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Damnit. My iPod headphones (the nice small earbuds) broke last night. Its not that they don't work but they were actually smushed so that the speaker has popped out of it's place, and the plastic bent to the point that I cannot repair them.

Now all I have is my DJ headphones, which are really nice....but I can't ******** wear them! I can stand to touch my ear now (which is good 'cause it itches), but I can't sleep on it or put any pressure on it still...and probably not for another couple weeks.

I remember seeing some other headphones in my dorm room somewhere....but I've moved stuff around so many times it could be anywhere. Its either in a pants pocket that is burried in my hamper, in my desk drawers, or it could be in my car or over at my friends apartment....if I left it at the apartment, it's probably gone by now.

This just sucks so much because I can't listen to music all the time like I normally do. crying

Sounds like fun Manda. X3


O.o Mantis love runs deep, but one thing it doesn't go through is food. I just fed Redrum an cricket (she is using my bookbag as a plate XP) and I fear if I were starving from hunger, she wouldn't share. It's like I go up to her and I'm like, "Is it a yummy cricket." And she is like, "Yes," chew, chew... "But I'm not sharing so don't even ask." Cling to cricket, munch, munch. XD

I've been down lately, for various reasons. It's affecting me in almost every area of my life. I can't draw very well, I can't sleep so I end up staying half hte night and sleeping through my classes, I can't get classwork done well and this week and next are finals weeks *sighs*, I'm lonely but I keep getting rejected so I'm learning to just give up and wait until someone comes to me...I keep gettin gall tense and snappy on my friends. I worry people and I end up stressing myself into a crying fit almost once a week. It's irritating, I hate being like this. I need to get out more, but without having a license, it's hard to do so, and busing is expensive and I dont' understand it at all >.<

I wish I had more friends here in Pittsburgh, maybe then I'd have more to do. Cause I think what I really need is just to get out of my apartment and go out and have fun, cause staying cooped up all the time, only going to school and work, is driving me slowly insane.


Onto other news.

Manda, that's awsome, have fun xD

Krissim - haha....that's kinda cute xD I know my pets back home in ohio got like that sometimes, specially the cat...mean little critter, she was. Even if she's the most beautiful creature I've ever seen xD She's a spoiled brat, she is.

Grynn, sorry to hear about the headphones and yer ears. I have an ear infection myself, although it's not so bad cause I took medicine a while back (but I refuse to go to the doctor again even though it hasn't gone away, heh) Hope you find new headphones soon =)



To all my friends who care: I love you, I'm sorry if you feel I'm ignoring you or just am not around lately. I've just been...well, bleh. But you know that already if you've read this post xD

I feel the same way with my computer class... Alot of people suprisingly dont know how to make a new folder on the desktop. sweatdrop

yeah... At least they are trying. *Is looking foreward to her database class*

Well, I've always been in the top or at least near-top ranks at school...but I was usually in advanced classes. So people were there at my level. Some a little above, some a little below...but now there's just a large gap between myself and many or most of the other students in my college classes.