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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

For Samuel, there were many memories he enjoyed as well. From their first kiss to the first time, their first fight, their first make-up, and as painful as it was, the last time they were happy before things went downhill for them. He too remembered the first time he'd allowed Micha to top him. It was the first time in a long time that he had trusted another man to be intimate with him like that. In the moment he had been pretty nervous, but looking back, he was glad he'd done it. Since that day he'd only felt closer to Micha. Despite all his embarrassment and Micha's teasing, it was worth it. He was quick to steal a kiss from his lips and it returned before pulling back. Samuel relaxed as he held on to the male. He laughed softly as he was teased once more, opening his mouth to reply he was cut off with another kiss. Samuel felt the male release his hold on their cocks. He kissed him back with equal passion. He playfully squeezed his a** and brought his hands back around his hips and down to his thighs.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In his current mood he could be cruel. He could make Liam just as miserable as he was now. But what would be the point? When he spoke, he was only being honest. The apology was okay, but it wasn't going to change his mood. Not right now anyway. Hearing the male sigh again, he sat back and waited for some kind of answer. When he did speak, he couldn't help frowning. Alaine appreciated that Liam was at least aware of his wrong doings, but none of this was making him feel any better. How could he? He'd felt like crap all day and wasted more tears than he could count. Liam had every right to be jealous, but that didn't excuse what he did. He sat there with his thoughts when he realized he was taking too long to answer. Alaine sighed. "You're right, there's not. And I don't understand why you had to take it that far. It was just a stupid kiss." Alaine replied, speaking just as honestly. If Liam was hoping for an apology from him as well, he wouldn't be getting it right now.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Liam was already feeling miserable. He didn’t need Alaine to make him even more horrible. Liam knew that there was nothing he could undo, after all he had ruined the best thing he had. He only felt guilty for hurting Alaine. However he was still pissed at him in his own way. Liam didn’t know if he should even try to make it up to Alaine. He half expected to be ignored. Liam needed a way to make things better, but he knew returning to the club was out of the question. He was not going to be working there anymore. After all it wasn’t as if Alaine would give him his job back after being a complete a*****e toward him and quitting. ”A stupid kiss, as if that’s all it was….You kissed Jepsen to make me jealous, well you got your wish.” Liam spoke a little harshly but he wasn’t trying to. He was still mad at Alaine for kissing Jepsen, after all he wouldn’t have ******** some random stranger.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Alaine didn't have to try and make Liam feel horrible. He was pretty good at doing it all by himself. That didn't mean he couldn't rub a little salt in the wound though. He had no idea what was going on with Liam today, yesterday, but he was fed up. His head was pounding from exhaustion, he was still hungry because he didn't eat, and his patience had gone out the door hours ago. Still....he didn't know why he was giving the male this chance. It would have been so much easier to just let things go to voicemail. Or just block his calls completely. It could very easy to ignore him. After all, he was no longer his employee and seeing as he owned half of the joint he didn't have to hire Liam back. Alaine's brows furrowed as the male continued. He felt his anger flare as he was given a harsh tone. Strings of slurs and swears filled his head, hurtful words that would insure Liam from ever speaking to him again. "Well it's not like you didn't deserve it." he mumbled under his breath. "I'm not your punching bag, Liam! You can't keep treating me however you see fit and expect me to just take it!" Alaine didn't care if he upset Liam. He was upset too. He had every right to be angry.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There were many memories between them. Some good and some bad. He wanted to think of the good. The past year gave him a chance to reflect on things. He wanted to be able to move on with Samuel and prove that he could be the person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Micha knew they still had a lot to build on however. They couldn’t just fall back into what they had before. He wanted to make things better between them. Micha knew he would have to work on his own issues that lead to them separating.

Feeling Samuel return his kiss, he held onto him. Micha’s hand slipping into Samuel’s hair. He felt his hand reach down and grab his a** again. Micha moaned softly against Samuel’s lips, before his hand disappeared. He felt his hands slide toward his hips and thighs. Micha pulled back from Samuel’s lips. ”Can I make a request before you go back to work tonight?” He asked not sure if it would be too much trouble for them to have dinner before Samuel had to get to work.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Liam knew he deserved every hateful word Alaine was sending his way. However he didn’t even know why he called anymore. It seemed as if their relationship was over. He didn’t want to continue a relationship where he wasn’t even wanted. Liam knew they were never together. After all it wasn’t like Alaine could commit to him. He wanted a boyfriend who wasn’t afraid to be with him. Liam enjoyed their late night breakfast/dinner dates, and talking but that’s all it really one. He could do that with anyone and so could Alaine. Liam didn’t know why he called anymore. ”Deserve...What I don’t deserve is someone who can’t make up their mind...Cause you obviously didn’t want to be with me...All you seem to care about is your own goddamn feelings...Don’t worry I’ll never call you again.” He responded, a little loudly and angrily in the phone. Liam hung up as he turned his phone on silence. He didn’t want to waste his time anymore with Alaine.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

It was obvious they wanted the same things. Sure they might bicker in the future, but all he really wanted was to be with Micha. He loved him wholeheartedly. Boyfriend, fiance, husband, he didn't care just so long as they were together. There would plenty of time to fill in the blanks, and work on some of their weaker points. But if Micha was willing to support him, he would do the same and then some. They could build a life together and make better memories to put all those others to shame.

Samuel held on to the male as he continued to kiss him. He enjoyed the feeling of the males fingers in his hair. He smirked and kissed him again as Micha moaned against his lips. His hands rubbed up and down the males thighs. Samuel sighed contently as Micha pulled away and listened as he spoke. Looking up curiously, he wondered what the male might want. Surely not more sex. "If it's within reason, I suppose so." he replied.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In his current mood it was impossible to hold his tongue. Liam was only helping in the worst way. His temper flared and his heart was starting to pound. If Liam just wanted to yell at him, he could have saved it. He was done, with everything. He was sick of Liam's attitude, his hateful words, his constant disregard, and acting as though he's the victim in all of this. Alaine didn't need labels but he sure as hell needed some respect. If that was too much then this had been nothing but a complete waste of his time. Maybe he would just start something with Jepsen. At least he wasn't a jerk and seemed to genuinely care about him. Alaine didn't realize Liam had heard him when he was talking to himself, making snide remarks. But he also found that he didn't care. Alaine listened long enough to catch his angry tone and condescending words only to be hung up on in the end. Raising the device, he threw it as hard as he could into the darkness. He had no idea where it landed, but he could only guess it hit his bookshelf before dropping to the floor. He sat there for several minutes panting. He was never speaking to Liam ever again.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of sex again was tempting and even thrilling but not what he wanted. He felt Samuel’s hands slide over his thighs as he sat in his lap. Micha let his hands fall around Samuel’s neck as he held onto. He saw the curiosity in Samuel’s face and in his question. Micha smiled lightly, ”Well if you think dinner...together...is within reason, then that’s what I would like.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel. He had no more intention of sex, cuddling sure but not sex. Micha didn’t want their reunion to be all about them having sex. He wanted to at least spend more time with Samuel before he had to get to work, and dinner just seemed the next best option.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

After leaving the diner, Jepsen knew it was getting late. He decided just to head home. Jepsen worried for Ally however, but he didn’t try to push it too much. He watched as Ally left, he left as well driving back toward his apartment. It was only a thirty minute drive from the diner. Jepsen pulled into the parking lot, as he parked his car. He locked the door behind him, as he got out. Heading inside to his apartment, Jepsen stopped at the door unlocking it.

Once inside, he kicked off his shoes and locked the door behind him. Jepsen wasn’t all that tired, but knew he needed to get some rest. He didn’t really had a long day, but he almost felt that he had. Jepsen continued through his apartment toward his bedroom. He turned on the light, stripping off his clothes. Jepsen walked down the bed, as he crawled into it. He set his phone on the side table beside the bed. Pulling back the covers, he slipped inside and laid down. Jepsen yawned a little, as he laid down pulling the blankets over him. He turned out the light as he moved to get comfortable. It wasn’t long before he was drifting off to sleep.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Samuel couldn't help being curious to know what the male wanted. In their previous relationship not once could he recall Micha ever asking him for a favor. Even when he injured to the point of barely moving his stubborn pride wouldn't budge. He also couldn't help himself for thinking the male might be up for another round. After all it wasn't he who was rubbing their dicks together. But he could be sway to continue doing so. Samuel watched the male closely as he smiled. He laughed as he was soon teased. "Don't you have it a bit backwards?" he teased back. "I thought we were supposed to out to dinner first then try to get me into bed." He had to admit though the idea of going out to eat sounded nice. Ever since Micha left he hadn't gone out much. It was bad enough to be home alone with his thoughts, but he didn't want to be forced to be in the same area as the other happy couples. He had already gotten enough of that at work. On the nights he did go out, he was usually with family, more accurately, his brothers. "Hmm....I guess we do have to eat. Do you have anything in mind?"

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He lost track of the amount of time he sat on the couch. He was too angry to sleep, too upset to try and call Liam back, and too tired to do anything else. So he remained where he was on the count, staring into nothing. As time went back the living room slowly brightened. He blinked and glanced towards the clock, it was already after 5 A.M. Rubbing his eyes, Alaine rose slowly. He saw the sad black case of his phone. Just as he had thought, it landed near the bookcase. He walked toward it and picked it up off the flower. Turning it over, there was a large crack covering the majority of his screen. He tried pushing the button on the back. As the device illuminated, the picture of his lock screen was a disaster, with some sort of liquid bleeding from the center of the crack. Sighing, he set the phone on the closest shelf and heads for the stairs. He climbs up to the second floor and walks straight into his bedroom. There he strips down to his boxers, leaving the dirty clothes in a heap on the floor. He moves to the side of the bed and rips back the covers, crawling into bed he hugs a pillow to his chest and closes his eyes. Sleep doesn't immediately find him, but at least he is able to shut off his brain, the ugly thoughts, and terrible memories. He breathes deeply and evenly until he begins to drift.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

It was true that Micha had never wanted for anything from Samuel. He had been stubborn in the beginning of their relationship and even till the end. Micha couldn’t help now but be a little greedy with their time. He wanted to spend time with Samuel or at least as much as he could provide. Micha wondered however if Samuel didn’t feel the same way. He didn’t want to make assumptions, after all it was only the first day since he had disappeared a year ago and just shown up. Micha listened as Samuel teased him. He laughed softly, ”So I got it backwards, however I’m not the only one to blame here.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel back. ”You wanted me, just as much as I wanted you.” He teased once again, knowing it was true. Micha listened as Samuel questioned him on where they should go. He had one thought in mind, but wasn’t sure if Samuel would remember. ”Where we had our first date, that Italian restaurant.” Micha spoke knowing the idea of going out was something they hadn’t done for awhile.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

When they first started going out his stubbornness had annoyed him. He'd never met someone so adamant. As time went by he slowly became used to it but it didn't stop him from putting out offers now and again despite knowing the answer. Up til the end the male had kept his stance on accepting his help, even when he needed it most. He couldn't help being surprised that the male was singing a different tune, but he wasn't about to refuse to hear him out either. If it was just spending more time together, he was fine with that. Although they had been together all morning and part of the afternoon, he too was feeling a bit greedy.

Samuel couldn't help teasing the male after hearing his request. He smiled down at the male as he laughed and soon found himself laughing as well. "Yeah, yeah, it's all my fault." he said sarcastically. Leaning forward he stole yet another kiss from the male. He knew Micha wasn't to blame but it was still fun teasing him about it. Perhaps another time they'd get the order right, but for now he didn't really care. Besides, Micha was right, he had wanted him first. He always did. Pulling away from the males lips, he questioned him again. Samuel was fine with going out for dinner. If it wasn't with Micha, he was likely to just go through somewhere on his way anyway. He waited patiently for the males response. When he spoke, he was surprised that he still remembered their first date. He barely remembered it himself. Still, he was happy that he did. Smiling back at the male, Samuel nodded. "I'd like that." he replied sweetly.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Giving into Samuel, was something he knew he needed to work on. He could be stubborn about many things, but if he wanted to continue to be in Samuel’s good graces he was going to have to get over it. Micha couldn’t forever be independent of himself. He had to let Samuel spoil him even if just a little, otherwise he knew it would be a turn off.

By blaming Samuel, he knew only had himself to blame as well. Micha had given in his desires to touch and taste Samuel. He couldn’t help his need to be in his arms and vice versa once again. Micha smiled as Samuel took full responsibility of it. He kissed Samuel, soon feeling him pull away. Micha couldn’t help but remember their first date, if it would be considered one. He smiled as Samuel was willing to take him up on the offer. Micha nodded, ”Good.” He grinned, kissing Samuel one last time before sliding out of his lap. Micha moved toward the bed to lie down on it. He pulled the pillow closer beneath his head. Micha stretched out letting his muscles relax. He reached out pulling Samuel down to lie with him.