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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Samuel understood if Micha needed time to let things settle before speaking with him. After all, it had only been one day. There were still things that needed to be done, trust to be earned back. Although he was quite comfortable with him right now, he couldn't say he was all there with him on the trust issue either. He wanted to, in time. For now, he was willing to just take baby steps and see how things go.

Time flew by as they slept and Samuel seemed to be the first one up as usual. He dabbled on his phone and watched the male sleep a bit before taking his picture. He then laid back beside him, feeling content. He laid there quietly as Micha stirred beside him. When the male spoke, he turned his phone towards him to show him the image. "Just your face." he replied honestly. Setting his phone aside, Samuel rolled on his side towards the male. "How'd you sleep?"

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Alaine was glad to know he wasn't intruding. Although it was Jepsen who offered, he knew all too well how some people preferred their alone time. Right now was a bit complicated for him. He craved a bit comfort as well as his solitude. His hope had been that when he woke up today he wouldn't be as miserable as he was. Instead, sleeping alone only seemed to make it worse. He didn't like being with his thoughts right now. They were dark and ugly, wishing vile things to the man that caused them. It was truly amazing how one harmless little kiss cause so much damage. Alaine didn't see any point in talking out his feelings to Jepsen. After all, it wasn't going to change anything. He would still be newly single, alone, and heartbroken. He was going to have deal with this in his own time, in his own way. As the male soon spoke, he nodded his head. "Good, good...I'm glad." he replied. He thought to speak some more when a waitress came over to their table. Smiling politely up at the woman, he ordered himself two scrambled eggs, wheat toast, and coffee. He handed back his menu and turned back to Jepsen. As the woman walked away, he allowed his smile to drop. He sat there quietly for a few moments before leaning forward on his elbows as well. "I feel like I should apologize for last night....For bailing like that I mean and also the crying." Thinking back, he felt an idiot to have someone make him feel so helpless. And he was so embarrassed to act that way in front of someone who was just trying to help him out. He didn't know why Jepsen was being so kind to him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of getting his picture taken didn’t bother him, however he was used to being behind the camera not in front of it. He knew Samuel didn’t have many pictures of him, just as he only had a few. However that was merely because he had taken the pictures while in his studio. Micha watched as Samuel seemed pretty happy with himself. He didn’t mind after all what was to keep him from taking the pictures anyways. Micha watched as Samuel shifted beside him, showing off his new picture of him pretending to sleep. He rolled his eyes a little, ”I see that.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel. He shifted leaning forward, ”Better, at least with you beside me to keep me company.” Micha spoke as he kissed Samuel again the lips before pulling away and smiling at him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

He understood if he didn't want his picture taken. After all, it was usually Micha's job to be the one taking them, not the other way around. Still, he couldn't help himself. He wanted to have some new photos of the man. He didn't have any of his old ones because he had deleted them all. If they were to stay together, he wanted to create as many memories as humanly possible. Samuel beamed up at the male as he showed off the picture. He watched him roll his eyes. He could only imagine what sort of thoughts the male must have on such an amateur image. He knew it not to be anywhere near the quality of the pictures Micha could produce. But he was proud of it just the same. He snickered softly as the male teased him again. Switching topics, he was glad to hear that the male had slept well. He too was sleeping better with him by his side. He missed his warmth, the press of his body against his bare torso, and the smell of his skin. Samuel slipped his hand up the males thigh as he was then kissed. He kissed the male back sweetly before feeling him pull away. Smiling back at the male, he sighed contently. "I know what you mean. You've completely ruined me from sleeping alone again." he teased. Leaning forward, he stole another kiss from his lips and pushed him back against the mattress. Samuel pulled back to straddle the males waist. "We've still got about four and a half hours before I need to go in. But did you want to head out soon to go eat? Or would you rather wait a bit longer?" he asked curiously. Samuel, of course, had no problem staying here like this. Preferably in this position. It was interesting to see Micha from this angle and it only added to the fact that in his half awake state he kind of forgot that they were both still nude.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Having Samuel take his picture didn’t bother him. Micha found it cute in a way, to see Samuel proud of a simple image. He would allow him to take as many pictures as he wanted. Micha didn’t care about the quality of the picture. He only cared if Samuel was happy with the outcome. There was nothing in the world better than sleeping in Samuel’s arms. Micha found it comforting, he hated being without. He had tried finding replacements while in Germany, but nothing compared. A sleep buddy just wasn’t the same as the real thing. Kissing Samuel, he felt his hand slide over his thigh. Micha enjoyed the feeling of Samuel’s roaming fingers against his skin.

As Samuel teased him, he couldn’t help but laugh. It wasn’t necessarily his fault, after all it wasn’t like they spent much time apart sleeping alone when they were together. Micha watched as Samuel came closer, kissing him against the lips. He returned the kiss as he was pushed back against the bed. Micha soon felt Samuel shift feeling him move to straddle his waist. He looked up at Samuel as he pulled back to speak. Micha slipped his hands up Samuel’s thighs as he held onto. He smiled as Samuel spoke, he was in no rush to move either. ”I can wait a bit longer.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel. He ran his hands up Samuel’s toward his hips as he held onto him. ”Did you have something in mind?” Micha asked teasing Samuel, as he looked up at him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

For Micha there had been no replacement. He didn't want the comfort of another man and pillows could only do so much. In an odd way, he was glad that Micha had not been able to sleep well either. A petty thought, he knew. But in their separation it had been hard not to have an evil thought or two when it concerned Micha. He was rather bitter in his loneliness. He happy to have him back now, safe in his arms. Samuel listened to the male laugh as he teased him. He knew Micha was not all to blame. When they were last together they were together constantly. Almost as though they were glued at the hip. Whether it was sleeping together, sharing meals, or even just showering. Micha was always there with him.

Sitting atop the male, he smiled down at him as he pulled back from another kiss. He rather liked watching the male from this position. From here he saw everything. Every expression, every movement, every bedhead strand that was out of place. He felt the males hands slip up thighs than to his hips. He didn't mind lazing around a bit longer. There were still a bit of daylight and with his brothers gone he didn't have much reason to put on pants. He thought the males question over as he was again teased. "I don't know, we could just stay and talk if you want. Is there anything on your mind? Anything else I should know about while you were gone?" he replied. Samuel didn't really care what they did. He was content either way.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Silence was his friend. He didn’t mind it after all he spent years in it. Jepsen much preferred it to noise. He didn’t mind talking to Ally however. Jepsen found that he liked Ally, when he was balling his eyes out. He didn’t like to see him unhappy, but it wasn’t as if he could fix it either. Jepsen couldn’t fix what had been broken, all he could do was provide a little comfort. He nodded as Ally spoke. Jepsen had been fine after leaving the dinner the night before. He had only been worried about Ally, especially after seeing him drink all that beer. Seeing his waitress come to his table, he also asked for more coffee. Jepsen watched as Ally ordered his breakfast. He returned his attention back toward Ally as the waitress left. Jepsen nodded as Ally spoke apologizing. He smiled at him, ”No need to apologize Ally...I didn’t mind being your shoulder, I’m just glad your okay.” Jepsen spoke not worried about the crying. He just wanted Ally to be happy, though he knew that wasn’t going to happen anytime soon, but at least he was tied down to a man who didn’t love him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of being together again, made him happy. He knew at the end of their relationship, he had become more moody than usual. Micha had pushed Samuel away without meaning to. He didn’t blame Samuel anymore for seeking affection, where he wasn’t providing any. Micha however knew that it was in the past and not to be worried about anymore. He knew not they weren’t always going to be together now. Micha had to start working again, just as Samuel had to keep his club afloat.

Lying there he watched Samuel above him. Micha admired the view from below. He found that Samuel could be sexy when he wanted to be. Micha wanted nothing more than to run his hands all over his body. He shifted moving to sit up, his hands remained on Samuel’s hips. Micha smiled at him, as he leaned forward kissing his neck, nipping a little here and there. ”Yes, but it’s not important right now.” He spoke, his trip to Germany had been uneventful. Micha had gone mostly out of hate, because he wanted to get as far away as possible from Samuel as he could get. He knew if Samuel came looking, he wouldn’t find him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He didn't expect Jepsen to have all the answers to his problems. It wouldn't only be cruel. They weren't friends, barely even acquaintances. TAfter last night he was almost certain the man might want nothing more to do with him.he man had no reason to be so nice to him and yet here he was. Physically, Alaine had been fine when he left last night. Two beers wasn't nearly enough to get him drunk. Despite how small he was, he held his liquor rather well. The only thing affecting his driving had been his emotions. He hated how Liam made him feel so helpless. But not as much as the fact that he couldn't stop thinking about him. When the waitress came over, he gave his order and forced Liam from his thoughts. Turning his attention back to Jepsen, he smiled as he soon spoke. "Well thank you, I'll be sure to remember that the next time I feel blue." he replied. It was a lie of course. Alaine really didn't want anyone to see him like that ever again. He would much rather lock himself up in his office and go cry himself to see at home once the place was empty. Jepsen was a good person, but he wouldn't take his kindness for granted.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Indeed there was nothing to worry about. For as long as Micha would have him, Samuel was his and his alone. That wasn't to say they wouldn't have their share of problems or misunderstandings. But just knowing he would be there was enough. Sitting atop the male, he smiled down at him. He didn't really care if they did nothing at all or spent the rest of the night talking. He liked the brush of the males warm hands moving against his skin, holding on to him as he sat there. Samuel watched as Micha smiled back at him and sat up a bit to kiss his neck, nipping as he pleased. He eyed the male curiously as he soon spoke. He wondered what Micha might want to talk to him about. Was it something important? Anything he ought to worry about? He trusted Micha to tell him later so he didn't nag him. "Alright, we can talk later." he replied sweetly. Turning his head, he kissed the male again. He brought his arms up and around Micha's shoulders.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Sure, they were merely random strangers. Jepsen didn’t care however. He saw Ally as his boss and nothing more. However he liked the man well enough, at least not when he was crying all over his shoulder. Jepsen didn’t mind, he knew that sometimes a good cry was all that was needed. He shifted in his seat, as he pulled out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. Jepsen didn’t smoke a lot, a few cigarettes spread throughout the day. He reached inside his pocket grabbing his lighter as well. Fishing out a cigarette from his pack, he slipped it between his lips. Jepsen slipped his hand up as he lit his cigarette. He inhaled deeply, as he set his lighter on the table along with his pack of cigarettes. Jepsen looked at Ally as he spoke. He could hear the lie whispering between his lips. Jepsen slipped his hand up as he withdrew his cigarette from his lips. He exhaled blowing the smoke away from Ally, as he turned back toward him. ”Your welcome Ally, but lying doesn’t suit you.” Jepsen spoke plainly and truthful, as he slipped his cigarette back between his lips.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

At the moment, his thoughts weren’t important. His destruction while he had been in Germany had been his own doing. Micha didn’t think Samuel needed to hear about that. He only wanted to think of the positive. Micha wanted to start over with Samuel. He wanted to do everything he could do to make him happy, just as he knew Samuel would do the same for him. Micha couldn’t go back to his loneliness. He wanted to create new and meaningful memories with Samuel. Micha wanted to be there and holding his hand, when he was introduced to his family. He could only imagine what Samuel’s parents would think of them. Micha knew Samuel’s brother’s were at least accepting after all Samuel was their baby brother.

He nodded simply as Samuel spoke. Micha pulled back feeling Samuel kiss him again. He felt his hands slide up and around his neck. Micha’s own hands slipped up Samuel’s back. He kissed him deeply. He shifted his hands on Samuel’s hips as moved switching places. Micha pushed Samuel back onto the bed. He slipped back from Samuel feeling his breath give out. Micha pulled back as he looked down at him. He had heat in his eyes, as he pulled back kissing his way down Samuel’s chest. Micha brought his hands over Samuel’s hips as he caressed them with his hands.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jepsen may not have cared but Alaine. He was his boss. A boss is supposed to be an authoritative figure. Not someone getting s**t on from his smart mouth employee, or crumbling into a million pieces in the arms of another employee. For him, it was embarrassing and he would be much happier if Jepsen would forget last night even happened. As everything that happened was just one huge mistake after another. Alaine smiled kindly as he spoke and watched the male pull out a packet of cigarettes as well as a lighter. He eyed the brand name curiously. It was one he had heard of but wasn't the biggest fan of. Hearing the click of the lighter, he looked back up at the male. His smile slipped from his lips as Jepsen spoke. He wasn't the first to tell him he was a bad liar. "I know." he said softly. Pulling out his own lighter and cigarettes, Alaine slipped one between his lips and lifted his hands to light the tip. As he inhaled, their waitress soon appeared with a white mug and a glass carafe. He quietly thanked the woman as she filled both his mug and Jepsen's before leaving them once again. "Can I ask you something?" he asked after exhaling. "W-why are you so nice to me? I'm sorry if this is insulting. But, I can't tell if you are being genuine or just want something out of it."

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Of course he didn't need to hear about Micha's life while he was gone. But if he wanted to than he was here for him. He would listen to whatever it was he had to say, no matter what. All that mattered was that Micha was happy. He didn't want to see him sad or lonely anymore. And he didn't want to fall back on bad habits either. The thought of them making new memories and being together again thrilled him. He wasn't sure when Micha might meet the rest of his family but he would rather do it sooner than later. He'd caused enough problems last time by just being in the closet. He wouldn't make that mistake again. Whatever they might think or be said, he was ready for it. He'd already felt the worst of it. At least this time he would have someone by his side.

From the corner of his eye he watched the male nod his head in response when he spoke. Samuel then turned to kiss the male, his hands coming up and around his neck. He felt Micha kiss him back and was surprised, but also amused as the male pushed him back against the bed. He released his hold on him as Micha soon broke their kiss. Samuel licked his lips as he smirked up at the male. He had no idea what had come over the man but he wasn't complaining. He laid back amongst the rumbled blankets and folded pillows while Micha leaned down to kiss his chest, making his way down to his torso.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Being insulated was not something was worried about. Jepsen could understand Ally’s concerns. He got the feeling that Ally never really deal with a lot of nice people. Jepsen didn’t want anything from Ally, it was just in his nature to be nice and never cruel if he could help it. He watched as Ally seemed to look over his packet of cigarettes with curiousity. Jepsen didn’t spoke often, after all he found it a bad habit but he couldn’t help himself. Seeing the smile slip from Ally’s face left him curious. He wondered if he had offended Ally, but it was hard to tell. Jepsen watched as Ally pulled out his own pack of cigarettes and lighter. He relaxed as he sat there. Jepsen glanced to see the waitress coming back to their table with fresh coffee. He thanked her as she left. Jepsen turned his attention back toward Ally as he spoke. He shrugged slightly at his words, ”Sure, go ahead.” Jepsen spoke, as he slipped his cigarette back between his lips. He smiled as Ally spoke, ”Don’t be sorry..but there’s nothing you could give me...All I want is for you to be happy Ally...and if that means me being too nice to you, then you’ll just have to get over it and trust me.” Jepsen spoke honestly, as he teased Ally a little. There was nothing he wanted and just because he was too nice didn’t mean he wasn’t being genuine.