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 Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 3:34 pm
UglyCoyoteNG I'm particularly sad today. The person I bought somthing for, and who assumed I was buying they're love, has told all her friends, and suddenly they want to be my friends...and im falling for it because im lonely. Sigh. Wait......these people want to be your friends because this other friend thought you were trying to buy their love? >> Interesting....... confused
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 3:39 pm
FogSage UglyCoyoteNG I'm particularly sad today. The person I bought somthing for, and who assumed I was buying they're love, has told all her friends, and suddenly they want to be my friends...and im falling for it because im lonely. Sigh. Wait......these people want to be your friends because this other friend thought you were trying to buy their love? >> Interesting....... confused
Basically because they think they can use her.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 3:48 pm
UglyCoyoteNG I'm particularly sad today. The person I bought somthing for, and who assumed I was buying they're love, has told all her friends, and suddenly they want to be my friends...and im falling for it because im lonely. Sigh. NG...you don't have to do that. Its okay to buy a gift because you like a person, or you want to show your affection, but you should never have to buy someone's love. Don't fall for those people who want to be your friend because of that, they're only going to hurt you.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 4:43 pm
So....I finally got my ear pierced.
I'll be putting a photo of it in the Furry Photos thread as soon as I can 1) get my camera hooked to my computer (grrrr, darn USB) or 2) get them from my phone to my computer...
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 4:48 pm
GEH! Bastards! My grandma went in for surgery this year to get a lap band in place. They ******** it up. They did a second surgery to fix it. They ******** that up. They did a third surgery to fix it. They ******** That Up. They did a fourth surgery to fix it...
And guess what?
THEY ******** THAT UP TOO!
So today, she's going in for her fifth surgery.. and she's a little old lady about 70.. Granted, she's a mean old woman, but still! Geh! She's got another infection and WATER IN HER LUNGS...
I hate hospitals.. Dumb dumb dumb doctors..
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 4:58 pm
Sheol Kitten GEH! Bastards! My grandma went in for surgery this year to get a lap band in place. They ******** it up. They did a second surgery to fix it. They ******** that up. They did a third surgery to fix it. They ******** That Up. They did a fourth surgery to fix it...
And guess what?
THEY ******** THAT UP TOO!
So today, she's going in for her fifth surgery.. and she's a little old lady about 70.. Granted, she's a mean old woman, but still! Geh! She's got another infection and WATER IN HER LUNGS...
I hate hospitals.. Dumb dumb dumb doctors..
Sure hope the hospitals are not expecting to stick anyone with a bill since they are the ones making the mistake.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 5:27 pm
Well, I expect the surgeries were in fact sucessful, but they didn't help in the way they were intended to. Not a botched surgery, merely an inneffective one. And in that case, it's......still the doctor's responsibility. Bleh. I had thought it wouldn't be, but it still is, no matter how you cut it.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 6:08 pm
No.. Not successful, Fog, dearie. The first one, they messed up her intestines and she was slowly starving to death. Second one, they widened her intestines and thought "Hey, that'll make it better!" and totally missed the real reason, which was a small tear. Third time, they went in and fix the tear, redid the surgery.. but made ANOTHER tear.. Fourth time, they fixed the tear, but somehow gave her an infection and YET ANOTHER TEAR. Now's she's got water in her lungs and an infection because they keep ******** up. Five surgeries is a lot for an older lady to go through.
<< And Di.. I'm pretty sure they're footing the bill. But .. Still. This is crazy. Everytime there's another surgery, she has to come in to OHSU from Roseburg. That's a long way. And then.. they have to call in the whole family and tell us that, once again, she's on the brink of death and is in surgery. If the first four heart attacks weren't enough, here's a fifth.
Geh. ~Mutters~ Hopefully, this one will work out.. 'Cause if it doesn't.. ~Shakes a fist~ I really doubt my grandma can last through a sixth surgery.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 6:09 pm
*sighs* I'm so tired...and tired of people kicking me down....
today hasn't been fun..I spent most of it cleaning the house....and no one is on to talk to and stuff.
I need a break..I've been considering on leaving the internet for awhile.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 10:15 pm
FogSage shoki_de_nai I was just informed it may take several months to get my things returned. So, maybe a couple people could commission me to get me back on my feet a little? How is this going to take several months? The mods have proof your brother hacked you, so all they have to do is take your items back from him and trade them back to you. I fail to see how this problem would take more than a week or two to fix. confused What are your comission rates? Well, I was working one on one with a mod who did some investigating with the trades and everything. But the report I sent in has to be processed before I can get my things back. For now, all he could do was stop my items from going anywhere else, which I really appreciate. But he told me he thinks they're just now processing reports from June. gonk ...for all that asked about my rates: I don't have any really. I take what you're willing to give. I finally have money rates kinda figured out, and that took forever. sweatdrop If you guys want I can figure something out for gaia rates.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 10:26 pm
UglyCoyoteNG I'm particularly sad today. The person I bought somthing for, and who assumed I was buying they're love, has told all her friends, and suddenly they want to be my friends...and im falling for it because im lonely. Sigh. Well, you know how to contact me if you need to talk to a real friend that's not in it for anything. I always listen.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 10:37 pm
shoki_de_nai FogSage shoki_de_nai I was just informed it may take several months to get my things returned. So, maybe a couple people could commission me to get me back on my feet a little? How is this going to take several months? The mods have proof your brother hacked you, so all they have to do is take your items back from him and trade them back to you. I fail to see how this problem would take more than a week or two to fix. confused What are your comission rates? Well, I was working one on one with a mod who did some investigating with the trades and everything. But the report I sent in has to be processed before I can get my things back. For now, all he could do was stop my items from going anywhere else, which I really appreciate. But he told me he thinks they're just now processing reports from June. gonk ...for all that asked about my rates: I don't have any really. I take what you're willing to give. I finally have money rates kinda figured out, and that took forever. sweatdrop If you guys want I can figure something out for gaia rates. $1 = 1k or $1 = 1.5k
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 10:40 pm
shoki_de_nai FogSage shoki_de_nai I was just informed it may take several months to get my things returned. So, maybe a couple people could commission me to get me back on my feet a little? How is this going to take several months? The mods have proof your brother hacked you, so all they have to do is take your items back from him and trade them back to you. I fail to see how this problem would take more than a week or two to fix. confused What are your comission rates? Well, I was working one on one with a mod who did some investigating with the trades and everything. But the report I sent in has to be processed before I can get my things back. For now, all he could do was stop my items from going anywhere else, which I really appreciate. But he told me he thinks they're just now processing reports from June. gonk ...for all that asked about my rates: I don't have any really. I take what you're willing to give. I finally have money rates kinda figured out, and that took forever. sweatdrop If you guys want I can figure something out for gaia rates. I charged 1k per $1 USD so for example $20 USD=20k in gold
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 10:41 pm
I guess that could work. Based on feedback I got from people, I worked out prices that were about average. So...changing that to gaia gold: Sketches: 5k Inked: 8k Colored: 10k Feel free to haggle!
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 10:47 pm
For a week or so now, I've been having really bad manic streaks. Like one minute I'm giggling like an idiot at a vespa, and the next I'm really depressed because I don't know my birth mother or what happened to her. I can't take this much longer, but I don't know any Albany doctors or how to transfer my record or make an appointment, and I have no money.
This is driving me nuts, guys. I didn't want to bring more drama here, but it hasn't gone away and I don't know what to do.
Playing around with my medications has lead me to realize I'm a lot more responsible and less flaky when I'm on my ritalin.. but I'm also less content with my life and generally more often depressed or angry.. and I'mnot sure whihc I prefer, getting things done or enjoying my life. I suppose this is a decision everyone has to make at some point... it really depends on priorities.
But art school has made it so that drawing things has become a chore, to me. And that is also taking it's toll on me, because the only thing I really ever loved to do is becoming a hassle. I don't really have much time to draw things for fun anymore, and even if I did, it seems my muses have deserted me.. and I'm desperately lonely. I don't know why, Marcella is always here with me, and I've got Ashley across the hall and Jesse and everyone.. but still, I feel lonely. Why?..
I don't know. Leaving for home tomorrow, coming back saturday evening. Hopefully Sunday and monday morning are going to be enough to get the homework done. My parents are dragging me off to NYC.
I'm worried about myself. That's all.
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