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[xDarkWinterx]

MIcha knew that Samuel enjoyed his long hair. He had figured that out long ago when he toyed with it. Micha had also figured it out when Samuel cheated on him, because apparently the other guy looked similar to him. The thought though didn’t bother him. He could only imagine however the kind of guys Samuel dated before him. Micha didn’t mind if Samuel pulled a little on his hair, the pain wouldn’t bother him as long as it wasn’t fist fulls. He wasn’t offended by Samuel’s words, he just found them amusing. Micha didn’t mind if Samuel called him but cute words, he could dish out his own. He found it enduring in a way and actually liked it.

As he pulled back and bucked his hips pushing deep into Samuel, MIcha watched as moan passed his lips and he arched his back. He laughed softly as Samuel accused him. ”Of course I did.” Micha teased back feeling Samuel’s hands slip over his arms. He watched Samuel as he took a slow pace again. ”Devilishly indeed.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel, as he leaned down to kiss him again. He kissed him deeply against the lips as he continued to rock his hips.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

If there was one thing he could say for certain about himself, it was that he had a type. Before Micha, most of the men he went after were short, or at least shorter than him. Rarely did he go with someone who was of similar height or taller than himself. He also liked guys with long hair and soulful eyes. Smokers were encouraged, but not required. He also went after the night owls. After all, what would be the point in being with someone if he never saw them? Even when he cheated, his pattern still followed. As much as it bugged him to still remember, he could still recall the man's features. Long brown hair, deep brown eyes, small frame, and an attitude to boot. If he wasn't so off putting he probably could have tried for something more. It was almost a shame he was so committed to Micha.

Samuel's face and the tips of his ears were bright red as he threw out the accusation. He pouted as Micha laughed and teased him back. Still, he couldn't help reaching out, wanting more. He teased him back one more time, enjoying the gentle thrusting of his hips. He heard the male tease him again before leaning back down to kiss him. Closing his eyes, Samuel kissed him back. Parting his lips, he swiped his tongue across his lower lip, kissing him passionately. He kept his hands at his forearms, holding closely as Micha continued rocking into him. As the minutes passed, his craving for more was starting to get the best of him. "Can I ride you?" he breathed.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha had already known what time of men Samuel was used to. After all he had seen Alaine a few times walking through the club. He ignored the fact that Samuel enjoyed his hair. Micha didn’t mind his own hair long, but he was looking to cut it again. He didn’t blame Samuel for cheating on him especially with a guy who looked a little like him. Micha however could have lived without knowing that part to say the least. Though he wasn’t about to berate Samuel for it. He was over the fact that Samuel cheated on him.

As he held onto Samuel, he enjoyed the teasing. Micha didn’t mind it, he was used to it. He enjoyed teased Samuel, just as he knew Samuel enjoyed the same. Micha tried not to let his thoughts cloud his mind however. He kissed Samuel feeling him kiss back. Micha parted his lips feeling Samuel’s tongue slide against his bottom lip. He kissed Samuel until he pulled away. Micha knew Samuel was’t content with his slow movements, after all neither was he. He smirked slightly as Samuel spoke questioning him. Micha kissed Samuel one last time before releasing him. He pulled out of Samuel, shifting to move beside Samuel as he laid back on the bed. Micha crooked a finger out toward Samuel, ”Come here.” He spoke beaconing Samuel toward him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

To be fair, Alaine was always a fling. They were never an item no matter how much he confessed his attraction. But like so many others, there was no denying that Alaine fell in to his category of men as well. Alaine, Avery, and so many others. They were all the same. Fleeting whims best to be forgotten. Samuel couldn't help it that Micha learned the details of his cheating. In his only defense, Micha had asked him numerous questions and demanded honest answers. Although things still did not go well for them, he had hoped for them to go better by complying to his every question honestly. After all, at the time he was already in hot water. Micha was bound to find the answers he sought one way or another. It would have done him no good for himself, or Micha, to just continue lying. In the end, the fact was that he cheated and things had to change between them. Micha left, Samuel cried, a lot, and now they were back again. Forgiven but not forgotten.

Samuel was happy was as Micha teased and kissed him. Feeling the males lips part, he swiped his tongue across his bottom lip and slipped it into his mouth. Their tongues brushed against one another, twisting and gasping in passion. He pulled away panting slightly. His cheeks still rosy as he pleaded for more. Samuel watched Micha smirk down at him before stealing a kiss from him. Releasing his hold on the male, he licked his lips as the male pulled away, grunting softly as he pulled out of him, and moved to lay down beside him. He beamed as Micha curled his finger and beckoned him into his lap.

Sitting up, Samuel crawled towards the male. Swinging one leg over his lap, he leaned forward for a chaste kiss. His left hand slipping up to Micha's shoulder for balance. His right, slipping behind him as he hovered over him. Teasingly, Samuel stroked his c**k. He tilted his head as he lightly left a trail of kissed down his neck. Before the male could get used to it, he pulled away and aligned himself to the males c**k. Samuel took his time sliding down Micha's c**k. He enjoyed the slow press as it filled him completely. With his back arched he was a picture of pleasure; his nipples were hard and his own c**k bobbed against his lower abdomen as it had been ignored and pearling. Opening his eyes slowly he met the males gaze and started to rock his hips slowly.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

True Micha only had himself to blame for his thoughts. He didn’t want to think of Samuel in the arms of another man, or he with his arms around another man. Micha didn’t want to dwell on his thoughts he knew if he did, it would only ruin the moment. He had forgiven Samuel after all if he hadn’t then he wouldn’t be here. Micha would most likely still be in Germany if he hadn’t reconciled with Samuel. There was no guessing what would have happened if he had decided to never return to New York. However he at least knew that no man would ever make him happy like Samuel. Sure they may bicker but there was more to their relationship. Micha wanted to spend the rest of his life with Samuel, if he would have him. Though he knew Samuel loved him and couldn’t be without him either.

As he sat there, Micha watched as Samuel crawled toward him sliding over him and straddling his waist. His hands slide over Samuel’s waist as he held onto him. He let his eyes scan over Samuel’s body. Micha kissed Samuel feeling his lips against his own. He soon felt Samuel’s hand slide back over his c**k, stroking it. Micha made a soft pleasured noise over Samuel’s lips as they continued to kiss more. He was a little disappointed as Samuel’s hand pulled away from his c**k.

Micha almost pouted as Samuel pulled back from their kiss as well. He looked up at Samuel, watching as he moved to align himself with his c**k. Micha’s breathing almost hitched as Samuel took his time sliding down over his c**k. He wanted nothing more than to take his hips and slam him down but he didn’t. Micha let Samuel do as he pleased, taking his time. He watched as Samuel arched his back as he was finally seated against his c**k. Micha took in Samuel, seeing his hard nipples and hard c**k between his legs. He licked his lips, watching as Samuel started to move his hips, riding him. Micha slipped a hand up tweaking Samuel’s n****e as he watched Samuel move his hips.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

It did him no good to dwell on the past. Or any other man for that matter. While at the time they might have been good for a ********, none of them compared to Micha. Flaws and all, he loved the man dearly. What he did was stupid, there was no changing that. The only bright side of it all was his coming out. No longer did he hide who he was in fear or shame. He had reflected daily on his actions and adhered to the consequences. Had Micha not returned, he liked to think his life would have been much the same as it was in his absence. He would have got up well passed noon, exercised, ate, went to work, ate again, came home, and went to sleep. Wash, rinse, repeat. Without Micha, he would not try to love again. For there was no room in his heart to replace him. He was thrilled by the idea of having him back in his life and hoped they would be together always. Or at least until Micha was sick of his dumb jokes and endless questions. Til then, he would cherish Micha greatly.

Samuel kept his eyes on the male as he straddled his lap. He said nothing as the males hands came over his hips and eyed his body. He rather enjoyed it honestly. Samuel smirked as Micha made a soft noise when he was kissed. His hand lazily stroking him behind his back. He had to stop himself from laughing as the man seemed disappointed when he moved to away from him. As Micha's breath hitched, he could almost guess what he might be thinking. It was little hints like this he knew not to test his patience too far. Otherwise there was no telling what the male might do in retaliation. All the same he thought it was worth it. Sliding down Micha's c**k until he was flush against his waist. Samuel could see the desire in the males eyes, the way he licked his lips was arousing,and knew he wanted more just as he did.

Samuel wasted no time in moving his hips. His first thrust was nearly as slow and deliberate as when he pushed down on top of him. Slowly, he picked up pace. His hips rising and falling to the rate of his breathing. His back remained arched, his nipples hard and facing towards the ceiling. He chewed his lower lip as Micha took hold of one. His fingers lightly rubbing and tweaking the nub. Wanting to tease the male further, he dragged his fingers lightly down his chest and began to stroke himself. His thumb swirled around the tip, spreading his juices as they dripped down his shaft. Samuel gasped softly, and removed his hand from his c**k, raising it to lick his thumb. He kept his gaze locked with Micha, hoping to stir a reaction as he smirked.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha knew that toying with Samuel’s nipples had not affect but he still couldn’t resist the urge seeing how hard they were. His eyes followed Samuel as he watched him bounce up and down in his lap. He let his hand returned toward his hips as he held onto him. Micha enjoyed watching Samuel as he held onto him. His eyes followed his every movement. Following Samuel’s hand he watched as it moved along his chest down toward his c**k. Micha watched as Samuel teased himself dripping his juices down his c**k. He couldn’t help but watch every movement as if he would miss something. Micha watched as Samuel gasped dripping juices over his hand. He smirked lightly as Samuel watched him, ”Enjoying yourself?” Micha asked watching Samuel as he held onto him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

It wasn't often that having his nipples played with ever did stir any reaction from him. But he liked the sentiment all the same. He liked how not once Micha had torn his eyes away from him. It was almost as though he were in a trance. His eyes followed his eyes movement; every thrust, every touch, even every stroke. Samuel continued to stroke himself in time to his moving hips. He couldn't help gasping in pleasure. Releasing his hold, he licked away the sticky liquid, and smirked at the male. He laughed softly as the male soon questioned him. "I am." he whispered seductively. He raised his arms to drape them lazily over Micha's shoulders once more and leaned forward. And what about you? Are you having fun?" he asked. As he leaned in, Samuel brushed back Micha's hair and nipped playfully at the males earlobe. He moved moved his hips slowly, kissing and nipping at his neck as pleased. He soon pulled back to face the male, his cheeks still a pretty shade of crimson.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Indeed Micha was enjoying himself. He liked watching as Samuel move his hips and played with himself. Micha wanted to tease Samuel but he rather enjoyed the view he was getting. He watched as Samuel licked his hand removing the precum from his hand. Micha watched as Samuel laughed as he soon felt his hands slide over his shoulders as he held onto him. He watched as Samuel came closer to question him. Micha smirked at his words. He felt Samuel push back his hair to n** and kiss his neck. Micha ran his hand farther down Samuel’s back. He grabbed his a**, looking as Samuel waited for an answer. ”Oh, I am having fun indeed.” Micha teased Samuel as he watched him. He reached a hand up as he cupped his chin pulling him down. Micha kissed Samuel roughly on the lips as he held onto him. He brought his other hand down toward Samuel’s thigh as he continued to kiss him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Without even telling him, Samuel could tell that Micha was enjoying himself. It was obvious from the way he watched him. Coming closer to the male he kissed and nipped at his neck a bit, whispering seductively in his ear. He felt the males hand slip down his back, and groping his cheeks as he pushed back on his c**k. He beamed as Micha teased him again. "Good," he teased back. "I'd hate for you to be bored." Samuel stilled his rocking momentarily as Micha reached up to cup his face. He obediently followed as he was pulled down. His eyes slid closed as he was then kissed. Unlike before there was nothing soft or sweet about this kiss. Just raw, untamed, passion. He kissed the male back vigorously. Using his shoulders as leverage, Samuel began to move his hips once more. Raising up from his lap and pressing back hard and deep. As good as it all felt he was still craving more.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

As much as he was enjoying himself, he kind of got the feeling that Samuel’s wasn’t. Micha could see his need for more, but he wasn’t sure how far Samuel wanted him to go. He was never bored with Samuel. Micha was enjoying the view of Samuel riding up and down on his c**k. As he kissed Samuel, he felt him kiss back with equal passion. He pulled back from Samuel’s lips but kept a hold on his jaw. ”And you, what about yourself?“ Micha teased as he looked Samuel over. He shifted as he pulled his hand away from Samuel’s jawline. Micha moved to sit up in the bed, as he ran his hands over Samuel’s hips. ”You seem a little needy for something more?” He asked curiously as he watched Samuel. Micha kind of got the feeling that Samuel was bored but he didn’t want to guess on his end.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

It wasn't boredom. He could never be bored of Micha. But there was something off. He wasn't sure what it was. He thought he had gotten everything out there that needed to be said...At least everything important. Samuel continued to kiss the male until Micha pulled back. He slowed the movement of his hips as he was again teased. Smiling, he nodded and started to lean forward to kiss him again. He stopped moving as Micha shifted beneath him. An odd, cold feeling crept up inside him. He didn't know why he would be feeling anxious at a time like this, but he was. He wondered if he did something wrong. The last time Micha stopped like this, he left. But that wasn't going to happen.Not this time. He let the male hold him gently, feeling a bit calmed by the action, and listened as he soon questioned him. Shaking his head, he smiled shyly. "I don't know what you mean." he said. Samuel held the males gaze as he spoke. He was always needy, how should this be any different. He sat there patiently, wondering if he should continue or just stop altogether. The longer he sat there, the more he started to feel as though he had done something wrong and was going over in his head every possible thing that he could have done to mess this up.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There was nothing wrong with what Samuel was doing. He could tell something was on Samuel’s mind. Micha knew he would never speak unless he asked. He worried though what was going on in his mind. Micha held onto Samuel as he sat there. He watched as Samuel quit moving and just sat there instead. Micha could see the fear creep up in his face. He knew that Samuel was needy, it was a trait he had come to love. MIcha was used to it and he didn’t mind it. He held onto Samuel smiling at him, not teasing him though. ”Tell me what you want.” Micha spoke as he leaned forward to kiss along Samuel’s neck. ”Do you want to continue to ride me?...Do you want me to ******** you instead?...or Would you rather I eat you out again?” He asked as he kissed his way over Samuel’s neck. Micha got the feeling Samuel needed something more to get him off. He didn’t mind after all he could always take it a step further.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

There was no easy way to explain his anxiety. Some days he was fine, without a care in the world, and could enjoy life. But then there were others....he was more needy, more cautious, didn't want to step on any toes. Right now he felt as though he had just stumbled upon an old mine field and didn't know where to go from here. He felt stupid for letting his obnoxious thoughts get to him. He just wanted.....He didn't know what he wanted actually. Micha was a good start., but what else. He worried his clinging had somehow turned the male off, as if he wouldn't want him anymore. Sitting in the males lap he tried to calm himself as Micha smiled at him, and spoke softly. He closed his eyes and took calming breaths as Micha kissed his neck. He wanted to cry, but he didn't want to tell Micha that. Instead he shook his head quietly. Leaning forward, he kissed Micha gently against the lips. Can ******** me like before?" asked softly, his voice almost coming out as a shy whisper. Right now more than anything he just wanted to be held. Earlier was nice, when they taking it slow. He wanted that warmth and comfort again.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Watching Samuel, he could see some panic setting in. Micha didn’t deal with a lot of anxiety like Samuel did. Sure some days, he had a few panic attacks but nothing like Samuel. He didn’t know what was going through Samuel’s head right now. Micha could tell though he wasn’t in a good place. He watched as Samuel shook his head as questioned him. Seeing the saddened look on Samuel’s face almost crushed him. Micha kissed Samuel back as he held onto him. He listened as Samuel spoke begging him but he wasn’t going to give in. Micha shifted as his hands grabbed onto Samuel’s hips, as he pulled him up and off his c**k. He moved to lie back down on the bed, as he pulled Samuel’s down with him. Micha shifted pushing Samuel on the bed beside him. He pulled Samuel closer toward him, no longer interested in the idea of sex seeing as something was bothering Samuel. Micha wrapped his arm around Samuel as he moved to lie on his side to face Samuel. ”Talk to me.. What’s wrong?” He asked curiously seeing that something was bothering Samuel. Micha couldn’t read minds and didn’t know how to help if Samuel was going to bottle it up.