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Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2015 12:55 pm
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Tony’s jaw tightened as Clint argued with him again. Without any warning, he lashed out, punching Clint straight in the jaw. Aside from an ill-advised attack on Steve once, Tony had never lashed out at any of the Avengers, knowing his capabilities and theirs, but Clint was pushing the wrong buttons at the wrong time. “You know nothing! You don’t understand my bond in the slightest, you underestimate Loki’s magic and determination, and you have no idea how this affects me or Fenrir! Loki left because I tried to step up with Fenrir and Loki didn’t like that. And don’t you dare bring up my kid. That was my child, you have no idea what that’s like. In less than a day I find out I’m going to be a father and then that option is taken away from me because apparently I’m the s**t father I already knew I’d be.” He yelled. Panting as his rage ebbed slightly and he felt something akin to a panic attack, he just slid to his knew on the floor, not trusting himself on the stool. “I can’t…..Loki’s blocked me out…..and he’s too far for me to know anything but that he’s far away…….hell, he may not even be on this planet anymore.’
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Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2015 11:01 pm
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“Only if he feels he is in danger…..but he knows they’ll protect him if runs up against something.” Tony replied slowly. Loki liked Charles well enough, and though Loki wasn’t necessarily friends with Richards or his team, he trusted them as good people. Tony gave a little shudder when Clint said that Fenrir would forgive him. There was relief with that notion, but shame too. He wasn’t entirely sure he deserved forgiveness. Depriving Fenrir, who’d suffered so much even if he didn’t remember, of his mother for even a day felt like a crime Tony could never make up for. Yet another to add to the pile of deeds he had to pay for, another example of his failures. Eyes flicking to Clint at the touch, Tony turned his face away, not wanting to talk about the argument, but he knew Clint’s threat was real. “We were arguing about if Fenrir should be pushed toward looking human….then Loki did the whole thing of trying to make like his ‘experience’ automatically made him right. And hate when they do that….” Tony said slowly. Nothing made him jump to an argument faster with Loki or Thor or any other Asgardian than to expect their history to be taken as law. Tony wasn’t the only one. Things like that had rubbed even Captain Peacemaker wrong. “I was angry, and annoyed, and I wanted a fight. It was more than he’d talked to me all day, more ‘Loki’ than I’d seen, so I called him on his illusions.” He continued with a shake of his head. It really was a bad move on his part, but it was the one that had his name all over it, even if he’d been in a better mood. “He said he’d go get shot like that and left. I just wanted a drink and I knew there was nothing that would make things better then.”
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2015 2:07 pm
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Tony shook his head as Clint spoke. “I don’t need you to remind me that I’m a piece of s**t.” He said slowly. “I’ve already figured that out.” Tony said quietly. Then he began laughing, softly at first, then a little louder, the edge of hysteria clear in the sound. “You don’t think I’ve tried to figure out how he ever even ended up with, let alone chose to stay as long as he did?” he asked, the tone never leaving him, anxious energy filling him, causing the genius to stand and begin pacing. “Every single second of every single day since we got together I’ve tried to figure that out. I have more blood and sins and mistakes on my hands than any of you could ever imagine. I’m a selfish, alcoholic, a*****e who has never figured out how to do anything without hurting someone else.” He continued. “I ******** up again. Big surprise. I ******** up because that’s what I do. That’s my whole life.” Turning on Clint then, he shook a finger at him, clearly starting to lose his grip again. “I don’t need you reminding me of all that. I don’t need your lectures. I know and I’m the one who has to live with myself every day knowing that.”
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