives. Sure they would argue and have differences, but there was always a day to make up.

Feeling Samuel’s hand on him was an easy turn on. After all he knew what he could do with those hands. Micha was only excited more. He held onto their cocks as he stroked them. Micha listened as Samuel questioned him and an instant thought came to mind. ”The first time you let me ******** you.” He spoke smiling at Samuel. Micha had never expected such thing after all he had always been told Samuel was never going to let him. He knew then that Samuel trusted him more than anything. Micha took great treasure in that moment, as his favorite memory of them.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Samuel could understand the males feelings. After all, Micha was just as skilled with his own hands. The only thing he loved even more was when he used his mouth. He was content with what they were doing now. Holding onto the male, he watched a bit as the male stroked their cocks together. Samuel watched the male curiously as his question seemed almost too easy. He smirked as he was soon given a response. "Oh?" he asked curiously. "And what about that memory is so special?" Leaning forward he stole another quick kiss. He could take a few guesses on why Micha might enjoy it so much. Though he had some reasons of his own to like it as well. But he wanted to hear Micha's reasons first before sharing any of his own thoughts.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Liam wouldn’t blame Alaine if he never wanted to speak to him again. He only hoped that wasn’t the case however. Liam felt bad for yelling at Alaine because he knew he didn’t deserve it. He had wanted to apologize however he knew that it was something that could not be forgiven. Liam had hurt Alaine beyond repair. He never expected Alaine to call him. Liam couldn’t help himself when he called back after being hung up on. He wanted, but also needed to hear his voice even it was words of hate. Liam heard Alaine’s voice on the other end as he picked up. He breathed a sigh of relief but he was still nervous. Liam shifted on the couch as he rolled onto his back, holding the phone to his ear. ”I’m sorry.. I just needed to hear your voice.” He spoke knowing it sounded lame, but it was the truth. Liam just needed a sense of peace, but he knew it wouldn’t last.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There were many memories filling his mind. However only a few were clear. Their first intimate time together, as well the first time Samuel let him be top. The sex had been part of the memory, but also because it gave him a chance to see Samuel be trusting. Micha enjoyed the view of Samuel’s emotions and pleasures splaying over his face. He had to admit it was a big turn on, one he enjoyed seeing from time to time. Micha watched as Samuel didn’t seem surprised by his choice of memory. He couldn’t help it, his own sexual experiences with him being the bottom were just as pleasurable. Samuel had a way of bringing out the best in him. He laughed softly as Samuel teased him. Micha returned his kiss as he relaxed. ”How could I not?” He teased, ”Especially when you look ******** sexy.” Micha responded, as he leaned forward kissing Samuel deeply. He pulled his hand away from their cocks as he slid his hands up his chest and around his neck.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Alaine only answered his phone out of curiosity. He had no idea what Liam would want from him. He didn't even know why he called him, himself. A part of him was still so pissed. Alaine knew that they had both screwed up, but at least he hadn't slept with anyone. But more than anything, Liam's words had hurt him most. He had never felt so hated by one person before. When he called, he just wanted to hear his voice. Even if it was just a little. He didn't plan on becoming an emotional wreck. Add in his fear, it was impossible for him to speak and so he just hung up. Given the time, he never would have thought that Liam would be calling him back so soon. Holding the phone to his ear, he heard the male sigh. Whether that was out of relief or annoyance he couldn't really tell. As he sat there he could hear movement on the other end of the line. Alaine thought of speaking up to see what the male wanted when he soon heard his voice. Biting his lower lip, he thought what he might want to say. The apology was nice, but it didn't make him feel better. "Okay..is that all?" he replied. Alaine was careful to keep his tone calm and even. He didn't want to sound too sarcastic or bitter. Or worse, he didn't want to get yelled at again. If Liam wanted another screaming match, he wasn't interested. He would have no issues with hanging up on him if that was the case.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Liam didn’t expect much from Alaine right now. He knew he deserved every hated word he would say to him. As he held onto the phone, Liam heard Alaine speak. He knew there was nothing he could have said or done to erase the damage that he had done. Liam sighed mostly out of frustration, but he was feeling guilty as he should be. He shifted on the couch sitting up. Liam ran a hand through his hair. ”No, but I know there’s nothing I can say or do that will make up for what I have done.” He spoke admitting the truth. Liam had ruined the best thing he had in a fit of jealousy. He knew a little kiss meant nothing to Alaine, but he took it to a whole new level by cheating on him.