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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2018 8:23 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2018 9:26 pm
  
True, going into an actual store was a different experience than one online. Online he was free to explore all his options in a timely manner and read as many reviews as his heart desired becoming coming to a decision. Whereas in stores it was......a little intimidating. The first time he went in to a sex shop he was fresh out of high school. To say the least he had been far too overwhelmed at the time and left without buying anything. Since that time Samuel only went whenever he really needed to for things like lube and condoms. He didn't really bother with much else as he had never thought about trying anything outside the normal realm with his other partners. With Micha though it was different. He wanted to have an open mind. Who knows, he might actually find something that excited him.
He had no excuse for last night and he wasn't going to try to make one up either. He didn't regret sleeping with him last night. He had wanted him so badly, he could hardly stand it. He knew that Micha wanted him just as badly otherwise he wouldn't have let him so much as put his hands on him. Samuel smiled as the male laughed at his poor joke. Though he wasn't completely wrong, Micha owed him one orgasm. He knew it was important that the man stop last night. But a part of him wished he hadn't. He worried what sort of questions the man might ask him later. There was no way Micha was going to let it go so easily. It was only a matter of when. For now, he was glad the man was leaving it alone. The world could eavesdrop on his sex life, but his mental status. That was too much. He smiled kindly as Micha teased him again, nodding quietly. He would be holding him to that promise.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2018 9:45 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2018 10:27 pm
Honestly he wasn't too fond of either topic being talked about in public. But between the two he would rather stick to the one about their sex life. Samuel wasn't completely against talking about what happened. But not here, not in the prying eyes and ears of the public. He wasn't even too sure himself how he would react to talking about it. He didn't particularly like talking about his anxiety. That wasn't to say he wouldn't, just that he probably wouldn't talk about it all at once. He felt if they were to open that can of worms, it would need to be more of a series of talks instead of just one big one. The last thing he wanted was for Micha to start treating him like a mental patient.
Samuel leaned back in his chair and sipped the last of his coffee. When the mug was empty, he set it aside for any passing server with a coffee pot to fill. He felt a bit more calm as the topic was then changed. "Supposed to, yeah." he replied honestly. "I might take the night off though if this rain persists." One of the other things that had changed since Micha left was that he had been keeping to a somewhat strict work schedule. No longer was he taking three or more days a week off. That wasn't to say he was married to his work. But he and Alaine did remember to give themselves one or two nights a week off as well. For Alaine, he mostly stuck to the slower days like Sunday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. While Samuel would take off on Mondays, and at least one weekend a month. So far this week he hadn't given himself a single day off. He'd been too engrossed in his work to bother. It wouldn't kill him to take tonight off. If not for anyone but for himself.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2018 8:31 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2018 9:50 pm
Even if he was going in to work, he had wanted to spend some time with Micha. He hadn't exactly been ready to see him go when he dropped him off last night. But he knew in order to have a healthy relationship that it was necessary. They couldn't neglect their responsibilities as they once did. Samuel hoped, by inviting himself, that he was not imposing. He didn't really know what the man had had in store for today. If he had any plans, he didn't want to keep him from going on with them.
Changing topics, Samuel spoke of thinking about missing out on work. He knew his excuse wasn't the best. But it was true. Besides, he hadn't given himself a single day off this week. There were no guidelines on how he ought to spend it. He smiled back at the male, listening as he questioned him. "Well, my initial plan was to come over and take over your bed. But your friend kinda ruined that. Plus, I'm too awake to think about sleep. So I kinda figured maybe, we could hang out for a few hours. I didn't know if you needed to go out and buy anything or just wanted to go somewhere...if that's alright with you that is." he replied honestly. Though really, that was even a stretch. Samuel had made no such plans. He just wanted to see Micha, he hadn't thought much about what to do after.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 17, 2018 9:45 pm
It wouldn’t surprise him if Samuel had never really took days off. Even before he started dating Samuel, he was a hard worker, constantly at word. There was never a day that he went into the club, that he didn’t see Samuel. Micha found it amusing, but he knew he needed to take some time off, or he would get burnt out. He didn’t see him taking days or weeks off like he would. Micha didn’t want that again, a completely dependant relationship. They both needed to maintain their working schedule.
Micha listened as Samuel spoke, nodding at his words. ”I don’t mind, if you want to hang out. I didn’t have a lot planned today, but we can always go shopping.” He spoke smiling at Samuel. Micha didn’t mind having out, after all he hadn’t really spent too much time with Samuel yesterday. He glanced toward their waiter who came to fill the coffee cups, and informed them that their meals would be out soon. Micha thanked him, as he went about putting cream and sugar into his cup again, to his liking.
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2018 7:23 am
In the early days of their break-up Samuel rarely took a day off. He was so determined to stay busy that he tended to ignore all his other needs. It was really thanks to Alaine that he was able to not completely self-destruct. His friend saw how much he was hurting and trying to bury the past as though it were never real. The man more or less forced him to sit down and think about his actions and how unhealthy they were. He was ashamed to think how much he cried that night when he got home. While he was fully aware of what had happened between them, not allowing himself to feel it had made the think so much worse. To say the least he was pretty sure Micha would not have liked what he had allowed himself to become. As time went by he eventually tried to get back on track. Finding new hobbies, getting back to a healthy diet, exercising, coming up with new work strategies, making over the club. All of them attempts to remember to live and keep moving forward. He wasn't happy, but at least he wasn't suicidal.
Samuel intended to keep up his work schedule. He wasn't going to allow himself days and weeks off at time as he had done before. It would be hard being separate from Micha all the time, but eventually he would get used to. If not, they could one day move in together. In the meantime he was just going to have to make due. He listened to Micha's suggestion of shopping. It was tempting, though there wasn't really anything in particular he needed at the moment. Still, getting out and doing something might be fun. "Shopping sounds good. Though do you think we'd need the car or would you rather just take the trains instead?" he replied. When he finished speaking, he noticed their waiter approach, he thanked the man as his mug was then refilled. He picked up the mug and brought it closer him. He blew softly before taking a sip.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2018 8:37 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2018 8:53 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2018 11:49 pm
He wasn't too picky about what sort of things they do this afternoon. All that really mattered was that they were able to spend some time together. Last night was fun, but it was too short for his taste. He was selfish in wanting spend more time with him. Even if it meant only a few hours more. He hadn't decided if he wanted to spend the night with Micha. The thought was tempting and knowing that nothing had happened between Micha and Grisha, he could get off the fact that the sheets weren't fresh out of the wash. Though he was just as tempted to bring Micha back to his place. If it wasn't for the fact that eventually he would have to bring him back he would do it in a heartbeat. Samuel couldn't wait for the day they just moved in together. He knew it wouldn't be for some time. They needed to focus on other things first before that could happen. Still, it was exciting to think about.
Samuel intended on keeping to his work schedule. They could still have their dates, the occasional sleepover, and Micha was welcome to bug him at the club now and then. But this time around they could not allow themselves to neglect their duties for days and weeks at a time. It simply was not healthy. He loved Micha but he did not want them to lose themselves in another codependent relationship as they had before. Taking a sip of his coffee Samuel listened as the male spoke once more. It was true, finding parking was bad enough on a normal day. On a day like today he'd rather not deal with it. "Hmm you're right about that. Though while we're out I think we should get an umbrella. Unless you have one back in your room." he replied. He smiled knowingly as the males stomach then growled. He too was hungry and ready to eat. The last time he ate was during their date. He was to tired to make something when he got home, even more so when he left this morning.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2018 12:12 am
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2018 6:50 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2018 8:34 pm
It would have been very easy to storm off in huff and allow himself to think the worst of Micha. But there was no point. If he had walked away, he didn't want to think if Micha would have stuck around to wait for him to come back. He was done with their tiresome games and apologizing over and over again. It was enough to drive him insane. While he disliked Grisha's actions, he wouldn't fault Micha for them. The man was old enough to take responsibility for his own actions. He had no right to kiss Samuel like that nor to claim Micha as his own. It was clearly done just to get a rise out of him and unfortunately for Samuel, it worked out splendidly. Given some time, he might consider joining Micha in a double date. He'd especially like to tell Grisha's significant other that he's been kissing other men behind their back.
The thought of getting out to do something was both exciting and a little unsettling. Samuel hated weather like this. It was such a pain to deal with. But at the same time he did not want to remain cooped up all day. He watched Micha nod his head and listened to him speak. "We'll call that plan B if we get bored." he teased back. Samuel wasn't against being inside all day. It might be cozy on a day like today. But he wouldn't worry about it for now. As he set his cup down, their waiter came back again with their food. Samuel cleared a space for his plate and thanked the man as he set it down in front of him. He shook his head as they were then asked for anything else. When the man was gone, he picked up the little cup of butter and spread a small amount on to his pancakes. He didn't really care that it was likely made with whole milk and might upset his stomach later. A small amount wouldn't kill him. He used just enough to let it soak into the cake, then topped it all with maple syrup. Picking up his silverware, he cut in the pancakes and started to eat.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2018 9:33 pm
Eating out with Grisha and his wife, would not be for a while. At least until he could convince Samuel. It probably wouldn’t be until after Micha met Samuel’s parents. He knew that meeting Grisha hadn’t been what he expected for wanted. If anything, he had wished Grisha hadn’t tried attack him, or testing him. Micha wished that he hadn’t been taking a shower, but even more it probably would have been more awkward if Samuel saw them in bed together. He hated to wonder what Samuel thought of that, if he hadn’t come to Samuel’s rescue or explained who Grisha was. Micha could only expect the worse of the situation, especially if Samuel hadn’t believed him. He didn’t need Samuel thinking bad of him, as if he would turn around and cheat on him instead.
Spending the day inside was tempting, especially since the weather was bad. However he wanted to actually get out of the house. Micha knew they could always spend time later indoors. He nodded as Samuel spoke about option B. Micha went about picking up his sandwich, as he started to dig in. The feeling of eating, helped the noise of his stomach calm down. He watched as Samuel went about putting butter on his pancakes. That was something he just didn’t understand, it was like butter on toast. Micha wasn’t a fan of butter either. It just made things soggy.
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