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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Micha knew that Samuel worried about him. He had no plans of running away. His next step was to find a new place to live. Micha couldn't help but tease Samuel though he knew it was in bad taste. He listened as Samuel responded. Micha understood his concern. He didn't know how fast he would get a new place, to the next time they would see each other. Micha shook his head at Samuel. "Of course not. It's not as if I drive myself…. Though I promise to tell you if I find my own place. " He replied smiling at Samuel. Micha watched as Samuel went about signing the check off with his tip. He knew they needed to leave which he wasn't thrilled about. Micha stretched his legs as he shifted to stand. "Ready?" He asked though he wasn't rushing Samuel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Indeed his joke was in poor taste however he took no offense. Instead, he gave his real reason behind the question. While he wasn't expecting Micha to find anything today or even this week, it was likely to be awhile before they next met. Samuel watched as the male shook his head. He laughed softly as the male assured him otherwise. "That's all I ask." he teased. Taking the check, Samuel finished filling it out before setting it aside. When he was done, he returned his attention to Micha. He nodded his head as he was then asked if he was ready. Standing up as well, Samuel waited a moment for Micha to finish stretching before walking through the restaurant and out the door. Exiting the establishment, he held the door for the male. He too wasn't thrilled about having to part, but it wasn't as though they needed to race back to the hotel. Glancing back towards the male, he offered him his hand.

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Micha knew Samuel wouldn't be offended still he felt guilty. He couldn't say he would find a new place soon. Although it was top on his list of things to do. Second, was to get back into the habit of clients again. Micha needed to establish his old and new clients. He had to start working again otherwise finding a new place would be useless if he couldn't afford it. Micha had money but he wanted to settle again. He had sold his loft and house; each had held strong and meaningful memories. Micha nodded as Samuel teased him. He knew such things were simple. Micha stood waiting to see if Samuel was ready. He watched as Samuel stood soon following him through the diner. Micha stopped as Samuel opened the door before stepping outside. He was in no rush either to get back to the hotel either though it was inevitable. Micha waited for Samuel soon seeing him hold out his hand. He took it lacing their fingers together as they started walking down the street back toward the hotel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As they headed outside, Samuel held out his hand towards Micha. He knew neither of them were really looking forward to parting, but it necessary. They couldn't laze about all day, nor could they neglect the things they had planned. While Micha's weren't as concrete as his own, it was good for him to stick with whatever he was going to do today. While they could make some money laying in bed naked all day, that was not their job nor something for the world to see. Taking Micha's hand into his own, he smiled as the male laced their fingers together. Together, they slowly walked away from the diner and down the street. "So are you going to be alright on your own?" he asked curiously. Samuel knew he could fend for himself, he was mostly just making a bit of conversation. Though it was fine if Micha would prefer they walked in silence instead.

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



The idea of selling his body was not up for negotiation. Micha had done it a few times when he was younger to get by. However he was past that now. His body was his own and not to be shared lightly. Micha held onto Samuel's hand as they walked down the street. He was in no rush as he took his time. Micha soon heard Samuel as he questioned him. He shrugged, "Do you mean today…tomorrow, or the next day?" Micha asked smiling lightly as they walked.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Samuel had no interest in selling his body either. Not that he was against sex work, but because it had never interested him. He preferred that the only person seeing his body was his partner and no on else. Holding on to Micha's hand they continued on a bit further down the street. A few minutes had passed in silence before Samuel spoke. Glancing towards the male, he watched him shrug his shoulders before answering with a question of his own. Samuel shook his head slightly. "Excuse me for caring." he teased. He knew that Micha could take care of himself. But that didn't necessarily guarantee he would be okay by himself. He understood how lonely and sometimes boring it could be living alone. Given how they used to spend their days, he felt a tad guilty leaving him all alone even though it was necessary.

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Sharing his body even to make money didn't appeal. He could deal with loneliness with having to part. Micha knew eventually they would meet again. He walked with Samuel as he answered his question with a question. Micha wasn't trying to be rude. He too was making conversation as he teased Samuel. Micha watched Samuel as he shook his head before commenting. He laughed softly as Samuel teased him. "You're excused though I forgive you." Micha teased in return playfully. "Although I'll be fine I guess…just remember I do have your number…Naughty pictures can get me by." He teased knowing he could entertain himself just fine.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He didn't think his words were rude. He was more annoyed with himself about how much he was obsessing over this. It's not like they were saying goodbye forever. Still, he was uncomfortable with the idea of parting. As Samuel went on to tease him, he heard Micha laugh beside him. He smirked as he was soon teased back and playfully rolled his eyes. "Gee, thanks." he said sarcastically. He listened as the male then continued, his expression softened at his words and provided him a momentary comfort. That is until it was all ruined by his next dirty remark. Samuel laughed at his teasing words. "Ah, you ruined it. That was almost really sweet." he teased. "For that, I'm not sending you any kind of pictures."

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Micha knew they had to part. They could continue like they did stuck at the hip but it would only cause a rift. He knew Samuel had things to do, which he was fine with. Although as much as the time apart would bother him. Micha couldn't allow Samuel to fall back. He didn't want to restrict him. It wasn't like he was going anywhere. Micha listened as Samuel responded teasing him. He smiled lightly though he couldn't help but ruin it. Micha listened as Samuel laughed at his teasing words. He smirked lightly, "And who said you'd be sending the pictures?" Micha teased as he continued walking with Samuel down the street.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

The last thing he wanted was a repeat of last year. As much as it sucked, it was necessary they carried on with their daily routines. Still, that didn't mean he couldn't feel a bit worried about leaving Micha alone. While he knew he was capable of taking care of himself, he also cared about him. He didn't want him being lonely or worse, ending up in some sort of freak accident. Though it was likely his imagination was jumping to conclusions. Samuel allowed himself to relax as they joked with one another. He couldn't help laughing at the males teasing words. He playfully teased him back and watched as Micha smirked. Samuel felt his cheeks warm slightly to the males witty response. "Oh? Does that mean you plan on sending naked selfies all night while I'm at work?" he continued. As they continued walking they were now about half a block away from the diner. With each step they grew closer to the hotel and he felt his desire to stay increasing, even though he knew he needed to go.

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Micha didn’t understand Samuel’s fear. His fear was not his own. Sure, Micha worried about parting, but he couldn’t be selfish. He couldn’t keep Samuel from his duties. After all he didn’t come back to hold him back. Sure, he wanted to be with Samuel but on common ground. Micha wasn’t a child, he wasn’t going to get lost and hurt. Micha teased Samuel, as he watched his cheeks darken with his teasing words. He laughed softly as Samuel teased him, ”But of course, how else will I entertain myself...At Least this way, you’ll know I’ll be thinking of you.” Micha teased him in return, though with honesty. He would be thinking about Samuel, at least if he went through with his plan, he could express himself in such a way it would keep Samuel on his toes and waiting.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was hard to explain this irrational fear of his. He wasn't even sure Micha would understand it if he tried to explain it to him. He didn't want to cause unnecessary worry or make things weird so he kept things it to himself. He knew it best that he continue with his work and Micha work on his own. As Samuel teased the male, he heard him laugh beside him. Samuel smirked as the male continued to joke with him. 'If you're taking naked selfies, you better be thinking about me." he teased back. Samuel doubted the male needed to contact him in order to think about him. Just as he didn't. He of course would still think about him in their time apart, but he would try to do it in a way that didn't interfere with his daily life.

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Micha wasn't as fearful as Samuel. He also didn't understand the irrationality of it. Micha had been taking care of himself long before Samuel came around. He wasn't going to go looking for trouble so Samuel didn't need to worry. Micha teased Samuel as they continued walking. He listened as Samuel teased him again. "But of course, after all they wouldn't be as meaningful." Micha commented about the idea of him thinking about someone else. There was no other person beside Samuel anyways.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Eventually he might choose to talk to Micha about his irrational fears, but one was more than enough for today. For now, he was enjoying their playful mood and didn't want to ruin it. He liked the way they continued to bounce off of one another while talking about such an intimate topic out in the open. It only egged him on even more. Samuel smirked as the male continued to tease him. "Well when you put it like that, now I'm really curious what kind of pictures you'll be taking." he then replied. Although he knew Micha was only teasing, he wondered what sort of pictures he used to take for others. Or did he even bother with silly things like that? The way he spoke, he knew he wasn't very close with many of his past lovers. But there had to be at least a few he shared those kind of moments with, right?

 

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✖ █ ❛ 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈, 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓇, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇. ...



Such intimate discussion didn't really happen with previous lovers. He had never felt much toward them. Micha was a photographer but it wasn't as if he took pictures of himself. He couldn't help but tease Samuel with the idea of naughty pictures. Micha wasn't opposed to sharing such intimacy with Samuel. He didn't want to ruin the mood either. Micha could see his hotel ahead which seemed to soon. He didn't want to part but it was inevitable. Micha smiled as Samuel teased him. "Well that's while it will be a surprise." He teased in return.