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Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2015 9:24 pm
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Tony wasn’t really surprised when Loki dropped his illusions, but the words that he spoke did startle him a little. Glaring as Loki walked away, Tony shook his head. “Ugh…..you know that’s not what I meant.” He snapped, though he didn’t stop Loki. He knew the god wouldn’t endanger himself and the baby, and this argument was getting them nowhere, so better to just walk away for now. They’d never really argued with each other. Gotten mad at each other, yes, but never argued, so they didn’t know how to handle each other. Loki always falling back on his experiences as if they applied to everything, which annoyed Tony to no ends, and Tony’s tendencies for low blows which Loki was a tad to sensitive for, made a dangerous combination. Turning on his heel, he headed for the bar and another drink. He ended up with another full glass of alcohol, but before he could retreat to brood, he was pulled aside by Steve, who was currently talking with Fenrir, so the genius had to try and reign in his mood to focus on Fenrir.
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Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2015 10:04 pm
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Tony ended up spending the rest of the day with Fenrir, staying with him until the pup tired out, turning back into a puppy and falling asleep. Tony was a little surprised when Loki didn’t show up to put Fenrir to bed, but Tony just figured he was still sulking. Tucking Fenrir in, Tony locked himself in his lab for the rest of the night. Working until he calmed a little and then using his technology and a little help from JARVIS to try and work through his thoughts and feelings. It was mid-morning before he reemerged, prepared to sit down with Loki and try to work things out. He was still freaked out and confused, but he figured that he could keep control of himself and knew enough for them to start dealing with the situation.
But he couldn’t find Loki.
Tony checked all of his normal spots before going to Bruce to see if the doctor knew anything. Bruce only told him that Loki hadn’t shown up for medicine. When Tony finally asked JARVIS, the AI informed him that Loki had disappeared he day before and instantly Tony’s stomach sunk. Loki actually had left……Why? Maybe he’d gone to cool off a bit? Questioning JARVIS a bit more, the more information he got, the worse the situation appeared. Finally Tony just found himself sitting in a seat, motionless and numb. There wasn’t even enough in his mind to feel pain or anger or anything, he couldn’t wrap his head around any of this. He didn’t even care about anyone else around him. It wasn’t until Fenrir found his way into Tony’s lap that the genius took any interest in the world again, just hugging the pup close and petting him, Fenrir sensing that this wasn’t a good time to ask questions, so he just sat there.
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Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2015 11:01 pm
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It was a long time before Tony or Fenrir spoke, but eventually Fenrir caught Tony’s eyes. “What’s wrong?” he asked softly. Tony didn’t reply for a moment. “Your mother and I got in a fight…..he’s not here anymore.” He finally murmured, so soft that Fenrir barely heard. “Was it because I changed? Mother left because of me?” Fenrir asked quickly. “No.” Tony replied simply. “So mother left because of you?” the pup continued. “Yes” As Tony said that, Fenrir stiffened and after a moment climbed from Tony’s lap and left the room. As the pup left, Tony finally crumbled, shoulders hunching, curling in on himself as his head lowered. In less than 24 hours everything he’d thought he’d finally gotten, a lover, a chance at a family, even an almost stepson, it all seemed to disappear. He didn’t stay there long though, tired of the eyes staring at him, the whispers of his name. He stumbled his way to his lab, ignoring everyone else and just locking himself away, not letting anyone in. There he just sat, at first watching the last bits of security footage of Loki, then just staring at nothing, too wrapped up in his sudden grief.
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Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2015 6:38 am
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Tony barely moved when the door to his lab slid open, head resting in his hands. “Just leave me alone.” He mumbled. He wanted to be alone in his misery, after all, it seemed like that was his curse. Rhodey was the first to cross the lab. He knew it was bad if Tony wasn’t doing something. The man had never really been still in his life. Slowly pulling a stool up beside Tony, Rhodey sat, trying to engage Tony, but the genius didn’t speak, he didn’t even move until Pepper came over and that was only to flinch away from her effort at a comforting touch. He just curled in tighter around himself, fingers clutching desperately at his hair. He had no idea what he could do, what he should do. Everything was screwed up. Loki didn’t want him, Fenrir would never forgive him, and Tony was left completely broken.
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