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 Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 9:40 pm
Diana Vulpes Af Mas All in all, today has been a great birthday. Better than the last couple birthdays for sure. I gotta thank everyone here who did art for me or gave me something or wished me well. It made my day ^_^
Glad you ended up having a good day. 3nodding Hope things are nice when your parents come up. I think it will be. At least it'll be a free lunch :3
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 10:33 pm
shoki_de_nai I finally got some nerve test done on my arms. Very uncomfortable and painful. Bleh. Anywho, good news is there's no nerve damage. Bad news is that since there's no nerve damage they can't do anything for me. All the doctor said was it was activity related aches. Which...was....duh! And he can't do anything for me, try advil and have a nice day. What a ******** waste. -___-; What kind of aches are they? One thing I know off that can really help with activity related aches is daily stretching. It is a great thing to do say in the morning when you get up, and at night. Also very important to stretch before and after any straining activities. It's such a little thing to do, but can have such a big impact. My one health instructer (he lived breathed what he taught) said that proper stretching would prevent 90% of say the back pain/problems people have. If your having spasams and stuff at night, you might also want to look into making sure your getting enough protien for your muscles to rebuild any damage. Eggs are great because you get all the essential protiens you need for your body to repair its muscles. Also helpful to eat it later in the day/night because your body often does the repairs while you sleep. Blah, sorry to go on a mini rant about it, just trying to throw out some help. xp
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:13 pm
OMFG happy belated b-day, Af... T-T; *pounces and hugs da panda tightly* Sowwy I wasn't on yesterday... <.-.>
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:15 pm
Lloxie
OMFG happy belated b-day, Af... T-T; *pounces and hugs da panda tightly* Sowwy I wasn't on yesterday... <.-.> *huggles back tight* Ish okay ^^
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:22 pm
Af Mas Lloxie
OMFG happy belated b-day, Af... T-T; *pounces and hugs da panda tightly* Sowwy I wasn't on yesterday... <.-.> *huggles back tight* Ish okay ^^
*gives Affy a big ol' birthday kiss and snuggles him tightly*
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 1:39 am
I feel like stabbing the next person with my tablet pen who picks on my anatomy in art that is of a stylized character. -____-..I get so sick of the "The *insert body part* is off or wrong" comment. I know my damn anatomy isn't prefect and flawless like some people's are. And when working in a stylized style it doesn't have to be.
I hate art nazis.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:16 am
I'm gonna get a satellite for my room! HIGH SPEED INTERNET, HERE I COME! domokun heart heart heart
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:25 am
And when I heard the whistle I knew I had been chosen...
eep, happy belated bday, bro. I'm sorry I didn't get to say it on your actual birthday, been so busy with school and work and such >.<
Anyway, speaking of school, gotta get going here in a minute to catch the bus. Wish I had my license already, would make things so much easier *sighs* oh well.
Anyway, I'm starting to feel really depressed lately, even though I'm doing everything possible to keep out of it. The fact that I have like friends coming over a lot lately does help (although they are just using me cause I have DDR in my apartment xD) since I"m not always alone, but there are still a lot of times when they aren't here that I start feeling really down. Not really cause I'm alone as much as something else I can't explain. I guess I'm just sad cause there are people I wish I could talk and see more, but I hardly get to and it's really....well...driving me insane.
Plus, I think something is wrong with me. I quit being friends with this one girl a while back (it was long overdue, trust me. I should have left her years ago cause of how she treated me) I still think about. I almost unblocked her im names yesterday just to see if she'd IMed me, but stopped cause I know if she did, and she apologized and seemed sincere, I'd stupidily let myself fall right back into being her friends and getting hurt constantly by her.
Why do I allow myself to be hurt by people so often? Why do I try so hard to get people to like me, and when someone shows signs of not liking me, it feels like my heart is going to break. Seriously, it hurts like hell when someone shows signs of annoyance or anger or hatred towards me. I've had people do it many places, even here on the AFG (not mentioning names EVER so dont' ask. They probably know who they are) and it hurts, it does. All I really want is for people to like me and be my friend, but I guess I can't please everyone. Also, why is it when I finally get the courage to leave a friend who treats me badly, I somehow regret that decision for the rest of my life? I quit being friends with this girl named Kelsey well over 3-4 years ago, and I still think about her constantly every day, even though she can't even stand me anymore (although I really never did anything bad to her, and the only reason I had gotten the courage to leave her in the first place was the whole fact of me going to a new school.)
Anyway, I guess I'll stop rambling. It never does any good, does it? Just makes me look like a whiner who likes to complain, I suppose. Which really isn't true, usually I don't like to talk about my problems, unless they are building up to much or are just to severe to really hold in. Or, I just need to let it out, like today.
Anyway, off to school, I'll see you all later, I guess. *waves and rushes off*
...to be the one who decides who goes next.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:28 am
Well today has had its perks. Today, I completed an outcome which was done ages ago (The teacher gives me help as I have problems writing by hand). But anyway, I was having a good day until I had a blood nose in physics (no, I wasn't thinking of anything perverted but that stopped after a bit). Got a little worried about Rain when she told me she was having trouble breathing but she told me she'd be alright. Got in trouble for using my mobile so much (that's how I was talking to Rain... I have MSN Messenger on my phone) and had to log off MSN (after saying a long goodbye to Rain heart ) and help with shopping. We got over $600 worth of goods which I had to pack into the back of the care myself, carry up a flight of stairs, and help pack away (I hate being the strongest of the family) everything. But on the bright side of things, they got me ginger beer, 2KG of lasange (I'm only allow to cook it in 500g lots so no breakfast for tomorrow crying ), breakfast bars (which my sisters naturally take) and a can of BBQ Bake Beans.
And I now know it's definetly spring.... blood nose season... I just recently had another one.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 5:22 am
Don't feel bad, Shin. I think that you're a lot more dedicated to friendship and things of that nature than most people are and when someone decides to dump you as a friend or verbally/mentally abuse you, you feel as though you failed somehow, even when you didn't. It's not your job to be the happy police. People are going to do what they feel is right to them. It's the sad truth that some people think that being an a*****e is justifiable. =_= In any case, cheer up! I for one think you're a decent person and anyone that says otherwise is a 'tard. biggrin
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 9:31 am
Woot! I got my grocery shopping done today so I don't have to worry about it on the weekend. Yah, I know it seems like a petty thing to get excited about, but when you have to take the buses because you lack a car, it is a bit more of an undertaking. Especially when you have to walk long distances with pounds of stuff and are a tiny little runt like me. XP
Shinigami- It isn't odd to think back on past friendships. Even though it ended badly, there were still probably some good moments in there. Cherish the good, and hold them as a moment in time when you and that person got along. Seperate them from the bad. Things changed then and you guys just couldn't exist together then. Don't feel bad about putting your foot down and saying no more!
And now a quote that holds very true, "You can please some of the people, some of the time, but you can't please all the people all of the time." You just got to learn to say who the ******** cares what other people think. As long as you got some friends then you are plenty fine. Most of the general population isn't worth your energy to care for in the first place.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 10:00 am
And when I heard the whistle I knew I had been chosen...
*sniffs a little* thanks, fog and kriss, your words really mean a lot to me *hugs* I know I shouldn't care so much about what other people think. But, if you knew me as well as some people do, I'm probably one of hte most sentimental, caring, emotional people on this damn planet, and if there was something that DIDN'T bother me at least a little, it'd be a miracle. I HATE that fact about me so much I want ot tear my eyes out sometimes, cause it gets so much in the way and causes me to get hurt so often...but, there really isn't much I can do about it, believe me. I've tried to care less all my life, and in a way, that just caused me to care more >.<
But, thank you for your words and comfort and all that, it really does mean a lot and help more then you think *hugs both of ya tightly*
...to be the one who decides who goes next.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 10:40 am
Shinigami Whistle And when I heard the whistle I knew I had been chosen...
*sniffs a little* thanks, fog and kriss, your words really mean a lot to me *hugs* I know I shouldn't care so much about what other people think. But, if you knew me as well as some people do, I'm probably one of hte most sentimental, caring, emotional people on this damn planet, and if there was something that DIDN'T bother me at least a little, it'd be a miracle. I HATE that fact about me so much I want ot tear my eyes out sometimes, cause it gets so much in the way and causes me to get hurt so often...but, there really isn't much I can do about it, believe me. I've tried to care less all my life, and in a way, that just caused me to care more >.<
But, thank you for your words and comfort and all that, it really does mean a lot and help more then you think *hugs both of ya tightly*
...to be the one who decides who goes next. o.o Let's not go and tear out our eyes, Shin......not good to do that..... There's nothing wrong with being emotional about stuff. But you'll have to accept the fact that some things are out of your hands and there's nothing you can do about them. Don't beat yourself up over stuff you KNOW you can't change.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 11:00 am
Erk.... not good, seems my insomnia is worse... I only slept for 5 hours and I got up at 3:48AM. Also the advice when you can't sleep is to get up do something for 30 minutes. I'm not allow to do that as I'm 'wrong' according to my sister. She's just pissed off because she's too lazy to go and shut her own door.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 11:44 am
Krissim Klaw What kind of aches are they? One thing I know off that can really help with activity related aches is daily stretching. It is a great thing to do say in the morning when you get up, and at night. Also very important to stretch before and after any straining activities. It's such a little thing to do, but can have such a big impact. My one health instructer (he lived breathed what he taught) said that proper stretching would prevent 90% of say the back pain/problems people have. If your having spasams and stuff at night, you might also want to look into making sure your getting enough protien for your muscles to rebuild any damage. Eggs are great because you get all the essential protiens you need for your body to repair its muscles. Also helpful to eat it later in the day/night because your body often does the repairs while you sleep. Blah, sorry to go on a mini rant about it, just trying to throw out some help. xp It's pain from my wrists up my arms, both sides and stuff like writing, drawing, wringing out rags, using icecream scoops (last two are things I do at work) makes it hurt. Both arms, been going on for like, two months now. I've done what the physical therapist told me to do a month ago and it hasn't gotten better. There's no problems at night, only when I do certain things with my hands that involve grasping and certain wrist movement. Physical therapist says the muscles in my forearms felt really tight and swollen. Maybe I should do more stretching and them excersizes. It's just the fact I waited time and money to have someone tell me they couldn't help me and send me on my way. He couldn't even tell me why I suddenly developed this problem.
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