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 Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 4:58 pm
Rainey_angel81 it depends on where you go and if your dog was in heat at the time. When I take animals to the Animal control, they only do a 1" incision whereas taking them to an veterinary clinic, they do a larger incision. Sometimes to find the ovaries, a larger incision is needed because sometimes it takes a little bit of digging to find them. I remember one that I sat in on at the Guide Dog's clinic, they do thousands of spays, but this one dog, we couldn't find the other ovary, so we had to make the incision a little larger. The ovary ended up being a few inches above where it was supposed to be. She dog came out with a 4" incision. That's good to know, Rainey. Thanks. I don't think a six-month-old dog can be in heat though. Although they were already presenting and they smelled different. (Curse me for being able to smell the difference between male and female dogs.)
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 4:58 pm
Kakarotto-san my entire weekend is killed.. and one of my friends is being an a*****e.. *curls up* why can't I have a day that isn't screwed up? *pets* What's going on?
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 5:47 pm
I sure hope Affy is not having problems with his pancreas. While prehaps a kidney stone is not exactly fun either, it is at least less likely to be fatal.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 6:05 pm
Diana Vulpes I sure hope Affy is not having problems with his pancreas. While prehaps a kidney stone is not exactly fun either, it is at least less likely to be fetal.
and fatal?
I'm sorry! I just.. I .. -laughs so hard- Don't hate me Arty, but..that's the cutest goofup I've seen all day. I needed that..
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 6:08 pm
Shaviv Rainey_angel81 it depends on where you go and if your dog was in heat at the time. When I take animals to the Animal control, they only do a 1" incision whereas taking them to an veterinary clinic, they do a larger incision. Sometimes to find the ovaries, a larger incision is needed because sometimes it takes a little bit of digging to find them. I remember one that I sat in on at the Guide Dog's clinic, they do thousands of spays, but this one dog, we couldn't find the other ovary, so we had to make the incision a little larger. The ovary ended up being a few inches above where it was supposed to be. She dog came out with a 4" incision. That's good to know, Rainey. Thanks. I don't think a six-month-old dog can be in heat though. Although they were already presenting and they smelled different. (Curse me for being able to smell the difference between male and female dogs.) sometimes they can be. Ours have all gone in season pst the 12 month mark, but another raiser had a dog go into season at 7 months
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 6:25 pm
Meph!stopheles Diana Vulpes I sure hope Affy is not having problems with his pancreas. While prehaps a kidney stone is not exactly fun either, it is at least less likely to be fetal.
and fatal?
I'm sorry! I just.. I .. -laughs so hard- Don't hate me Arty, but..that's the cutest goofup I've seen all day. I needed that..
Oh dear... xd
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 6:30 pm
Diana Vulpes Meph!stopheles Diana Vulpes I sure hope Affy is not having problems with his pancreas. While prehaps a kidney stone is not exactly fun either, it is at least less likely to be fetal.
and fatal?
I'm sorry! I just.. I .. -laughs so hard- Don't hate me Arty, but..that's the cutest goofup I've seen all day. I needed that..
Oh dear... xd 
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 11:15 pm
Apperantly, my old high school is doing 'The Laramie Project' as their play this weekend and it's causing some controversy and s**t. I heard some of those crazy homophobes from some cult or another are gonna be picketing at some local churches about it. They're nuts, someone in my training group said they picketed at the funerals of some soldiers who died in Iraq. How ******** awful is that? I want to go to the play, I think it will be interesting...just gotta find out when it is. But, what the hell...some people are so awful it makes me sick.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 7:54 am
shoki_de_nai Apperantly, my old high school is doing 'The Laramie Project' as their play this weekend and it's causing some controversy and s**t. I heard some of those crazy homophobes from some cult or another are gonna be picketing at some local churches about it. They're nuts, someone in my training group said they picketed at the funerals of some soldiers who died in Iraq. How ******** awful is that? I want to go to the play, I think it will be interesting...just gotta find out when it is. But, what the hell...some people are so awful it makes me sick.
Ohh, I've heard about that picketting bullshit.. I've also heard of a certain biker group that comes along at times for those funerals to keep the picketters in line..without harming them. -nod- The name eludes me, but when Drew (My brother-in-law) wakes up, I'll ask him and pass along the name. They're military bikers, so if you pass the name along, maybe someone will do something? o.O
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 8:53 am
I feel completely worthless. That is all.
This has been a DramaEmoFoxy moment. Thank you.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 8:57 am
Gods, that reminds me of this one time a local church tried to bocot one of plays because it had witches in it. rolleyes
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 9:11 am
Good lord.
So my roommate has her boyfriend from New Hampshire over. (I don't understand this bit, since she's normally poly as hell but she's current monamorous with a guy in NEW HAMPSHIRE, which is far away from us here in New York..) So she's got her boy over, and I'm like "Okay. I'll ignore it while you guys have sex on her bed. ...okay, twice." So then me and her go to class, we come back, adn then go out for dinnner. Chinese buffet, classy. It was one of the ones with the american food in a seperate buffet, so I ate a whole plate of mashed potatoes. It was beautiful. But that's not the point of my story here.
So we go to Arlene's (a snobby artfag store, the place is like my home <3) and I walk out with $96 dollars worth of paint that we're going to go ahead and assume I paid for. >.> And then we head over to RSE. (RSE is a frat at RPI)
So we're at the frat. I was there looking for Alan, this cute guy who I had met there the first time I went there. Everyone in the frat calls him "Mommy", and for good reason. He worries about everyone, it's adorable. x3 So anyway, it turns out he had gone home for the weekend, so everyone decides to cheer me up by making fruity alcoholic beverages! (In reality, they wanted to give some of the pledges some fruity alcoholic beverages, and I got in on the beverage action) So we're watching fight club drinking these fruity thing, and I've downed like four or five of them, and suddenly I am drunk. Next thing I know I'm down two flights of stairs in the rec room threatening three people with a poolstick and stalking into random dark rooms and lurking. Later, some guy puked in my bag and I called Ryan over the phone and talked to him, but let's cut to today.
I wake up, I've got a headache and cramps in both my calves (????), and my roommate and her boy have run off to play with her creepy little clone girl, leaving me with a mild hangover, cramped legs, starving and unable to walk to the dining hall. And in the past three days I have not had a good cuddle. Also, in the past two months I've gained something like twenty pounds and +10 moodswings per day thanks to birthcontrol, and I just want to die because I'm fat and unnattractive. I think I'll go take a shower or something, if I can stand up for that long. Seriously, why do my legs hurt?!??! Wtf, so weird. D: I think I recall getting one of those charley horse things in the middle of the night, but only in one of them, and both my calves hurt! This sucks. And my boy is in Boston with his other girl so no cuddles for Neko. Dammit. WHY are there no cute boys in range?! Mnnghfffghrhhggh!! Dammit.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 9:23 am
I don't have the energy to even try anymore. Every day I feel like I'm losing a little more of myself. and I DON'T KNOW WHY. My life isn't that bad right now! I'm getting good grades, I have friends that I can have fun hanging out with, while I have decided to stay single, if I really wanted to date again I have plenty of possibility here because I'm sorry if I sound conceited but I'm not that terribly bad looking, really. And from what most people tell me now or in the past, I'm a great person and a "good catch". Heck, most my exes that Iv'e broken up with still have a thing for me, even though I wish they didn't because I hate hurting them because I can't like them that way back. (yeah yeah, I'm a heart-breaker. I hate myself for it. I always do that. My heart is way to indecisive.)
Anyway, I've gotten depressed before, but it's never gotten this bad. I just spend hours sitting staring at the wall because I don't feel like doing anything else. My mind is blank most hte time, and I just can't think of anything. My art is suffering for it, my schoolwork is becoming more and more tedious to me, even though before I actually found it kinda fun and didn't hav ea problem with it (and it hasn't gotten that much harder yet.)
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like such a emo saying all this, but I'm not just saying it to get attention, I really, truly need some advice right now. I hate what's happening to me. I keep having extreme mood swings, and I'm lashing out a lot more at friends, much more physically then I ever have in my life. And while I haven't hurt myself yet (other hten slapping myself a few times across the face when I slept in and missed school that one day) I'm afraid that the way I'm going, I may end up doing that. I do know that when at work I'm out doing carts and I don't pay as much attention as I could and have almost been hit like 3 times already.
Any advice, comfort, whatever, would be apperciated right now. I'm really afraid of myself right now. I want to be over this depression or whatever it is, but no matter what I do (trying ot relax, or hang out with friends, or do something I enjoy, etc etc.) it doesn't work. I may get a temporary contentness out of it, but I don't think I've felt truly "happy" in a long, long time. And I hate that. I want to be happy, I know my life is good enough right now for me to be happy. So I don't understand why I'm so damned depressed.
I think I may just take a break from everything here soon. Internet, friends, whatever. Go to school and work and then just do nothing else. I'm just worrying all my friends, I've lost track of how many times my friends would look at me, see something in my eyes/on my face and ask me if I'm alright. I always tell them I am, because I dont' like to worry them with what's really going on. I talked to my mom about it and she says I may have a chemical inbalance, which isn't impossible since she has one and I probably got it from her. So she's gonna have me put on anti-depressants, I guess. I really don't want to, cause I hate drug-dependancy. But I guess it may be worth a shot, if it'll help. I'm out of ideas anymore.
It also doesn't help that I feel extremely lonely right now and want some affection, but have no one to give it to me.
Well, that's all...bye.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 9:32 am
There's no shame in taking antidepressants, Krystal. Also, unless you begin to feel that you NEED the pills to make you feel the way they'll make you feel, there's actually no threat of addiction. Addictions are for stupid, weak minded people, and I'm damn sure you're not one of them. In any case, I've found that going to therapy has helped me a lot to find out why I'm so unhappy with myself and life in general. Some may sneer, but I've found it works well for me, so you may want to give it a try if you can save up a bit of money.
We're all here for you. Please don't forget that! sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 9:48 am
No one should ever be teased or feel bad about taking therapy. In this day in age it more and more recomended, especially for younger people.
For more than anything, just to have someone to talk to and dump all your problems on. In that I am usually available on IM to talk with people.
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