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[xDarkWinterx]

Being a tourist didn’t sound so bad, as long as Samuel was there to keep him company. He wondered if making a bucket list would do him some good. There was a lot of things to see and do that he wanted to do before he died. Micha had to wonder if there was some things Samuel wanted to do as well. He would have to ask however later after their current discussion.

Micha knew that times had been hard for Samuel when he left. He didn’t know the extent of it, but he knew Samuel would talk to him about it one day, just as he would. Micha had a lot of things he wanted to say, but he didn’t want to get into an argument about their time in Paris, or the things after all.

He didn’t mind Samuel teasing him, he had expected it. After all deserved it anyways. Micha had never been skating ice or regular. He watched as Samuel only laughed at his words. It didn’t make him feel better. Micha listened as Samuel teased him more. He shook his head at his words, ”I can pout I’m allowed, as for holding onto the wall. No, I will not hold onto the wall. “ Micha spoke pouting more, ”It’s your hand I hold onto or we don’t go.” He spoke putting his foot down on the idea of going to the ice or roller skating rink

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

After drying off and getting somewhat dressed, Alaine came back to his bed. He glanced down at the man occupying his bed. The way he was laying reminded him of a big kid. He felt like reaching out to stroke his hair or maybe just curling up beside him again. He wondered why he was so easily comforted by this man. He hardly knew him and yet he treated him almost like he was his lover. He had to admit it was quite confusing. As he sat there with the thoughts in his head, he felt the male move beside him. Alaine turned his head towards the male as he heard him speak. His cheeks flushed as the male beamed up at him. He crawled across the bed towards the male. Leaning down, he cupped his cheek, and kissed his lips sweetly. "Much better." he replied softly. Pulling away, Alaine smiled down at the male. He moved to sit beside with his legs crossed. They didn't have to talk or do anything, he just wanted to sit beside him for a little while and maybe hold his hand.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Speaking with Ally didn’t bother him. He enjoyed his time with him, for little it had been. Jepsen found he too enjoyed speaking with Ally. He liked watching his range of emotion splay over his face. Jepsen knew Ally wouldn’t like hearing that he was lovely, but he kept it to himself. Perhaps at a later time he would tell him, for now he kept it to himself. Jepsen had gotten the feeling that Ally wouldn’t even talk to him, perhaps he just needed someone who wouldn’t judge him or ask too many unwanted questions and knew when to let things go if Ally didn’t want to talk about them.

Questioning Ally, he could see he had been lost in his mind for a second. Jepsen was tempted to ask, but he didn’t. He watched as Ally crawled closer toward him, instead of staying on the edge. Jepsen laid still as Ally moved to cup his cheek. He watched as he leaned down soon feeling his lips against his own. Jepsen returned the kiss, before Ally pulled away. He smiled up at him, watching as he settled himself beside him. Jepsen reached out taking Ally’s hand, lacing their fingers together as he held onto it. ”Good, I’m glad.” He spoke softly, as he lay there. His stomach growled a little, knowing he hadn’t finished his breakfast.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

So long as the places they went were something they could both agree upon, then Samuel did not mind being a tourist. They could try new things, see the sights, enjoy the food, and much more. A bucket list did sound nice. If there were enough places or things they wanted to do then it might be needed. Of course they could talk about it later so they could get a better idea of what each man wanted.

If he had it his way, Samuel preferred to never talk about how depressed he was this past year. He was sure though that wouldn't fly over too well with Micha. Though if the man ask he wasn't going to lie. He wasn't entirely himself during that time. Employees, his family, even Alaine had worried about his mental health. They could all see that something was off, something he wasn't telling them about no matter how much they pried. If they ever did talk about this time, he would not argue with Micha. He would simply lay out the facts as they were and then that would be that. It did him no good digging up old wounds.

Focusing on a happier subject, he continued to tease him. He enjoyed the males stubbornness as he shook his head. But he could also see that it wasn't as appreciated as before. Samuel sighed softly. He had to choose his words carefully. He didn't appreciate getting so much of the man's attitude this early in the morning. And before he had his coffee no less. "Alright fine. I'll hold your stupid hand if it'll make you happy." he replied after about a minute had passed. It was honestly the best he could come up with, without snapping accidentally at him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Being stubborn was not because he meant it but because he was toying with Samuel. Micha was enjoying himself seeing him get annoyed by his behavior. Sometimes he could get moody but at the moment he wasn't at least not to himself. He was seeing how far he could go before Samuel became annoyed with him. From the looks of it, it wouldn't be too long. Micha watched Samuel waiting for a reply. He couldn't help but find it amusing. Micha shook his head, ”Really now, I don't think you mean it. If you don't want to hold my stupid hand then just say so.” He spoke crossing his arms as he leaned back in his seat.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Samuel really did not understand why Micha was being like this. Who had this much energy to b***h so early in the morning? And right after complaining about not sleeping very well. He was beginning to call bullshit on that story. He watched the male shake his head again and cop an attitude towards him. At times he wished he could reach in and pull out that nasty attitude of his. It was so inappropriate and sometimes made him want to just wring his neck. "Fine, don't believe me. Hold your own stupid hand if it means that much to you." he replied, leaning back as well. He didn't know what crawled up Micha's a**, but it was annoying. If he had something to say than he could just say it as well. Instead of beating around the bush and giving people headaches.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

True there was no reason for him to be acting like a b***h. If anything he was only egging on Samuel more. Micha could see he was growing more annoyed with him by the minute. He saw no reason to continue with teasing him. After all he knew Samuel could only be pushed so far. Micha listened as Samuel spoke getting angry with him. He watched as he leaned back in his chair as well. Micha relaxed as he started to laugh at Samuel's annoyance. ”You know your cute when you're angry.” He spoke teasing Samuel as he leaned back on the table. Micha smiled at Samuel as he watched him curiously but also cautiously.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As he sat there stewing, Samuel had to wonder what had gotten into Micha. Was he mad that is friend had kissed him? Or because he hadn't gotten enough sleep? Did Micha get cranky? He couldn't remember a time when he did. So that made his moodiness all the more confusing to him. The man's bitchy attitude had just about soured his own. He could feel himself getting pissed off as he sat there. He leaned back in his chair, all but glaring at the man. He then watched as Micha's entire body relax and he burst into laughter. His cheeks heated up as he went on to tease him, smiling as though the last five minutes did not just happen. "You little cocksucker." he replied, frowning at the male as his anger started to ebb away. "UGH!! Every time! Why do I keep falling for your s**t? Just for that you get to pay for your own damn breakfast." Samuel sighed dramatically as he stared down the man. It was too early for this kind of joking. Of all the men he could have loved, he picked the one with a twisted sense of humor.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Alaine didn't mind talking with Jepsen. He found the male to be more insightful than most. Along with other qualities he found intriguing. He couldn't help thinking about all that had happened. After all, it hadn't even been an entire day yet and already so much had happened. It was a little exhausting trying to keep up with it all. Not wanting to stay with his thoughts for much longer, Alaine moved closer to Jepsen. He smiled as the male kissed him back and made himself comfortable beside him. While he sat there, he allowed the male to reach out and take his hand. His cheeks flushed slightly and he nodded quietly as Jepsen spoke. Soon, hearing his stomach growl he couldn't help laughing at him. "Sorry I didn't let you finish your breakfast." he said softly. "I might have some muffins downstairs if you'd like something to eat."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Seeing Samuel pissed, he knew it probably wasn’t a good idea. He found it amusing, but he shouldn’t have. Micha didn’t know what the consequences would be if Samuel decided to act upon them. He hadn’t wanted to get Samuel mad at him, but he had. Micha watched as he relaxed, to see Samuel finally get what he had done. He took note of his cheeks turning red, as he sat there. Micha laughed softly, as Samuel yelled at him. He watched as Samuel frowned at him, only yelling more at him. Micha smiled, as he sat there. ”And whose c**k do you think I suck, Mister.” He spoke moving, to lean across the table. ”As to why, because you love me.” Micha teased as he kissed Samuel quickly before pulling back to sit back down. He spoke smiling, ”And to make up for it, I’ll pay for both our breakfasts, okay?” Micha spoke, at least willing to make up for hurting and pissing Samuel off so early in the morning.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sitting across from the male it was hard to stay mad at him. Still, he didn't appreciate being toyed like that. It was bad enough to be toyed by Grisha. But now Micha? His cheeks flushed as it slowly sunk in that he was being made a fool of. Samuel watched as the male laughed even more, his smile taunting him. He only blushed more as Micha threw his own words back at him. As if there was any doubt of whom. That wasn't the point of the matter. He watched the male rise from his chair and soon lean over the table. "You bet your sweet a**, I do." he said softly before he was kissed. Samuel kissed him back before the male pulled away. He sat back in his chair licking his lips, smirking as the male sat back down as well. "Deal." he replied. Just as his mood was starting to return to normal, their waitress soon returned with a tray in hand. Two mugs were set before them, as well as a small pot of creamer, then the mugs were filled with piping hot coffee.When asked if they were ready to order, Samuel opened his menu and glanced down at his options one more time. He then ordered himself blueberry pancakes with scrambled eggs, and hash browns.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Micha knew he shouldn’t have toyed with Samuel. Perhaps he was mad for seeing Grisha kissing Samuel. He had to wonder if he hadn’t walked in on them, would Samuel have stopped him. Micha hadn’t enjoyed seeing Samuel kissing another man, even if it was his best friend. He knew he would have to have talk with Grisha about them. After all he didn’t need to walk in on them making out again, or worse. Micha laughed softly as Samuel responded to his words. ”You better.” He spoke but meant it. If Samuel didn’t love him, then what was the point of them being together. Though he couldn’t imagine a time again, where he wanted to be without Samuel. Micha nodded smiling as Samuel agreed to let him pay for breakfast. He glanced to see their waiter coming over with mugs of coffee. Micha knew they both needed coffee and he was glad to have it. He grabbed his cup pulling it closer as he filled it with creamer and sugar. Micha took a sip as Samuel gave his order. Once it was his turn, he ordered himself the buttermilk fried chicken sandwich which included kale slaw and honey tabasco, herbed fries with a side of honey mustard. After giving him order, he handed his menu to the waiter, who left to enter their orders. MIcha returned his attention back toward Samuel, as he smiled at him. Though he knew Samuel wouldn’t forgive him that easily.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In another lifetime he could have told Micha that he had no reason to worry about him cheating on him. He lost that right the night he did so in Paris. It was understandable that Micha might still hold some doubts towards his loyalty. They were only together for less than two days and he had done nothing to prove his worth to him. A few nice gestures and meeting his brothers meant nothing. But he could say one thing for sure. If he were to cheat again, it would not be with a man like Grisha. Even Grisha had kissed him he was interested. There was no spark, no chemistry, or whatever clever word people used to describe after their first kiss with a person. All he had felt was anger and disgust that the man would do something like that. And in front of Micha no less. From where he was standing that was a rather shitty thing to do to your supposed best friend. He didn't care about the reason behind it. Whatever it was, he was going to make sure that it never happened again. Micha may have brushed it off as though it were nothing, but he knew that he must have been upset. Why else would he be going to such lengths right now? There was no reason to be so moody so early otherwise.

As he kissed the male, he heard the teasing remark. Again, he knew that it was meant as more than a simple joke. There was no doubt that he loved Micha. Why else would he go through the trouble of working himself to death, selling off his treasured possessions, or trying to change almost everything in his life. Because he couldn't live with those memories. He had literally let the best thing that ever happened to him walk out of his life for something so stupid yet so unforgivable. He deserved to be alone and live with his guilt.

Samuel smiled politely as the waiter returned with drinks. Like Micha, he brought his mug closer to him after the coffee was poured. He didn't bother with the cream or sugar. Instead he gave his order and sat back while Micha doctored his own drink to his liking. He never understood how the man could drink something so sweet but had learned to just ignore it. If it was to his liking that was all that mattered. Samuel sat back and waited while the male listed off his own order. It still sounded like too much food, but said nothing about it. When their waiter left he lifted his mug, blowing softly before taking a sip of the bitter liquid. Feeling the males gaze, he glanced up to see him smiling at him. "Something else you want to say?" he asked curiously.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

If asked, he wouldn’t lie. Micha had been bothered by seeing Samuel kissing Grisha. He knew it wasn’t Samuel’s fault, but he still had been pissed by seeing it. If he wanted to, he could have blamed Samuel for it, but it would be a useless blame. Micha didn’t see Grisha as someone Samuel would even like in the first place. He knew Samuel had already suffered for cheating on him the first time, he doubted Samuel would do it again. At least not in his view. Micha didn’t know what would happen if he saw Samuel with another man. He wondered if Samuel would blame him for kicking his a** the second time around.

Micha knew Samuel loved him, after all he wouldn’t be here right now if he didn’t. He wanted to believe in the future but only time would tell. For now, he would let things happen as they were on work on their relationship with Samuel.

Mixing up his coffee, he knew Samuel would only look at it with disgust. It was one of the many ways they differed but he didn’t care. Micha preferred sweet to bitter when it came to his coffee. He would not allow himself to drink Samuel’s swill if he could help it. Micha glanced to see the waiter leave, before he returned his attention toward Samuel as he spoke. He shrugged lightly, but knew he had to ask. ”Would you have stopped Grisha if I hadn’t walked in on you two and pulled him off?” Micha asked, not to be offending but because he couldn't help himself.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As disgusting as it was to watch Micha ruin a perfectly good cup of coffee he kept his opinions to himself. He sipped his own swill, as Micha referred it. Feeling as though something was still off, he glanced back towards the male and questioned him. Micha seemed like he wanted to brush it off but couldn't. All he could do was stare as the male spoke. Was he serious? Did they not already have this conversation? He was beginning to feel like a broken record promising to never be disloyal again. What happened with Grisha was unwarranted contact. "I was already trying to stop him before you walked in." he said honestly. "While you were still in the bathroom Grisha was already pawing at me. I kept moving away and that guy just decided to climb into my lab. I was ready to break his nose before you pulled him off." Samuel didn't like having the male assume the worst of him. It made him feel like he didn't trust. And maybe he didn't, he didn't know. He preferred to think Micha wouldn't doubt him so early in their new relationship. But it would seem it was just wishful thinking.