Mkia x Chukua
Mkia
Mkia stood on a grassy hill, and felt the wind ruffle her fur. She glanced over her shoulder at the jungle behind her and sighed. She shivered involentarily... the idea of being so alone still disturbed her, but she had been waiting for this day a long time. Expecting it really. It was time to strike out on her own. It was exciting, the idea of seeing new places... meeting enemies and friends, seeing the world. For real, not just the jungle where she had grown up.
It was time. Really time now. She wasn't sure whether she should be terrified, or so happy she was ready to run off on the spot. Still... the fear was there. It was there and it was real. Real, and she would have to deal with it, and make it go away. At least she wasn't screaming in fear anymore. Her autophobia could always get in the way...
"Okay Mkia. Time to do this thing." She told herself, her face neither forced, nor failing, to smile. It was time. She was ready. This was going to be fun, even if it killed her.
It was time. Really time now. She wasn't sure whether she should be terrified, or so happy she was ready to run off on the spot. Still... the fear was there. It was there and it was real. Real, and she would have to deal with it, and make it go away. At least she wasn't screaming in fear anymore. Her autophobia could always get in the way...
"Okay Mkia. Time to do this thing." She told herself, her face neither forced, nor failing, to smile. It was time. She was ready. This was going to be fun, even if it killed her.
Chukua
Chukua looked back to the jungle. He hadn't been in the grassy, covered area for quite a while. He had made his way back to the boarder of the jungle after he'd been on his journey for about a month. But when he looked back to his natural home, it didn't look as inviting as it did when he first left. He sighed and sat down, weighing the advantages and the disadvantages of going back home.
Mkia
"Okay... here I go." Mkia nodded, and then she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and ran for her life. Half out of terror, half out of wonder. This didn't get her very far though. She made it about ten feet before she tripped over someone else's paw, and fell flat on her face.
All she could think after that was 'Well... what were you expecting running around with your eyes closed?'
All she could think after that was 'Well... what were you expecting running around with your eyes closed?'
Chukua
In his daydreaming, Chuckua didn't notice the leopard that came barreling towards him. He stumbled back when she tripped, and was quickly snapped out of his dream. He blinked a few times and looked down to see a female leopard. "Oh my, I'm sorry, didn't mean to trip you miss." He said as he leaned down and helped her up.
Mkia
Mkia smiled a little and let him help her up... clearly very embaressed, "I uh... no, no, it was my bad on that one." She grinned helplessly, "I'm kind of... well... I'm really... really... clumsey sometimes." Mostly when she was alone, and thus so very terrified that she could barely see straight. Hence the closed eyes. "Thanks for helping me up." Well, at least her journey had just started and she had already met smeone new. That was a bright side wasn't it?
Chukua
The blind leopard gave her a bright smile. "Well, I couldn't let you sit there in the dirt." He said, and sat down on his haunches. "My name's Chukua." He said and tipped his head lightly.
Mkia
"Mkia." Mkia said back, smiling. She was suddenly feeling much better. "You're such a gentleman. Thanks for that... I'm so proned to doing things like that." She admitted sheepishly, "What are you doing out here all alone?"
Chukua
Chukua blushed a little when she called him a gentleman. He had only been called that a handful of times and he couldn't help but blush. He looked around a bit at her question. "Well, I've been traveling for a while and I made my way back. Though, I'm not sure if I'm ready to go back home yet."
Mkia
"Ah..." Mkia smiled a little, "I'm just... well, I'm just leaving, you could say. This is my first time going out alone." She admitted, blushing a little herself... though this was still from her earlier klutziness. Not because she thought Chukua had been a gentleman, in her opinion. She didn't know a lot of polite men... especially with her brother and father, her brother being childish and her father being... well... her father. Distance.
Chukua
"Your first time huh?" He gave her a wink, "Maybe we could travel together for a while?" He asked as he stood. "That is, if you'd like Miss Mkia."
Mkia
"REALLY!?" Mkia asked, practically bounding forward. She had never really been one to question others or their motives... she had never met anyone cruel before. Plus, she was far more terrified of being alone than she had ever been of others. The thought of having someome to travel with was infinatley exciting. "I would love to travel with you Mister Chukua!"
Chukua
He laughed lightly at her enthusiasm, "Well then, I guess we better be going. And please, just Chukua's fine." He said lightly. He might have been older, but that didn't stop him from thinking they were equals.
Mkia
Mkia grinned, "Then just Mkia for me too. If we're going to travel together, we should be friends!" That was exciting all on its own. She had never really had a single-friend who she could stay with before. Most of her friends came and went... it would be nice to have one who she could stay with.
Chukua
He laughed lightly, "Alright Mis..ah.. excuse me. Mkia." He said and nodded. This might have been harder than he thought. He had never just referred to a female just by their first name. This would be a nice change.
Mkia
Mkia laughed a little, "See? What did I tell you? Perfect gentleman." Her mother had said that her father was like that, when the kids weren't around. "I've never been around someone so formal and polite. I think this will be fun!"
Chukua
He couldn't help but laugh again. She seemed so innocent. Like a small cub. "This will be great." He said as they started to walk away from the jungle.
Mkia
Mkia took a deep breath and followed him, "So... when did you live in the jungle? When you were younger?" She asked, taking a good look at her new companion. She wanted to get to know him... after all, who knew how long they would be together?
Chukua
He looked back down to the white female and smiled lightly, "Yeah, after I was seperated from my mother,
I was held in this strange facility owned by two leggers." he started as he looked back towards the horizon. "After I had grown a little, I ran away t the jungle. It was only until I felt it was safe I wandered back out."
I was held in this strange facility owned by two leggers." he started as he looked back towards the horizon. "After I had grown a little, I ran away t the jungle. It was only until I felt it was safe I wandered back out."
Mkia
Mkia blinked, suprised, "Wow. Really? That's so... wow... you've actually seen two-leggers?" She was amazed. She did feel sorry for her new friend, almost instantly, but she decided that it wouldn't be fair to act moopy about it. She wouldn't want anyone feeling sorry for her... and she had plenty to be ashamed of.
Besides: TWO LEGGERS.
Besides: TWO LEGGERS.
Chukua
He smirked. "I did more than just saw them." He said. He decited not to mention to her the different type of experiments that were worked on him, including the cause of his partial blindness. She seemed to happy
*Too happy to be bothered with matters like that.
*Too happy to be bothered with matters like that.
Mkia
"Really!? Were they as scary as everyone seems to think they are!?" Mkia wanted to know, "Do they breathe fire and have stars in their eyes and eat the toes of leopards!?" Yes, she had heard many versions of humans. She considered herself an expert... after all, she couldn't be afraid of anything. She already had one fear too many. She had to be ready for anything... especially something everyone seemed to fear. She didn't seem to sense Chukua's uncomfortableness on the subject... she was far too interested.
Chukua
He couldn't help but smile at her. She was full of questions. ONes that he couldn't help but answer. "No, they don't breath fire or eat leopard toes." He chuckled lightly. "But they do eat your soul." He whispered to her. It was an exaggeration, but he felt he lost part of it when he list his sight.
Mkia
Mkia's eyes opened wide, "Really? They can eat your soul? They didn't eat yours did they?" She asked, her voice worried now as she looked at her new companion more carefully. What if the humans had really hurt him? That would be terrible! And he was so friendly... she would want them to suffer if they had. They had no right!
Chukua
"PArt of it." He brought his paw up to his blind eye and rubbed it lightly. He was silent for a while, but looked back to her and smiled gingerly. "But enough about me." He didn't want to worry her. "What about you? What's made you venture out?"
Mkia
Mkia finally noticed his eye and looked a bit worried. Part of his soul. Humans were evil. Now she was sure of it. She wasn't afraid of them... but anyone who would hurt someone so nice didn't deserve to exist. If she ever saw one, it would be lucky to get away without getting a serious beatdown from her.
"Me?" She blinked as the conversation rolled back to her, "Well... I... my family has always stayed in one place and..." She didn't want to say... but Chukua had been so honest with her, "And I... I have this sort of fear... that I want to escape."
"Me?" She blinked as the conversation rolled back to her, "Well... I... my family has always stayed in one place and..." She didn't want to say... but Chukua had been so honest with her, "And I... I have this sort of fear... that I want to escape."
Chukua
He looked at er with a confused look. "A fear? A fear of what if you don't mind my asken." He was curious. It wasn't every day that he met someone who was so open. Someone he could talk to so freely.
Mkia
"Well I..." Mkia whispered, "Well... it's that I... the first memory I have, you see. It's a dream. That I was all alone in a den and then I can't find anyone... or anything... and I'm all alone. And I can't find anyone... and no one comes for me. And it's my first memory... and I can't remember waking up..." She shook her head, "And so... I'm really afraid of being by myself. And I don't want to be... when I was little, it was terrible. I couldn't even let my family out of my sight, or I'd scream... So I want to be able to be alone and not be scared. Not all the time, I mean... but be able to sleep alone... or hunt alone..." She smiled a little, "It's stupid."
Chukua
He shook his head lightly. "It's not stupid." He replayed as he stopped and placed a paw on hers. "I can imagine it being a very terrifying feeling. And to have it as a first memory must be earth shattering."
Mkia
"A little... I guess..." Mkia whispered. She realized she had never before told anyone where her fear came from. The dream. She hated that dream... but it happened. It still happened. And no matter how hard she tried, that first dream... she never remembered waking up, "I don't know... I'm not afraid of anything... except that. And when I'm afraid of that... it kinda over-powers the fact that nothing else bothers me."
Chukua
He nodded, "When I left the humans, I was able to get my strength from my mother." He said as he sat down on his haunches. "I only have one memory of her. I saw her right before everything went dark." He said he smiled at her, his hair covering his bad eye. "But I keep that memory close and I never forget it." He said. Next time you feel alone, just close your eyes, and picture your family there next to you. Then you'll gain the courage you need."
Mkia
"Really? Does that work?" Mkia asked, looking over at him. He had probably been through so much more than she had... it would make sense if his ideas about fear worked better than her own. She though about her family... their smiling faces... she would miss them so much... the idea of being away from them... it was so terrifying...
Chukua
He nodded. "It helped me through my escape. And sometimes when I wake up during the night from a bad memory, I close my eyes and the image of her makes me feel warm and sometimes I feel her beside me."
Mkia
Mkai smiled and tilted her head to the side, "Did you ever see her again? Your mother?" She wanted to know... she wanted to help. This was so much more than just facing her own fear! She was older now! She could help now!
Chukua
He shook his head sadly, "To tell you the truth, I'm not even sure if she's still alive." He said. "But to tell you the truth, I;m not sure if I want to meet her." He laughed lightly. "I've had this image of her and I don't want to ruin that memory."
Mkia
Mkia stood in front of him, looking at him in his good eye, "But... if she's out there... wouldn't she be thinking about you? All the time, I mean? Wouldn't she want to know if you're alive... or if you're dead? Or if the humans did something to you... hurt you? Or if something happened to her?" She looked down, "I know if... if something happened to one of my family and I didn't know where they went... it would... I think it would kill me. Why rely on one memory, when if she's out there, you could make hundreds more?" She suddenly blushed furiously, "OH! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to... not to intrude or be rude or anything... I just... I like you. You should be happy. If humans tried to take your soul... you should get it back. You should find some way to get it back, and I think being... being happy would be a good way to do that."
Chukua
He smiled warmly after her explination. "I guess your right." He said and stood back up, his tail waving behind him. "I think that's what I'll do." He said his ears perked with his new found excitement. "Thank you Mkai." He was glad he happened onto this leopardess. Maybe she would be the key to unlocking the mystery behind his mother, and behind his captors those many years ago