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[xDarkWinterx]

As his fingers moved inside Ally, he listened as he moaned and bucked his hips. Jepsen didn’t know how ready Ally was, but he could feel him opening up to his fingers. Ally was no longer tight, as they moved with ease in and out of his a**. He didn’t want to rush him though if he didn’t feel like he wasn’t ready, or if he didn’t want to. Jepsen listened as Ally spoke nodding at his words. There was no need to hurry things along. He shifted removing his fingers from inside Ally.

Jepsen moved to grab open Ally’s bedside table. He hoped he didn’t mind him going through it to grab another condom. Jepsen had thrown the previous one aside and wasn’t about to put it back on. He much rather preferred a clean one. Jepsen opened the package with his teeth as he pulled out the condom. He slipped his hand over his c**k, as he rolled the condom over it.

Once it was on, Jepsen grabbed the bottle of lube again as he poured some lube over his c**k and stroked it, getting it nice and coated. Tossing the lube aside after closing it, he moved to settle back between Ally’s legs. Jepsen took his c**k, as he moved to align his c**k with Ally’s opening. He moved pushing his c**k into Ally slowly, not wanting to hurt him. Jepsen pushed until he was completely inside Ally. He felt the male pull him down to kiss him. Jepsen returned the kiss as his hands slipped over Ally’s hips. Feeling Ally pull back to speak, he listened to his words. He laughed softly, before kissing Ally again. From the way, he had settled in Ally’s a**, he didn’t think he was hurting him. Jepsen moved pulling out half way, before pushing back inside him slowly. He took his time moving inside Ally as he held onto him, as he kissed him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Out of all of the questions Micha might have for him, he preferred that he might wait on asking him about his anxiety. Although he had calmed down, he still had no rhyme or reason for the sudden attack. If he were to ask how he had been dealing with it these last twelve months, the answer was simple. He hadn't. Some nights he would smoke multiple packs to calm himself. Others he would drink or consider using drugs. He never went through with the latter, but the thought was sometimes there. He didn't want Micha to think he was crazy. He was already well aware of his options. He just chose not to use them. If things got too out of hand, he would seek professional help. But for now he was fine with the way things were. There were more important things he wanted to talk about with Micha. Topics they had blatantly ignored to avoid arguing. Samuel was ready to talk as much as was needed and would deal with any arguments that were started because of them. The point of it all was he wanted them to talk open and honestly.

Samuel continued down the interstate, keeping up with traffic. His eyes glanced between the road and Micha. Since they had some time before they would reach the city he wondered if the male might be interested in talking with him more. From the corner of his eye he saw Micha shrug and nodded as he soon replied. "Alright." he said softly. It was understandable. He supposed his question was a tad random. Returning his eyes to the road he concentrated on his driving.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of talking didn’t bother him, he just didn’t know what to say. Micha worried about certain things. He just didn’t want to push his luck. Micha was in no big rush to talk about every little detail. He was content with the way things were. Micha could understand not wanting to sit in silence, but it wouldn’t be something new for them. There were times they barely spoke to each other. Micha knew that wasn’t good either. He didn’t want Samuel to feel like he was ignoring him either. Micha relaxed beside Samuel as he merely enjoyed his company. He slipped a hand out as he took Samuel’s hand, lacing their fingers together. Micha was content not talking, he glanced out the window as he held onto Samuel’s hand as he drove.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Samuel knew they didn't always have to talk. But they had been on a bit of a roll back at the restaurant. It almost felt awkward to sit quietly. Like Micha, he too did not know what to say. The questions were there at the back of his mind. But he didn't want to just blurt them out all at once. He knew that Micha wouldn't purposely ignore him. Even when they fought, they hardly ever ignored one another for very long. Samuel kept both of his hands on the wheel a bit longer as they continued on. Seeing the males arm reach out from the corner of his eye, he allowed him to take his hand into his own. Samuel smiled as he was comforted by the simple gesture. He drove on listening to the hum of the engine and following the signs leading them towards the hotel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Alaine said nothing as Jepsen riffled through his bedside table. Seeing as the male had already had a peak inside it already he felt no shame in allowing him access to it. Not only that, he didn't feel like slowing things down at the moment. He understood why Jepsen would want a clean condom. Just the thought of reusing the other one after already discarding it was rather unpleasant. He was as patient as he could be as the male rolled on a new on and settled between his legs. Once he was inside him, he couldn't help bringing him down for a kiss. He smiled against his lips as the males hands slid over his hips as he kissed him back. His smile only widened as the male laughed at his teasing remark and moved closer to kiss him again.

There was no pain when Jepsen began to move. Only slight discomfort. He was horny enough to ignore it. He knew in time his a** would give into the size of his c**k. Alaine kissed him several times over as he moved within him. He moaned softly, kissing the male again once more he pulled back gently. Reaching up, he stroked back the males hair. it was so soft between his fingers. He'd probably play with it all day if the male would let him. He stared up as Jepsen continued to thrust deeper inside him. His inner walls relaxing with each push.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Indeed it was hard ignoring Samuel. He had tried a few times before but it only lead to his own demands. Micha couldn't ignore him for too long. He didn't need much right now
Micha stared into the late afternoon sky. He wished he had more time with Samuel but he couldn't keep him from his job. Micha was feeling a little selfish but he didn't want to push it. He could always see Samuel tomorrow. Micha relaxed but still felt dissatisfied with the time he had with Samuel. Not because he hadn't enjoyed himself but because he had. He knew he wasn't going anywhere especially for awhile. Micha had no big grand plans of running away again at least not without Samuel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ignoring Micha was like ignoring his need for air. Impossible and only harming himself. He was aware that their relationship was borderline codependent, but he was hoping to change that with their fresh start. He chanced another glance towards Micha to see him staring out of his window. He wanted to ask if something was bothering him, but it didn't take much to guess. After all, he was feeling it as well. A little more than a day together and they were already having to split up again. In his selfish needs it felt unfair. But he knew that he had to go back. If he went on another break like last time Alaine would likely kill him. And this time he couldn't really say that he would blame him. Samuel knew that they could always meet up again tomorrow or whenever the male had free time. He simply hoped it wouldn't be too long before their next meet up. Until then, he'd go work and text him later. Sounded simple enough.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha knew he was just as bad as Samuel. He had relied on him for a lot of things. Micha had spent twenty-four/seven with Samuel. They had become dependant on each other not wanting to part, especially after he got hurt. He couldn't go back to that. As much as he loved and enjoyed being around Samuel, they needed to start off slow. Micha didn't need to cling to Samuel or let Samuel do it either. He didn't want Samuel neglecting his duties as the club owner. Micha knew he also had his own things he needed to take care of. He wanted to take things slow and not rush it. Micha wanted things to work on out with Samuel. He only hoped he didn't sabotage their relationship. Micha worried about starting over but it was what he wanted. He couldn't keep Samuel at arm's length or ignore him either.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In hindsight they both needed to make some changes. Micha needed to re-establish himself as a photographer. And Samuel needed to ensure that all his hard work didn't go to waste. Sure, if the club went under he would probably have enough money to last to the rest of his days. But he was pretty sure Micha would rather be dating a club owner instead of someone who was unemployed living off his family's inheritance. As much as Samuel love him, he preferred to keep his job and provide his own way. He knew that in order to do so he was going to have to stop clinging to Micha like a child. He'd seen what being around one another nonstop did and most days it wasn't pretty. He had hope that they could make it work. They would simply have to get their schedules in order and take it slow. Maybe after some time past, then they could try out the whole sleepovers again. But first he just wanted to get used to having him back in his life.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There was no way he was going to let Samuel neglect his duties. He also would never let Samuel give up on his club either. As much as he hated to admit it, the idea of Samuel living off his inherities just wasn’t sexy, it was down right pitiful. Micha didn’t enjoy Samuel’s money, he definitely wouldn’t enjoy it then. He knew he could just be as bad as Samuel. Micha however wasn’t about to go back to that. He didn’t want to rely on Samuel as much as he had. Micha didn’t want to always spend his time with Samuel, as they were in bed without going out. As much as he enjoyed it, that was’t the way to live. He wanted to take small steps and start over with Samuel. Micha would enjoy dates, eating out and other small things. He wasn’t about to give in to what he wanted yet. Micha knew in a relationship, they needed to create a ground in which they followed until they could agree on a few things.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Jepsen didn’t mind Ally’s teasing behavior. He rather enjoyed it actually. Jepsen didn’t particularly tease back, but he wasn’t bothered by it though. He found it endearing. Jepsen kissed Ally as he moved inside him. His hands pulled him closer with each thrust. He ran his hands up Ally’s hips, toward his sides. Jepsen kissed Ally, hearing him moan beneath him. He enjoyed the taste of his lips against his own. Jepsen soon felt Ally pull back from his lips. He breathed softly as he hovered over Ally. Jepsen felt Ally’s hand slide into his hair. He moved his hips picking up a little more. Jepsen turned his head catching Ally’s wrist with his lips. He nipped slightly smirking as he glanced toward Ally. Jepsen didn’t question him anymore, as things seemed to be going alright. He would know if he was hurting Ally, after all he would tell him or at least he would see it.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was good that they both agreed that him living off inheritance just was not a good idea. If Micha wanted a guy like that, they were a dime a dozen Upper Manhattan. He would know since he was technically one of them. The only difference between him and those guys was simple. Those guys preferred to do nothing but woo a bunch girls while they could, follow in their fathers' footsteps, and do as little as humanly possible. Samuel on the other hand had ambition, investments. He didn't want to be one of those guys sitting around, doing nothing, and bragging about their wealth. Not only that, who was to say his parents investments would still be around by the time of their death. What if his fathers' brewery went under tomorrow? Bye-bye inheritance. Probably bye-bye mansion as well. He might have to, dare he say it, rent. Samuel wanted to ensure his own future. If that meant taking some time away from Micha then so be it. They may not always meet up but they could still call, text, or FaceTime even. They didn't have to sit at home pining like when they were broken up. But they also just didn't need to stay together all the time focusing on their own pleasures. Sure at the time it was good and fun, but it wasn't living. And that was what it all boiled down to.

For the next forty minutes Samuel continued to drive down the interstate. The closer they got towards Micha's hotel, the heavier the traffic got. The sun was just about nearly set with the sky mostly dark and the tiniest hint of light on the horizon. They hadn't said anything since his last question. He didn't know when but he had released his hand to place it back on the steering wheel and hadn't given it back since. Another ten minutes passed and Samuel started to break as he exited the interstate, soon coming to a red light. This part of the city wasn't terribly crowded given the time of day. But there were still cars coming and going. By memory, he followed the familiar streets to the hotel. With all of the city lights and traffic, it took them another added fifteen minutes before they were pulling up to Micha's hotel. He parallel parked a few feet from the hotel's entrance so he wasn't in the way of those checking in. He putting the car in park and sat quietly a few moments. "Well this is it." he said quietly, turning towards the male. "You got a phone or someway I can contact you later?"

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Alaine enjoyed being held by the male. He didn't treat him as though he were made of glass nor was he rough like so many of his one night stands. His touch was warm, gentle. But underneath he could feel his desire for more. He held on to the male as his hips continued to thrust, his fingers snaking in his hair. His cheeks flushed a soft pink as Jepsen kissed his wrist. For a second it almost felt as though the male were his lover and not just his employee. He was happy that the male had stopped asking about his well being. If he was so worried, he could stick around later when his lower back would likely be hurting and his butt sore. Alaine's flush darkened as the male smirked down at him. Feeling embarrassed he turned his head to concentrate on the males thrusts.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

As Samuel drove, the silence seemed to consume them once again. Micha debated on turning on the radio, just to drown out the silence. However he didn’t move to turn it on. He was content with they way things were going. The longer the ride, the more he grew bored. Micha let his eyes watch out the window. Sometime during the ride, he had felt Samuel release his hand. He glanced toward Samuel to see him returning his hand toward his steering wheel. Micha didn’t voice it but he wished Samuel hadn’t. He turned his head back toward the window as he crossed his arms over his chest. If Samuel didn’t want to touch him, then he wasn’t going to let him.

Pulling up the hotel, after what seemed like an hour. Micha glanced toward Samuel as he spoke. He uncrossed his arms, as he moved to unbuckle. Micha smiled lightly, ”Sure, but only if you kiss me goodbye.” He spoke teasing Samuel, as he waited. Micha intended to give Samuel his number, after all he wanted to at least contact him later as well.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Treating Ally like glass was not in his best interest. He had already seen that. Jepsen didn’t see him as fragile but he also didn’t want to hurt him. He saw no reason however that he couldn’t at least be gentle. As much as he wanted to just pound his a**, he also wanted to take his time. Jepsen usually wasn’t used to taking his time with other men. He also didn’t take his time as much as he was. Jepsen was used to those who just wanted a quick ******** and to have him leave. He much preferred the more romantic side of sex. Jepsen watched as Ally blushed looking away from him. He wondered if he had done something wrong but didn’t ask. Jepsen leaned down, as he ran his lips over Ally’s neck. He pulled back slightly from Ally’s a**, as he pushed his c**k deep inside him. Jepsen didn’t know what Ally was thinking but he wasn’t about to ask.