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Everytime I post something in the Sallies thread. It gets ignored, especially if involves me having a really bad day or if something bad has happened. I understand why a few members feel alone.



Doesn't really matter. If I die from it, what else will I do apart from rot?



The season changed over a month ago. This doesn't normally occur until summer. (It's spring currently)

What is with all the goddamn emo bullshit drama going on lately? People telling me that they feel like dying, or that they'll die if someone else dies.....why do people SAY s**t like that? Makes me glad I'll never fall in love that much.......to feel like if that person left I'd have no other recourse except suicide.

Honestly, I don't mind helping people through s**t, but I mean, come ON.

Sorry about your dog, Fog. Even if she wasn't to close to you.

As for the emo BS lately... you an be in love, yes, but you shouldn't be so disgustingly soppy you'd die if that person left you. Sure, you'd feel like dieing, but I agree; if things don't work out between the couple, do they kill themselves? No. I think its a sad thing that people would rather live for somone else then themselves. I live for me, and my passion; pets. If they die, i'm not going to kill myself over it.. neutral

By the way, thank you Fog~ heart

Actually, I wasn't depressed because I live far away from Crenn and would I kill myself if he killed himself? No. I can't say anything for him, but that is how I feel.

And I would like everyone to keep their feelings to themself about that. If you have a problem directly with me or crenn,PM us, but do not bring it here.

Thank you

Ugh, last night I was supposed to stay at my grandpa's house and be there alone and have a nice sleep because he was gone for the week. Right as I got there, I relaxed for a bit...then BOOM! Cousin,brother, and their friend come over and start bugging the s**t outta me. I was going to go hang out with a local fur to the movies later that night, but I just left early and we went to see the movie earlier than planned. The movie was good, Employee of the Month is awesome. After that we walked around some and then went to our seperate homes. Only when I got home, they were all still there, but ******** getting drunk and pressuring me to get drunk and bugged me about how far I got with her (I didnt do anything X.x) So I called my friend and he was thankfully able to come pick me up, so I stayed at his house for the night. After waking up at 7 am, having bad allergy problems, and watching some TV, I get a phone call from my sister bugging me about how I had plans with my other friends. So I was all scared because by the time I got the call, it was about 20 minutes til I was supposed to get picked up. I immediatelly called the friends house, but no one answered. So now Im pissed off because I know they were going to get angry at me that I couldnt get a hold of them. So I bug my friend again to take me home, and he wouldnt because he was playing video games, so there was no way home til about 3 hours later. However, I got dropped off at an arcade about 2 miles away from my house, so I had to walk home. I just get home and get online to see that the friend whose house I was supposed to go over to, is online as well and yelling at me and bitching on how Im a liar. I tell him all of this, but Im still a liar and now he hates me. So Im ******** pissed off right now

yus.. sweatdrop im so irrisponsable.

hmmm, seems like I've missed a lot these past few day *feels bad* I really need to pay more attention, blech. I'll try, folks.


Anyway, today has been quite intersting, to say the least...my mate came out this weekend to spend time with me, and today we were gonna go swing-dancing, and his car decided to stall out, so AAA came and jumpstarted it, and we made it a distance, and then it stalled out AGAIN right at an intersection, so we were stuck there for like an half hour. (7 people stopped to ask us if we needed help, out of the like hundreds of cars that passed us by xD We kept saying no cause Tom had called AAA and theyw ere coming, but we finally just asked someone for help) and we finally got going again, and started to my place, and then we were gonna go to my friend krissi's place cause she just moved in today, but the car stalled out AGAIN in some person's driveway, so after about 3 attempts to jump it we finally got it working just enough to drive to my place and park. And now it's sitting in the parking lot with the key stuck in it because it wont' come out, and it's all just one big mess. It turns out that the alternator is messed up on it, not the battery, so that really sucks since they are a lot more expensive to fix then batteries.

So yeah, what started out as an innocent night of us just wanting to go out and have fun, turned into one big mess after another. Tom's so exhausted and upset from it all, I feel terrible, like it's my fault or something since it happened while he was out here visiting me =( Oh well, tomorrow we're gonna try and get his car fixed and what not since he has important classes on monday he needs to go to. (he lives 2 hours away, so he defiantly needs a working car, heh.)



And on a brighter side, I got the first two volumes of the Hellsing Manga and a bunch of relaly cool posters and a wallscroll of Vincent (FF7). Posters including one of cloud and sephiroth, one of Vincent, one of some of hte cast from the anime "Mai Hime", One of the characters from "Nana", Chii and Fai from Tsubasa Chronicles, An awsome pic of Alucard and his eyes from Hellsing, and one of L and his group from Death Note. I wuv meh posters <3 They make my room even better then it already was, haha. And my wallscroll makes me so frigging happy <3 *molests the awsome Vincenty goodness* God damn, I love Vincent xD I thought I was a sephy fangirl, but it turns out Vincent makes me happier xD


Anyway, Tom and I are tired, and Krissi just left since she ended up comign here to visit (and I gave her the poster of Gaara from Naruto that I got her cause she's a total Gaara fangirl) so I'm gonna head off to bed now. Hopefully everything turns out well tomorrow.

Ciao.

oh..wow..some people just amaze me...

Apparently, you have to do art for 20 years before you're allowed your own "style".

as quoted by someone in a chat today on another site. I just want to laugh really hard.